"What you said to me, which one is true? Which one is false? I have no energy to guess anymore."
She was really tired, and at this critical moment, she had no energy to complain or hate.
After so many years, it is impossible to say that she has no feelings for Xu Yizhong...
But what is left in her heart after the relationship is consumed? I'm afraid it's all kinds of doubts. She doesn't understand why every time she trusts and pays for him, the results she gets make her regret.
Haiyao's eyes turned red when she thought of this. She reached out and pushed her messy hair behind her ears. She looked at him and said with a choked voice, "Xu Yizhong, please go, don't make me hate you."
He understood her determination from her eyes. At this moment, no matter how many explanations he had, he turned into bitterness and swallowed it in his heart. He smiled to himself, "I just wanted to come over and see you, that's all."
"I don't know if I can see you again in the future, so..." He raised a bitter smile and continued, "So I wanted to come over and see you."
"I know you won't forgive me."
"Haiyao, whether you believe it or not, sometimes lies are just a reaction to fear of loss."
Seeing that she was unwilling to listen any more, he sighed and suddenly said, "If you can't see me in the future, will you miss me?"
"Even occasionally."
He looked at her, waiting for the result with his heart tightening, but what he waited for was a long silence. Xu Yizhong smiled, with a slight redness in his black eyes, "I think I already know the answer, you know? If I could choose again
, I hope I don’t know you as Xu Yizhong.”
He is Xu Yizhong, and his destiny and identity destined him to be an ambitious man. He can never love her cleanly, and he can never do it without hurting her.
If he were not Xu Yizhong, he would not have such a heavy psychological burden and would not lose the feelings he cares about most.
Hai Yao never answered him even a word because she no longer believed any of the feelings in his mouth. Yes, he was right. If he was not Xu Yizhong, she would believe him.
Sometimes, if a person really loses trust in that person, no matter how deep the relationship is, they cannot be together...
Trust, this thing, can sometimes be fatal!
No matter how many times he said he did it because he loved her, she would never believe it or accept it.
The night is getting deeper and the hour hand is gradually moving towards the early morning.
Tonight is very special. Families are reunited and lovers are counting down the hours together. What they are waiting for is a brand new year and a happy future...
However, when the clock on the high-rise building ticked toward the early morning, he walked out of the bar in a daze.
At that moment, brilliant fireworks bloomed in the sky...
The fireworks tonight are so beautiful that they almost light up the entire night sky.
He unconsciously remembered that that year, she had set off fireworks with him, and she had also laughed brightly and beautifully with him.
That year, she insisted on dragging him out to set off fireworks. At first, he thought it was a waste of time, but when he saw her smiling so sweetly, his mood seemed to be slowly infected.
Seeing that she was afraid that the fireworks would burn her, but insisted on setting them off, and timidly held the lighter there for a long time without lighting the fuse, he couldn't help but laugh, and then stepped forward, "I'll do it."
That scene seemed like it happened yesterday.
The memory is still so clear, but the person has gone far...
Isn't this the cruelest thing?
Xu Yizhong felt a little depressed. He stared at the night sky for a long time before taking out his car keys and walking towards the car.
Suppressing the depressed mood, he drove onto the road. However, for some reason, his mood was a little out of control tonight. He held the steering wheel tightly and looked at the road ahead, feeling more and more lonely.
"Yizhong..."
"Yizhong..."
In a trance, I seemed to hear someone calling me, such a familiar voice, full of love for him.
He turned his head and looked at the passenger seat of the car. For a moment, he seemed to see Lu Haiyao sitting there. She smiled at him and asked him in a soft voice, "We are going to see grandma today, do you agree?"
Unbeknownst to him, the smiling look on his face had already been deeply imprinted in his mind from the very beginning.
How long has it been?
She had never smiled at him like this before, never spoken to him so tenderly.
It was him who turned her into a prickly hedgehog. It was he who made a mistake and lost her completely.
There was a faint glint in Xu Yizhong's black eyes. He looked sideways at the place beside him for a long time, feeling as if his heart had been hollowed out...
Suddenly, a bright light came towards me.
He looked around and had to squint his dark eyes. He realized that a truck was coming straight ahead. He subconsciously turned the steering wheel. However, he still couldn't avoid it. He saw the black commercial vehicle passing by the edge of the truck, and the entire body was knocked over.
It made a violent noise, and the windows of the commercial vehicle were shattered all over the place. The driver of the truck was so frightened that he held the steering wheel tightly and did not respond for a long time.
It's quiet this night...
After the violent crash and the sound of shattering glass, the silence was so quiet that it made you want to cry.
******
Under the same night sky.
The lawyer put away the documents and looked solemnly, "There are no loopholes in the will. Mr. Gu, to be honest, this is the heaviest will I have ever prepared."
The lawyer lowered his eyes and said, "I know I shouldn't say these words. Mrs. Gu has come to see me several times. She has always asked me to contact her if I have any news about you. I think she really wants to see you."
"Today is such a special day. I think even if we can't meet in person, it's okay to make a phone call."
After the lawyer finished speaking, he looked at Gu Tingchuan who was leaning on the chair. He closed his eyes slightly and did not respond at all. He sighed, knowing that his words were useless, "I'll take my leave now."
After finishing speaking, he walked away.
Gu Tingchuan then slowly opened his black eyes and looked at the door.
Thinking of the lawyer's words, how could he be so indifferent? No one would be more miserable than him, right?
As long as he closed his eyes, he could think of her panicked and confused look, and his heart clenched when he thought of her tears.
But he could only endure it.
Hold back the crazy longing, hold back the fear of her sad and crying heart...
Only by being patient could he stop her from doing stupid things.
She was so stubborn and made so many preparations behind his back, which showed that her determination was enough to scare him.
If he had to rely on her heart to survive, he would rather die...
He was particularly weak today and had forgotten to take his medicine. He knew very well that his heart failure had reached the point where he would have a severe attack at any time and would leave.
Suddenly I felt tired and sleepy.
He has already explained the follow-up matters. When he leaves, the assets in his name will be owned by her...
After arranging these things, he seems to feel more at ease.
Gu Tingchuan leaned on the chair and slowly closed his eyes. The moonlight was like a gauze, falling on his face, making it even paler and bloodless, like a dead person.
Halfway through the drive, the lawyer realized that he had forgotten something.
He turned the car around and returned to the apartment where he had just left. The door was not locked, but he locked it behind him gently after leaving.
It can be seen that after he left, Gu Tingchuan did not get up or lock the door.
The lawyer opened the door, walked in, and immediately found his things on the table.
He walked over and saw him sitting there with his eyes closed.
The lawyer frowned, vaguely feeling something was wrong, and shouted softly, "Mr. Gu."
"Mr. Gu..."
"Mr. Gu?"
The only thing that answered the lawyer was the howling sea breeze outside the window, and the whole room was so quiet that there was no sound of human breathing.
The lawyer pushed Gu Tingchuan's arm gently, trying to wake him up. As soon as he pushed, Gu Tingchuan's hand dropped weakly, showing no signs of life. The ring in his hand fell out of his palm and rolled to the ground.
The lawyer's heart tightened and he realized that the situation was not good. He hurriedly picked up his mobile phone and dialed 120.
******
Outside the hospital operating room.
Haiyao appeared at the other end of the corridor panting in her pajamas. She only had one slipper under her feet, and the other one ran away at some point, but she didn't know it.
She saw Gu Siyin and Ou Junyan standing outside the operating door. Gu Siyin was crying like a tearful person, and Haiyao did not dare to take a step forward.
This feeling was even stronger than when I knew something had happened to Nian Wei.
Seeing the tears on Gu Siyin's face, she felt so scared, so scared...
After receiving a call from Gu Siyin late at night, she rushed out of the house in her pajamas and came all the way in embarrassment. She didn't dare to think about what would happen next, for fear that she would be late or too late.
Her legs were weak and her eyes ached with tears.
She mustered up her courage and walked forward.
Step by step, he forced himself to smile, raised his lips and faced Gu Siyin, "Siyin, why are you crying? Didn't you say that your brother was found?"
"Silly girl, why are you crying?"
Gu Siyin couldn't control her tears after hearing this. She didn't even dare to look at Hai Yao.
Turn your face sideways and let the tears flow freely.
Haiyao looked at the surgery door, then at Ou Junyan, "How did you find him? Did the doctor say anything when he came out just now? Is it nothing serious?"
Ou Junyan took a deep breath and suppressed the sadness in his heart, "Haiyao, be strong."
The doctor just told them: there is little hope...
In this case, how could he dare to tell her?
Thinking of this, he also felt sad and couldn't say anything more to persuade him.
He opened his hand and handed her the ring in his hand.
"This was given to me by the lawyer who sent him here."
Haiyao looked at the wedding ring, tears falling silently. She reached out and took the ring tremblingly, holding it tightly in her hand.
No, she believed he would get better.
Don't be so cruel. Seeing each other again will be the difference between life and death...
At this time, the door of the operating room was opened.
Hai Yao hurried forward and grabbed the doctor's hand, "Doctor, how are you?"
The doctor glanced at her, sighed, and shook his head, "We have tried our best, but the patient is already brain dead."
"What did you say?"
Hai Yao couldn't believe her ears. Her eyes were wide and round, tears fell silently, and she shook her head desperately, "Impossible!" "Impossible!!"
"Tingchuan!" She wanted to rush in, but was stopped by the doctor, "You can't go in!"
"Get out of the way and let me in, Tingchuan...Tingchuan!!!"
She cried and struggled to get in. She wanted to shake him awake herself. She didn't believe he would leave...
How could he bear to not look at her again and leave completely like this?
Lu Haiyao cried and screamed outside the operating room. She shouted to go in, but the doctor blocked her, "You can't go in at this time!"