Han Shilin's deep brown eyes were as dazzling as crystals in the sunlight. The deep affection in his eyes seemed to have a strong magnetic field, attracting Li Muxin.
She stared at him blankly. The man in front of her was Han Shilin, who was so gentle and affectionate beyond belief.
I felt a little touched in my heart...
Perhaps, he really prepared a lot of things for her behind the scenes, but...should she accept his love?
People who have been deceived or hurt will protect themselves and will not dare to hand over their true feelings easily again.
"Is it too sudden? Do you need time to think about it?"
Han Shilin narrowed his eyes and looked at Li Muxin.
Seeing her hanging her head, sad sadness climbed onto her cheeks that were filled with a touch of happiness just now. The wind lifted her long curly hair, and it seemed to make the tangled hair become knotted, becoming a knot between them.
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Li Muxin smiled bitterly, her eyes covered with mist, and said lightly, "Consider? If I had seriously considered it at the beginning, I would not have agreed to your proposal, although I know that no matter if I did not agree to your proposal in the end, I would still be
I was forced to sign a contract and become Lin Youya's substitute, but at least... I won't be hurt so deeply..."
Youyou sighed, her tearful eyes filled with ripples of sadness, and her sad smile seemed to be sarcastic that no matter how much Han Shilin paid for her, he could not erase the hurt he caused her that day.
It cannot be erased by a simple firework or an affectionate confession.
Is it true that people who make mistakes cannot be forgiven?
His heart suddenly felt like it was torn apart, and he was tortured violently in waves.
"Li Muxin, I admit that I deceived you and hurt you in the past. But I didn't realize that I had fallen in love with you at the time. This love that is hidden in my heart and I dare not face it may have started since then.
The moment I first saw you, or maybe it started from the moment I saw you and Han Shikai together. Do you know that every time I see you with other men, the jealousy that surges out of me makes me
How uncomfortable my heart is! This kind of crazy and unreasonable feeling for a woman has never been something that Lin Youya can bring to me, and it is certainly not something that other women can bring to me! Last night, you cried and told me
, when you were jealous of Shirley and Lin Youya, you know how excited I was! I thought you could finally understand how jealous I was when other men approached you. But what you just said seemed to make me crazy.
Everything last night was like never before. Do you still hate me? Am I still not worthy of your forgiveness? Then why did you hug me last night and ask me not to leave you? Why did you say to me
if that is the case!"
Han Shilin's gentle brown eyes burst out with fierce fire. He was so angry that he clamped his fingers on Li Muxin's shoulders. His joints turned white and his body trembled violently!
Li Muxin shook his head, tears welling up in his eyes, "Just think last night was a dream, isn't she just such a casual woman in your eyes? How could a woman like me believe what she said? Why did you just believe it?
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Han Shilin suddenly reached out and hugged Li Muxin tightly, as if he wanted to crush her into his body, "I don't allow you to talk about yourself like that! In my eyes, you are the purest and kindest woman! In the past, I thought this was dirty
In an impetuous society, it is impossible for a woman as pure and beautiful as an angel like you to exist. I regard all women as the lowest animals. They are willing to sell anything to achieve their own goals! Including
Dignity and body! However, your appearance completely changed my mind. You can sacrifice so much for your family and plead for me for someone who has nothing to do with you. Even after I had a car accident, for me,
The man who should have made you hate him to the core took care of me wholeheartedly and meticulously. I was deeply moved by his thoughtfulness and tenderness. I don’t understand...how could such a stupid woman like you exist in the world! But...I just fell in love with him.
I owe you your stupidity, your innocence and your kindness."
After listening to Han Shilin's words, Li Muxin couldn't help but burst into tears in his arms. Tears fell like rain. Every drop of tear seemed to be telling the endless grievances in his heart.
"No...I didn't...you said it so well..." she choked, her slender fingers grabbing his straight suit and digging out deep creases.
Han Shilin continued to confess affectionately, "Xin, I was really wrong. I was so wrong! I shouldn't have doubted your intention of marrying me in the first place, because a pure woman like you couldn't have done it because of seeing
You won my money before marrying me. I shouldn't question your innocence. Even if you are married, it doesn't matter. You will always be the purest in my heart. In fact, I grew up abroad and I don't care at all whether you are
I'm not a virgin. At that time, I didn't understand why I cared so much about that layer of membrane! But later I understood that it was all because I cared about you too much. I hope that you completely belong to me and only belong to me, Han Shilin.
A woman who is alone! I am too selfish and overbearing, which is why you have been hurt so much. Xin, give me a chance, let us... start over... okay?"
After saying this long words, Han Shilin's deep eyes turned from anger to sadness. He really regretted everything he had done.
Eye sockets, wet...
Han Shilin lowered his eyes, looked at Li Muxin in her arms, and sobbed softly...
"Xin, give me an answer, okay?"
Li Muxin hugged him and cried harder. Those hot tears wanted to wet his entire suit. She couldn't stop, didn't answer, and didn't give him any response - even a small one.
Nod or shake your head.
Han Shilin hugged her tightly and put her face against his chest. The powerful heartbeats were the most convincing confession, a hundred times more effective than the words just now!
His big hand flicked her soft and smooth hair, and his fingers were gently circling, entwining his thick finger joints. Han Shilin could not help but sigh deeply as he smelled her fragrance.
In the brown eyes, there is a hint of sadness and sadness, as if they are drifting further and further away with the seagulls flying freely in the distance...
"Xin, I won't force you to answer. I will wait, wait for you to believe that everything I just said is sincere, wait for the day when you accept me again..."
Li Muxin's crying gradually became softer...
She hugged Han Shilin and didn't give him an answer for a long time.
She is really tired and confused...so confused...
Han Shilin, should I believe you?
I have no idea!
really do not know!
If I choose to believe you and hand over my love, will I be mercilessly hurt by you again?
My body hurts, my heart hurts even more... there are too many scars!
There’s still no time to heal!
I no longer dare to love someone with all my heart...
*Sorry, this update is a little late. I have been too "harmonious" recently, and many words have become sensitive words inexplicably. I have to change them for several minutes every time I finish writing. I hope everyone's reading is not affected.