How many eight years can a woman waste in her life?
He didn't want her to waste these beautiful years waiting for a man with no future...
There is no future or result between them, and he cannot give her any happiness or promise...
What will the world be like when he comes out?
Who can predict whether he will have a future, and how can he guarantee that she will be happy if she follows him? He himself has no such certainty, so how could he cruelly ask her to wait for him.
After the sentence was pronounced, Lu Xiaobei officially began to serve his sentence. He lived a monotonous life every day. The Gu family greeted acquaintances, so he did not suffer much in it.
Time is passing unconsciously...
Eight years have passed in the blink of an eye. During these eight years, Lu Xiaobei has always refused to allow anyone to see him. He was afraid that he would be weak and that he would be lost...
In the past 8 years, he has become more mature, and his concept of rejecting children has become stronger!
As for the letters Tongtong wrote to him, he didn't dare to accept any of them and sent them back directly. If the temporary sadness could exchange for her happiness, he would rather be more indifferent...
Don't leave any hope for her, this is what he can do for her now.
Later, the letters she sent to him became less and less, and gradually disappeared. At first, she felt lost and sad, and she could only smile and wish her to find a good home...
During his sentence, he performed particularly well, so he received a reduced sentence and early release. When he regained his freedom and walked out of the iron gate, he felt like he was reborn.
The sky is so blue...
The air was also fresher than inside. It seemed that in an instant, everything in the world became so lovely, making him want to cherish it...
Lu Xiaobei still remembered the Gu family's address, and he planned to go there and surprise everyone.
When he appeared in front of Lu Haiyao, Haiyao couldn't believe it and said in surprise, "Xiao Bei?"
"sister."
Lu Xiaobei smiled and looked at Gu Tingchuan who was walking out of the kitchen. He saw that he was wearing a cute apron. On the apron, there were words such as "Apron for Dad" and "Full-time Nanny" written in cute words for children, and
A sweet and happy photo of their family of four...
Is this still the Gu Tingchuan he remembered back then?
Lu Xiaobei couldn't help but smile. That smile was out of relief that they could be happy, a kind of happiness that came from deep in his heart...
His sister, after suffering so much, finally found a reliable man.
Finally able to be happy...
"Brother-in-law!"
Gu Tingchuan stepped forward with a smile, without showing too much surprise, and happily patted Lu Xiaobei on the shoulder, "Welcome home."
Gu Tingchuan had already received the news that Lu Xiaobei could be released early.
Today happened to be the birthdays of his two children. He wanted to give Hai Yao a surprise, so he didn't mention it. He saw that Hai Yao was so surprised that she almost cried.
8 years!
In the past 8 years, this brat refused to let them visit. In other words, they had not seen each other for 8 years! She was still thinking about picking him up in person when he was released from prison, but he suddenly appeared there.
before.
Haiyao's eyes were red and sparkling with tears. Seeing this, Lu Xiaobei stepped forward with a smile, opened his arms and hugged her, and said sadly, "Sister, I was wrong."
Just like when they met again, he did the same, hugging her and telling her that he was wrong...
Haiyao thought about the past, and the urge to cry became stronger. Xiaobei smiled and said, "Are you willing to forgive me? Just let me come back and be a driver for your brother-in-law? I am your biological brother, you can't
If you want to live a good life by yourself, you won’t need me.”
Hai Yao was amused by his pitiful tone, punched him and glared at him, "You bastard!"
Gu Tingchuan pulled Hai Yao over, put his arm around her shoulders, and said with a smile, "Okay, let him rest first, and then we can have a good chat after dinner."
Then he looked at Lu Xiaobei and said to him, "Xiaobei, go outside for a walk. Xiaoguai and Mengmeng have been clamoring to see you, and they are outside."
Haiyao smiled and agreed, "Yes, and..."
"Nianwei is here, and your parents are too. Go and say hello to them. Everyone hopes you can come back."
Gu Tingchuan held Hai Yao's hand on her shoulder, interrupted her with a little force, and then mysteriously took her back to the kitchen. She was puzzled and asked him, "Why don't you let me say Tong Tong too?"
outside?"
"Fool, he is so resistant to seeing her. Will he still be willing to go after saying so?"
Hai Yao thought for a moment and nodded, "That's right."
"Then why do you say Nianwei and the others are outside?"
Nianwei and her parents have obviously been abroad for more than a year...
Gu Tingchuan glanced at her with a smile and continued to cut the fruit in his hand. Hai Yao was still mumbling on the side, "Xiao Bei is definitely not against Tong Tong. He is just afraid of delaying Tong Tong, so he refuses to see her."
He, hey..."
Hai Yao changed the topic, glanced at Gu Tingchuan, and said, "It's really hard to find a man like my brother, unlike someone who is becoming more and more boring and even hangs out with a little secretary."
Hearing this, Gu Tingchuan's dark eyes were filled with a smile, but it was not obvious. He knew that her words were thorny and pointed at him. He ate a piece of cut fruit, then twirled a small half of an apple and fed it to her mouth, saying
, "Try it, it's quite sweet."
Hai Yao saw that he was eating with gusto, so she took a bite. The sourness of the clinker made her immediately cover her mouth, and her eyes narrowed in pain, "Well..."
very sour!
It was so sweet that he lied to her...
And when he raised his lips proudly, Hai Yao glared at him, "You're still smiling! Gu Tingchuan, you're so evil!"
Knowing that she had been eating a lot of acid recently, her teeth had softened, and even the slightest touch of acid would make her teeth brittle, yet he still had such bad intentions to tease her. She covered her mouth with one hand and hit him angrily.
But he laughed out loud in a good mood and dodged away with a smile.
After suffering a loss and not being able to hit him, Hai Yao became even more unconvinced. She chased after him and tried to hit him, but he quickly moved away. Instead, he suddenly grabbed her wrist, turned her around, and leaned her back against him.
On his chest, he crossed her hands, hugged her tightly from behind, laughed softly, and deliberately teased her, "You are sore, is it because you have eaten too much?"
Hai Yao was already unhappy with the 'secretary' thing, but when he said that, she immediately replied angrily, "You are the one who is sore!"
Thinking of seeing him going out with the young secretary that day, she became depressed and sulky.
But he didn't explain...
He actually started playing a game with her, and she asked him, and he deliberately smiled and asked her if she was jealous?
Gu Tingchuan lowered his eyes and saw that her face was full of displeasure, and he tightened his arms in a good mood, "Yes, yes, I eat too much sour food. I am pregnant and I like to eat sour food. Is that okay?"
Hearing his conciliatory words, Hai Yao wanted to laugh but held back, "No."
"You're not angry anymore? If you're angry, the baby will be unhappy inside." He coaxed in a low voice.
Only then did Hai Yao think of the fetus in her belly. The arrival of this child was so unexpected.
Neither of them wanted to have another child, and she also knew that it would be difficult for her to get pregnant again. She just suddenly liked eating sour foods and had a great appetite. It wasn't until she had a bad stomachache and went to the hospital for a check-up that she found out she was pregnant.
She didn't want it at that time, thinking that having two children was enough...
But Gu Tingchuan insisted that she give birth. Because of this, she had to stay at home to raise the baby. She became bored and lonely and became suspicious and unhappy all the time...
"You still know how to care about the baby?"
"Of course! I care about you more."
His lips lightly pressed against her cochlea, and his magnetic voice whispered softly in her ears, "Can the company only recruit male employees from now on? Any magnetic animals that cause displeasure to the president's wife will be fired.
Go home on time after work and don’t not answer your wife’s phone calls..."
After hearing this, Haiyao felt sweet in her heart, and couldn't help but be amused by him, "I didn't ask you to fire all the female employees. Doing this makes me look like I have no confidence. I don't want to do this."
He turned her around with a smile, opened his arms and hugged her tightly, "As long as you are happy, anything is fine."
Feeling his warm embrace, Haiyao's eyebrows revealed a happy smile, and the corners of her mouth could not help but raise a sweet and beautiful curve. She hugged him tightly in response. Of course she knew that he would have nothing to do with those secretaries.
She would just look for trouble when she was unhappy for a moment. What made her happy was that he had a heart that knew how to tolerate her. Even if she was willful and unreasonable, he could still say to her, "As long as you are happy, everything is fine."
Happiness is something that requires a little bit of precipitation.
Looking back on the past, there is still a silly smile on the corner of the mouth, and a touch of emotion on the eyebrows, which proves that we were all happy...
He once said: He loves her not because she is like Li Yuner, not because he wants to use her to take revenge. He knows clearly that she doesn't have a good look on him. Sometimes her stubborn temper makes him so angry that he wants to throw things. Sometimes she is thorny.
Her words could obviously make him never talk to her again for the rest of his life, but he just wanted her...
Inexplicably, I want to go on with her.
She doesn't need to make any changes, he will still love her...
He once said that when he saw her name appearing in his household registration book, he was so happy that he felt that he owned the whole world... When he hugged her for the first time without being rejected and pushed away, God knows how excited he was in his heart.
Every time he couldn't stand her stubborn temper and took the initiative to admit his mistakes, God knows how deep in his heart he realized that in this life... this life it was like he had been bewitched by her, or he owed her something in the previous life, but he just didn't.
You can be cruel to her, but you can't do anything to her.
Time is really fleeting...
I still remember the scene of sending off Nianwei Zhang Wei and her parents a year ago. She called that woman her mother for the first time. She never let go of it from the bottom of her heart until the day of separation...
Over the years, too many things have changed. Xiao Xiao, the little girl who used to be by her side, is now able to stand alone and become a real strong woman...
But Haiyao didn't expect that there was still a past between Xiao Xiao and that star.
only……
That's the past...
Today, Xiao Xiao has a fiancé.
And Li Yuner, who once hated her so much, has been released from prison long ago and went to a remote area to become a volunteer teacher...
They can only get photos from Uncle Li, and occasionally see photos sent back by Li Yuner. Seeing her standing among the children, smiling so cleanly and sweetly, you will feel that she has really changed a lot...
Who has never been simple? Too many complicated things have changed many people. Human nature is basically good.
*******
Lu Xiaobei walked to the lawn and saw a familiar figure from a distance...
At that moment, ripples appeared in the calm lake of my heart.
is her……
8 years!
Her appearance is deeply imprinted in my mind and cannot be removed.
The more I think about her, the more clearly I remember her...
The clearer it is, the more painful it is.
Lu Xiaobei didn't expect her to be here. He saw her pulling a long eagle kite and waving to the children over there with a smile, "Little darling, Mengmeng, come on! The kite is flying."
The children happily followed her running on the lawn. She handed the kite into the hands of a little girl. The little girl was too young and ran too fast. She stumbled and fell down, and the kite in her hand fell.
The thread is also loose...
Tongtong hurried forward, squatted next to the girl, wiped away the tears on the little girl's face distressedly, and hugged and coaxed her for a while...
This scene made Lu Xiaobei's heart feel as if a needle had pricked him.
In his trance, he seemed to hear the little girl crying. "Mom, mom, I hurt so much, wow... I'm bleeding. What should I do if I bleed..."
Mother!
Could it be that……
She is married and has children.
A sense of loss surged through his heart, but then he thought about it, wasn't this exactly what he expected?
It was he who let go, and it was he who was determined not to see her.
She finds a good man and starts a new life, what's wrong with that?
And he, at this moment, should not appear in front of her again...
Lu Xiaobei turned around and was about to leave, but the eagle kite fell at his feet, and the little girl's voice sounded behind him, "The kite fell to that uncle..."
Lu Xiaobei looked down at the kite and picked it up with a choked heart. He saw the little girl running over panting, tilting her head, "Uncle, this is my kite."
Look at the sweet look of this little girl, how much she looks like her mother...
His heart was overwhelmed by sadness, and he smiled bitterly, and handed the kite in his hand to her. When he felt footsteps coming closer from behind, Lu Xiaobei was afraid that he would not be able to face her calmly, so he hurriedly started to leave.
Clinker...
"where you go?"
The familiar voice sounded behind me...
With a slightly choked voice, it made his heart hurt. He stopped in his tracks, but did not dare to turn around and look at her.
Tongtong can recognize him almost at a glance!
She was surprised and surprised, but also felt aggrieved and sour.
After so many years, she had been looking forward to it every day and thinking about it every night, and finally she waited until today...
He is leaving again!
Tongtong calmed down and forced a smile, "You've already seen me, don't you have anything you want to say to me?"
When Lu Xiaobei heard this, he felt uncomfortable in his heart. What else could he say?
She is already married, what else can he say to her?
Do you wish her happiness?
Lu Xiaobei turned sideways, looked at her, and met her full eyes. The tears made it difficult for him to speak. He wriggled his lips. He was about to say something, but suddenly he heard the little girl shouting behind him happily,
"Mother……"
I saw the little girl running over, flying into Gu Siyin's arms, hugging her neck, and chirping about what happened when she fell.
Lu Xiaobei frowned, and it took him a moment to realize that that little girl was not her child.
Then she...
He looked at her and read the expectation in her eyes.
But what else can he give her?
Lu Xiaobei was frustrated and whispered, "I'm sorry..."
"I don't want to hear I'm sorry!"
She said loudly, "Did I wait for eight years to say I'm sorry?"
Tongtong stepped forward, grabbed his hand, and choked with sobs, "Xiaobei, aren't you happy to see me? I know you don't want to delay me, so you won't let me see you, but do you know? In this life
, except you, no one can do it, and I can’t accept anyone."
Seeing that he was silent, she said in despair, "Do you mind me..."
"of course not!"
He knew what she was talking about!
Rejected immediately!
How could he mind that she was not a virgin? Those things were not her fault, but his fault. He was the one who harmed her...
"Tongtong, I have never minded."
"Then why? Why can't we be together?" Tears fell, she bit her lip and looked straight at him, with a persistent light in her eyes. She was unwilling to give up this relationship...
She knew everything he did for her.
When she had forgotten who he was, he appeared in her life like a stranger, protecting her and helping her. If it hadn't been for him, she would have been ruined by the man she thought she liked...
If it weren't for him, how could she have faced danger again and again but escaped unexpectedly?
Once he saved her and got stabbed for her. She didn't understand why he helped her so much. She asked loudly and even scolded him for affecting her life and said many hurtful words, but he remained silent...
…
Later, when she thought about what had happened in the past and everything he had done to her these days, she realized how deeply she had hurt him...
"Xiaobei, don't you even have the courage to be with me? I believe you can give me happiness. I don't care what happens in the future. I only know that if I miss you, I will never... ever again
I can't find anyone willing to love me this much."
She looked at him expectantly, expecting some response from him, but unfortunately...
It's a pity that he didn't have any response.
There was a feeling of sadness in Tongtong's heart, and she smiled bitterly, "Maybe I was too stupid to think you would still like me."
"Since you still insist on your original decision, I won't make things difficult for you anymore."
She let go of his hand in frustration, but at that moment, he held her hands tightly, and then when she was surprised, he pulled her close and held her tightly in his arms...
As if he had made great determination, he hugged her tightly and whispered in her ear, "It may be hard to follow me."
"I don't have the ability to buy you anything right now. It may be difficult for me to even buy a proposal ring. Are you really willing to be with Lu Xiaobei like this?"
Tongtong cried with joy, hugged him tightly in response, and nodded repeatedly, "I do, I am willing to work hard with you."
No matter how bumpy the road ahead is, she is willing to accompany him...
Everyone witnessed with their own eyes that the two were finally able to get together, and they all showed happy smiles. Xiaoguai smiled and helped cover the little girl's eyes, while the little girl shouted dissatisfied, "Mom, mom, look at my brother, he is covering my eyes."
Eyes! I want to see too, I want to see too!"
Mengmeng on the side smiled and helped the little girl pull Xiaoguai's hand away, "Oh, don't cover her like this, she will feel uncomfortable!"
"What a violent guy. Mom will never give birth to a younger sister in the future. She will definitely be bullied by you!"
"Who said that, I love my sister the most, right, the little one."
Xiaoguai coolly put his hands in his trouser pockets and looked at the little boy. The little boy pursed his lips, shook his head, hid behind Mengmeng, and made faces at him, "That's not true! Sister Mengmeng is right, you are violent.
mad."
"Okay! You ungrateful little brat, you forgot who gave you candy just now. You dare to say that I am a violent maniac. See if I don't deal with you."
With that said, Xiaoguai made a move to catch the little girl. The girl was so frightened that she hid behind Mengmeng and screamed. Three children were seen chasing each other on the lawn, their laughter was clear and sweet.
Gu Siyin raised the corner of her mouth and snuggled into Ou Junyan's arms, while Haiyao stood beside Gu Tingchuan. He silently held her hand, holding her fingers together and clasping them tightly. Haiyao felt his movements.
, looked at him, looked at each other and smiled, affectionate.
This article (end)
Bi/Sui Xiaotang, thank you to those girls who accompanied Tang all the way to the end.