Who is sinking in the sad atmosphere? Those sad looks make people feel so heavy that they can't breathe. It's like pressing against a huge stone. If you breathe even slightly hard, your internal organs will hurt.
The sound of crying became more and more distant, and Lu Haiyao walked out of the hospital with empty eyes.
This time, she did not cry heartbreakingly. Was it because she was extremely sad that she had no tears? When she heard the doctor telling her family members to be mentally prepared at all times, she felt as if all the strength in her body had been drained and her legs were weak.
Wanting to fall down, she subconsciously stretched out her hand to hold on to the wall beside her to stabilize her body. She watched Father Gu and the others anxiously and sadly asking the doctor about the specific situation. Haiyao did not dare to stay here for one more second.
Using the last bit of strength, he held on and walked towards the door of the hospital with frivolous steps.
As soon as we left the hospital entrance, there was a dramatic downpour...
The winter rain always had a bit of coolness, soaking into her clothes and wetting her hair, causing it to cling to her cheeks in embarrassment...
A bitter smile appeared on the corner of Lu Haiyao's lips, and she walked forward again, ignoring the heavy rain, and walked into the distance step by step. The heavy rain washed her cheeks, making her eyes sting and slightly red...
The doctor said: The patient may die at any time...you'd better be mentally prepared.
Mentally prepared?
What kind of mental preparation...
Why is it like this? Isn't it getting better?
Isn't there a turning point?
Thinking of those ruthless words, her heart was trembling...
No one can understand her current mood. It's not just a fear, she is on the verge of collapse and despair...
It seemed that in an instant, the strong fortress in her heart was about to collapse, and the miracle of turnaround she had always believed in had become an illusion!!
Life was so cruel that she collapsed.
Her vision was blurred by tears. She kept walking forward, crossed the road, and ran through a red light. She ignored the cars rushing around on the street and had no intention of stopping.
She could only hear the sound of a sudden braking in her ears, and the people who almost hit her were scolding fiercely. Why did she care about this? She couldn't hear anything, couldn't see anything...
However, her attitude angered some grumpy drivers. After getting off the car, they stepped forward and grabbed Lu Haiyao's clothes and pulled her down. "What's wrong with you? Are you mentally ill? Do you want to die?"
Don't appear on the road and harm people!"
Haiyao's lack of attention and response made the other party furious...
Just when the man was about to insult him too much, Xu Yizhong strode up and pulled Hai Yao behind him...
She stood aside, watching Xu Yizhong apologizing to others, and felt even more uncomfortable. She turned to leave, but after he settled the matter, he stepped forward and grabbed her wrist, "What are you doing now!"
There was a hint of reproach and anger in his voice...
Angry that she doesn't take herself seriously.
God knows how thrilling it felt when he chased her out of the hospital and saw her nearly hit by a car several times!
His whole heart felt like a balloon that was about to be burst. If he applied even a little force, it would stop beating for her!
The big hand holding her arm did not relax at all, and even tightened his grip a little uncontrollably. He held her arms tightly with both hands. Seeing that she was not facing him, he shouted to her out of control, "A Gu Tingchuan, just...
Is it really more important than your own life?"
"How important is he to you?! It's enough to make you so lost! Lu Haiyao, there is more than just Gu Tingchuan in your life! Even if he dies, you still have to go on! Do you understand!"
Snapped……
As soon as he finished speaking, he slapped him hard on the cheek, interrupting his angry words.
It also woke him up from his almost crazy mood...
He became slightly calmer, but looked at Lu Haiyao with red eyes with a hint of sadness.
The heavy rain made both of them feel embarrassed, she was tearful and angry, and he was sober and apologetic...
Realizing that my words really hurt her...
He tried his best to explain, but he opened and closed his lips but didn't know what to say, "Haiyao... I... I didn't mean that..."
"I'm worried about you, do you understand?"
"I do not understand!!"
Hai Yao forcefully pulled his hand away, bit her trembling lips, took a deep breath, suppressed the surge of sadness in her heart, and said in a hoarse voice, "You are right, he is life to me.
Everything, I am so hopeless, and I cannot face the fact that he will leave calmly, Yi Zhong, I will not give up until the last moment."
She looked at him with tears in her eyes and said with a choked voice, "Why do you think God likes to play tricks on people so much? I finally found out that my heart can be transplanted for him, but the hospital didn't allow it and insisted on asking Gu Tingchuan to agree... What do you think he did?
Maybe you agree?"
She let out a long sigh, then smiled bitterly, "If possible, I wish he was the one who survived. Do you think it's too bad for me to be like this?"
If one of them had to leave, she wished it was herself who could leave...
Hearing these words, Xu Yizhong's heart trembled violently.
He looked at her in disbelief and saw a faint smile appearing on the corner of her lips. That smile made him uneasy, made his heart palpitate, and made him panic and bewildered for a moment...
Seeing that she was about to turn around and leave, Xu Yizhong subconsciously reached out and grabbed her wrist.
However, what I wanted to say was stuck in my throat, and I couldn't say even a single word.
He was afraid that what he was worried about would be recognized by her affirmative eyes.
He didn't even have the courage to ask...
What on earth does she want to do!
She actually secretly went for a check-up. Could it be that she wanted to...
Realizing this, he couldn't help but hold her hand tightly.
He tried very hard to find his voice and said in a trembling voice, "Don't do stupid things... Hai Yao..."
"Don't do stupid things, you hear me! Things will turn around, they will!"
He yelled at her uncontrollably, "I told you not to do stupid things, did you hear what I said?"
The ending of that uncontrollable roar was actually a thick choking sound.
Those black eyes were instantly filled with tears.
However, in the face of his out-of-control emotions, Hai Yao calmly pulled away his hand and said, "Yizhong, thank you very much for this time."
After finishing speaking, he walked away.
This time, he didn't have the courage to catch up and kicked the lamppost aside angrily. No matter what, he couldn't vent his sorrow and anger!
Her feelings for Gu Tingchuan exceeded his expectations.
She would actually do things that hurt herself for that man.
So, can he just sit back and let her go?
Xu Yizhong's mood at this time was extremely complicated. Looking at her blurred figure, his heart ached.
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Gu Tingchuan hadn't woken up yet. He was lying there as if he had really fallen asleep and didn't want to wake up.
Lying quietly, there was no struggle to get up at all.
Haiyao looked at him, wiped his body, held his hand, and wiped his palms with a warm towel. Seeing that he was sleeping so peacefully, tears welled up in his eyes. She stretched out her hand to wipe them away, and asked in a hoarse voice, "
Don’t you want to get up and look at me? Tingchuan, don’t sleep, just open your eyes and look at me, okay?”
Didn't he miss her at all in his heart?
Did he ever think that if she couldn't wake him up, she would collapse...
How sad she would be.
Isn't he worried? Why can he sleep so deeply, as if everything has been arranged and he doesn't need to worry about anything...
There was a knock at the door, which brought Lu Haiyao back from her thoughts.
She quickly wiped away the tears from her eyes, looked back at the door, and was surprised to see Xiaobei standing there.
"Xiao Bei?"
Lu Xiaobei walked in with something in hand, put the fruit basket on the table, and looked at Gu Tingchuan, "Brother-in-law...isn't he awake yet?"
Hearing this, Haiyao's mood dropped again. She tried hard to control her emotions, "Yeah."
Lu Xiaobei sighed, clenched his hands into fists, and said viciously, "He's causing trouble again!"
Haiyao was confused, "Xiaobei, what are you talking about?"
"Who is causing trouble?"
"Isn't it? Sister, how can you be so naive and still believe in Xu Yizhong? He is full of bad things! The reason why my brother-in-law is seriously ill is not because of some ghost doctor he hired!"
Hai Yao was shocked by his words...
"What did you say……"
Her voice began to tremble, and she couldn't hold her breath as she listened to Lu Xiaobei's words one by one.
Even if she doesn’t want to believe it, it’s difficult!
When Lu Xiaobei handed the list to her, he said angrily, "Sister, have you read this prescription carefully? Do you read it every time? There is a chronic poison on it, do you know that?
"
Haiyao took the prescription form with trembling hands and shook her head with tears in her eyes, "No...impossible..."
She really thought that Xu Yizhong had changed for the better.
These days, he helped her so much and never asked for anything in return...
He really hopes that she can live well, doesn't he?
Why did things become like this?
"Do you really think he has reformed? He Xu Yizhong is a bad person from head to toe! He always thinks about himself! Do you think he really has terminal cancer? That's just to gain sympathy.
A means. Only sister, you will be deceived by him again and again!"
"How could he be so kind as to ask a doctor to treat his brother-in-law? I have already investigated the doctor's background clearly! He is just a liar, and he has killed many people? With this alone, do you think he is still trustworthy!
"
"No...impossible, that's not the case!"
Hai Yao shook her head in denial. Lu Xiaobei grabbed her wrist angrily, gritted his teeth and said, "You don't believe it, do you? Come on, I will let you see clearly what kind of person he is!"
After finishing speaking, he forcibly grabbed Lu Haiyao's hand and strode towards the door.
Xiaobei has changed, completely changed...
He no longer conceals the truth to protect his sister, but now he is so cruel that he wants to uncover the truth, the ugly truth, and present it bloodyly in front of her!