"Are you crying?" Qin Ru opened the study door and turned on the fluorescent lamp. The darkness in the room was immediately driven away by the light, "Why are you crying?"
"He said - he loves me." Xiao Zhuo raised his helpless eyes and looked at Qin Ru, letting her wipe away his tears.
"At the same time, you found that you also fell in love with him, so you cried because you fell in love with a man who was so similar to your father." Qin Ru said slowly, she knew very well how Xiao Zhuo was feeling at this moment.
"What should I do? I don't want to sink. I can't live like my mother..." She cried like a child.
"This is your biggest misunderstanding, Zhuo Zhuo. Why do you have to equate falling in love with a man with repeating your mother's tragedy?"
"He is so similar to Xiao Tianhao!" The resemblance frightened her.
"But he loves you, doesn't he?"
"But he will change his mind! Then I will become a second mother, and my child will..." She almost didn't dare to think about it anymore.
"Sometimes I think that if you had half the courage and courage in life as you do in business, your life would be much more exciting."
"You say I'm a coward?" Xiao Zhuo looked at Qin Ru unconvinced.
"You are as cautious as a man in a box! Do you know how many men's pursuits you have rejected intentionally or unintentionally? I would count them for you at first, but then I couldn't count anymore. I
I have always been worried that you will die alone because you always think about love in the worst way. Why can't you think optimistically? You and Leng Yuxuan have experienced so much and still have love for each other. Why should he change his mind?
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"No, he will! He is not like Mark, he is used to promiscuity! Just like Xiao Tianhao, he keeps saying he loves Yu Xiuzhong, but doesn't he still go to provoke my mother, Leng Yuxuan's mother and countless women?
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"Sometimes people who have experienced ups and downs are more infatuated than those who have not. Your father is an example." Qin Ru said sincerely, "I just met Aunt Yu Xiuzhong two hours ago. She asked me to ask you for help."
Tell me something she couldn't explain directly to you. Your father really cared about her when she left in Xiuzhong. He even thought he loved the child who was carrying him, but he was driven away by his parents because of their family background.
Yu Xiuzhong left. It wasn't until he met your mother that he realized that he only felt sorry for Yu Xiuzhong and worried about his unborn child. There was only one woman he truly loved - your mother Zhuo Xiwen."
"Lie, he lied!" Xiao Zhuo objected fiercely. His mother had cried for so many years, complained for so many years, hated her for so many years, and suffered from pain for so many years, all because Xiao Tianhao never loved her. How dare he shamelessly do so now?
Say you love your mother!
"He didn't. Don't you think it's strange? If he loved Yu Xiuzhong, why did they only have one child, Xiao Qi, for so many years?" Qin Ru looked at Xiao Zhuo who was gradually calming down and continued: "In fact, before he rushed
After leaving your mother, he never touched any woman again. With one exception, he accidentally met Yu Xiuzhong, who had been away from him for many years, and learned that although their child was born successfully that year, he died a month ago.
Due to the car accident, he and Yu Xiuzhong drank a lot of wine together. They mistook Yu Xiuzhong for your mother. This was how Qiqi was born. It was also for this reason that Xiao Tianhao married Yu Xiuzhong. But
Over the years, although he has always been a good husband and a good father to the outside world, privately he has never had a chance to show off. It can be said that he has kept your mother's purity for most of his life."
"No, it won't! This is not true!" Xiao Zhuo shook his head stubbornly. If all this was true, then wouldn't her mother's death and her suffering become a joke!
"Although saying this will make you unbearable, I feel that my aunt's cowardice and self-righteousness have caused pain in her life, and even affected you. She should not have allowed Xiao Tianhao to misunderstand her and miss her own happiness; she should not have waited until her death.
Not telling Xiao Tianhao about your life experience has allowed misunderstandings to accumulate. Your parents have wasted their lives in misunderstandings. You should not follow the same old path again, Zhuo Zhuo!"
"Why is this like this? Why?" Tears poured out of Xiao Zhuo's red eyes. The suffering of two generations was just a self-righteous misunderstanding. "Is this life?" she asked in a depressing, heavy, sad and desolate way.
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"Life can be different, it all depends on your own choices." Qin Ru held her friend in her arms distressedly, "Cry, I will give you my shoulders. Let all the grievances and unworthiness go to hell!"
That night, Xiao Zhuo kept crying on Qin Ru's shoulder until he slowly fell asleep due to exhaustion...