Holding her tightly in his arms, her soft body, faint fragrance, and her unique elegance and tenderness were reflected in her deep brown eyes, making her extremely beautiful.
I was finally able to hold her in my arms, and my heart that had been suppressed for a long time burst out in an instant... The thick fire of love grew stronger and stronger, but... it couldn't melt into her cold body.
She stared at him resentfully, with a sneer on her lips.
"Han Shilin, one second you were lingering over your ex-girlfriend, and this second you are trying to find the tenderness of your ex-wife in me. You... are simply a beast!!"
Li Muxin's straightforward and explicit sarcasm suddenly awakened Han Shilin from his self-addiction.
He looked at the hatred in Li Muxin's eyes in shock, as if he hated the whole world. His eyes were obviously pale, but they were filled with such huge hatred.
She said he was an animal.
Could it be that in her eyes, he was really so despicable!
Staring at him in astonishment, thousands of words seemed to be frozen between the sexy thin lips, and it was difficult to speak for a long time... Tell her that he loves her! He can't have anything with other women!
Can……
His throat felt like it had been cut with a knife, and all his words were stuck in his throat.
The blood also coagulates and flows against the current.
Han Shilin frowned deeply, his brown eyes full of bitterness and pain, staring closely at Li Muxin beneath him.
He reached out and touched her smooth and delicate face, stroking it gently. His fingertips were filled with deep love and care.
However, she turned away and refused coldly, "Get your dirty hands off!"
The more gentle and considerate he is to her, the images in her mind appear again and again, and... they become deeper!
Han Shilin held her face with both hands and pressed her lips down regardless of her wishes.
As if biting, as if tearing her lips apart, the wild and hot kiss replaced his words and deeply integrated his love into her lips.
She gasped and dug her slender fingers into his tight chest, leaving bright red nail marks.
"You... get out! Don't touch me! Don't-!!" She cried and refused, kicking him hard and beating him.
And he suddenly used force, clamping her hands with one hand, and stroking her delicate skin with the other.
She felt her sensitive body being hit by waves of ambiguous heat, and his passionate kisses left dense traces of him on her body.
She was in pain, and her body convulsed due to violent resistance.
"I'm not Lin Youya!! I'm not her!! You... please let me go! Please... please!" He kept begging Han Shilin, his voice became hoarse from crying, tears choked his throat, and he coughed
Continuously.
Her miserable cry was as desperate as if she was in a desperate situation...
She doesn't want him to touch her because she is very similar to his ex-wife.
She didn't want to be a substitute, a substitute to satisfy his desires like a prostitute.
She doesn’t want it!!
Hot tears... flowed down the corners of her eyes... and slid into her hair...
The body, due to excessive excitement... is getting weaker and weaker...
But, she still resisted... for her last bit of dignity!
Han Shilin stopped kissing and looked at her in shock.
At this moment, her face was filled with tears. She wiped away the tears sadly and held her in her arms.
Her body was so cold that she twitched, needing his body heat but always resisting.
"Do you really... hate me so much?" There was a hint of hoarseness in his voice, and his heart hurt as if it was torn apart.
She nodded...
Tears of hatred flashed in his eyes, and he said fiercely, "I hate you! I have hated you all my life! I hate you to the core!! It was you who separated me from my family, and it was you who removed this person 'Li Muxin' from the world.
Wipe it out of thin air! No one is willing to be someone else’s substitute and not hate being abused or imprisoned! You are just a heinous devil!"
"Evil...demon?" Han Shilin was stunned for a moment and looked at Li Muxin in astonishment.
Could it be that... in her heart, the relationship between them is really irreversible?
The thick bitterness condensed in his heart was washed away by her words like a tide, and instantly spread to his limbs and bones.
Han Shilin hugged her and fell into deep thought.
If...he hadn't met her, perhaps the irreversible situation today would never have happened.
She may still be living an ordinary life in City T.
She won't hate him.
He may still be busy with his career every day.
He won't fall in love with her.
It was fate that played a trick on them.
He gave her an extraordinary face and fell into this feud between wealthy families that she shouldn't be involved in.
Han Shilin closed his eyes in pain and held Li Muxin tightly in his arms.
He didn't speak, and he didn't force her to do anything. He just held her cold body tightly.
Cover each other with quilts.
Tonight's night is so dark that there is no star, so silent, yet strangely unsleepable...
Li Muxin, I found that I fell in love with you, but...I have never been afraid of anything, so I was very scared.
I am afraid to face this love that I have never wanted to admit.
I want to escape, but I find that the more I escape, the deeper I fall.
And you hate me even more deeply!
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His deep brown eyes were slightly closed all night long, how could he trust her in his arms...
His eyes were bloodshot, and there were deep dark circles under his eyes.
All night long, he suppressed the desire in his body. He didn't want to become the "beast" she called her. Although he had taken her by force, at least when he realized his love for her, he couldn't bear to force her.
It turns out that if you really fall in love with someone, you can endure it for her. The whole night of torture will wear down a vigorous man to haggard and dejected.
Han Shilin hugged her body tightly, tilted his head slightly, and watched the weak sunlight gradually move away from the coastline and slowly fall on the vast sea, with sparkling waves rising from the sea water.
The sunlight entered the window little by little, reflecting on that perfect military appearance. His eyes felt a little stinging due to the arrival of the sunlight. He closed his eyes and kissed her forehead gently.
The woman in his arms trembled slightly, as if rejecting but accepting... Her eyebrows wrinkled slightly, but an intoxicating smile emerged.
He frowned slightly and looked at her intently.
For a long time...
Until her wing-like eyelashes trembled slightly, a pair of misty eyes slowly opened, with a hint of mist in their mouths, and she wanted to scan around in confusion...
When she raised her eyes, she found those tender eyes looking at her faintly. She was suddenly startled, her body suddenly froze, and she looked at him warily.
"Are you awake?" Her voice was a little hoarse in the early morning. Han Shilin reached out and fiddled with the hair on her forehead, revealing his smooth forehead and looking at her with squinted eyes.
Li Muxin's face suddenly turned pale, and his lips trembled without answering.
My head is very heavy...somewhat dizzy...
Looking back on last night, a lot of things seemed to have happened.
He lowered his head and saw that he was actually wearing long-sleeved pajamas, and Han Shilin, who was hugging him tightly, had changed into pajamas at some point. The two of them seemed to have slept together all night.
He...didn't do anything to himself?
Li Muxin closed her eyes and tried hard to remember...
Her beautiful eyebrows were slightly frowned, and her watery eyes avoided Han Shilin's burning gaze, looking panicked.
"Don't worry, I didn't touch you last night." He said calmly, as if he could see through the doubts in her heart.
Li Muxin breathed a sigh of relief.
She twisted slightly, trying to break away, but she couldn't shake his iron wall.
Han Shilin looked at her frustrated look after trying to escape, and felt it was particularly cute. Maybe it was because she had just woken up in the morning, but her cheeks were as red as a delicate peach blossom, with a hint of playfulness in her shyness.
It turns out...she still has such cute moments.
Han Shilin loosened his hand and let her go.
Li Muxin immediately ran away from a distance and looked at him defensively. Although he put on her pajamas, her clothes were still disheveled, and she hated his burning and deep brown eyes, as if they wanted to see through her beautiful body.
While groping for the edge of the bed, she looked at Han Shilin warily and slowly put down one foot.
"Ah——!" suddenly screamed.
I almost forgot that the injury on my foot has not healed yet. I wore high heels for a day yesterday and several wounds were broken again. When I landed on the ground, I pressed on the wound, and the pain in the sole of my foot was like a needle.
Han Shilin immediately stepped forward and hugged her.
She nervously lifted her foot and gently touched the wound with her fingers, "Your foot injury is not healed yet. I will carry you to wash it."
After saying that, Han Shilin used a little force to carry Li Muxin, who was as light as a feather, into the bathroom.
From brushing her teeth to washing her face, the entire process did not require Li Muxin's feet to touch the ground. Han Shilin did it for her personally.
When Han Shilin took Li Muxin back to bed, he looked at that clean face, as delicate and delicate as porcelain, perfect without any blemishes.
She was like an exquisite doll, a doll that only belonged to Han Shilin, exquisite and beautiful. He admired her seriously. Her fair face was like a water hibiscus, her pink cheeks were flushed, like peach blossoms in March, and her delicate facial features were as carefully crafted by heaven.
The carved porcelain doll is impeccably perfect, the skin is as smooth as gelatin, the black hair is as smooth as silk, and there is a faint fragrance between the fingers.
Han Shilin was obsessed with her beauty, and the corners of his lips inadvertently raised a smile of happiness.
It feels really great to have her!
However... her watery eyes were as cold as last night, and the words in her mouth were even more wounding like a cold sword, making his heart pounding and instantly fall into the cold pool.
"Don't look at me like this, I'm not Lin Youya..."
It turned out that she thought he looked at her like this because of his love for Lin Youya.
But he knew in his heart that he loved Li Muxin, not Lin Youya.
But...she didn't know.
Whenever Han Shilin looked at Li Muxin tenderly and doted on her in an extremely gentle way, her heart felt as if she was drowning in desolation and was so painful that she couldn't breathe.
"I know you love her, so you have always regarded me as her, cared about me, and doted on me. But... please see clearly, I am not her!" Cold tears flowed in her eyes, and she held back her heart.
The sorrow and sorrow will not let it fall.
The smile on Han Shilin's lips froze.
Once again, he was suddenly speechless.
I got up, went to the bathroom, turned on the faucet, and splashed the cold water on my face.
He looked at his unfamiliar self in the mirror. The cold water snaked down his deep outline, and there were a few rays of pain in his eyes.
What's wrong, Han Shilin...
Why...are you speechless? Don't dare to face it, and don't want to explain it?
Perhaps, he has always been a person who doesn't like to explain, and even deals with feelings by avoiding them.
Because...he was hurt too much by the word love.
I am afraid that this woman will be like my mother and hurt the men who love her.