Li Muxin sat beside the hospital bed and looked at her mother quietly.
There was no expression of pain on her mother's face, and she had fallen into a semi-conscious state. To her, all sounds from the outside world were as far away as across the sea. She could vaguely hear them, but she was unable to respond to them.
"Mom, what should I do..." How many times has Li Muxin tried to suppress the tears in her eyes, but they flowed again and again until her eyes were dry and astringent, but her heart still ached... Every moment in her memory with her mother.
The picture appears in front of my eyes, and I can't help but shed tears again...
She was immersed in someone's pain and did not hear the footsteps or sighs behind her.
A pair of hands gently hugged him from behind, and a magnetic and familiar man's voice sounded in his ears, "Xin, are you okay?"
His voice was clearly in her ears, but it couldn't enter her heart.
The man kissed her hair gently, smelled the fragrance of her hair, and gently opened the strands of hair with his hands...the hair stained with tears...
The fingertips touched her cold cheek, as if something passed through her cold heart...
She trembled slightly, turned her head and looked at him.
Han Shilin looked at Li Muxin's eyes that were red from crying with distress, raised his hand and gently stroked her forehead.
but--
She turned her head away and responded to him with a cold sideways glance.
"What's wrong?" Han Shilin felt disappointed.
The two of them were so close in the ward just now, but now the distance between the two hearts has grown invisible.
What is it, and who is it, that stands between them?
In her empty watery eyes, apart from the melancholy and sadness, the love between them had been wiped away without leaving any trace.
She didn't speak, she just let Han Shilin hold her and sobbed softly.
"Xin, you know everything? Really?"
She still didn't answer, looking at her mother on the hospital bed, her eyes didn't move, and there was nothing strange about her.
"You...are you blaming me for not telling you?" Han Shilin hugged her tighter, holding her against his chest with his warm palms.
Li Muxin finally reacted. But he was struggling, his eyebrows were furrowed, full of disgust.
Han Shilin used more force to tie her in his arms.
"Let go!" She finally spoke, but it was an angry shout.
"Xin, what's wrong with you? Weren't we fine just now? Why..."
Han Shilin's thick eyebrows were furrowed, and his hands were like pliers to restrain the struggling Li Muxin. Her face was pale and there was resentment in her eyes, which was deeply condensed in her heart.
"You asked me why? You actually asked me why!" Li Muxin sneered, her dry eyes stung by hot tears, "Han Shilin, why did you deceive me again and again. In the past few days, I almost believed it again.
You! But... I didn't expect that you lied to me again. What do you want to do? You play with me and tease me again and again. Do you just want to see me driven crazy by you!!"
Li Muxin glared at the painful Han Shilin with resentment.
"Xin..." Han Shilin ignored Li Muxin's struggle and pinched her slender wrist with his big hands. The struggle left a bright red mark. Li Muxin felt a sharp sting, but still struggled to resist.
"Don't talk to me with this look and this tone. I'm not used to it! Because every time you are gentle, there are deceptions and lies. I don't want to be fooled by you again!" Li Muxin closed her eyes and did not dare to look away.
There was pain and helplessness flashing in those dark brown eyes.
"Cheating? Lies!!?" Anger surged in Han Shilin's chest, and severe pain split his heart. "Did I do so many things to earn such resentment from you!!!"
He shook Li Muxin's body violently and angrily roared in her ear, "What's the point of me deceiving you?! Just tell me!!"
Li Muxin felt uncomfortable being shaken by Han Shilin and felt sick in her heart, but she still closed her eyes tightly and pursed her lips with a look of absolute determination.
Han Shilin's brown eyes were full of madness and covered with ferocious bloodshot eyes. He was furious! He had done so many things for her, but in the end he still earned her resentment.
"Your mother's illness is just something you don't want to face! She was already seriously ill before she came to S City. In order not to worry you, I did lie to you, but what's the benefit of doing this? Okay! I admit it.
, I did use your mother’s illness to deceive you at first, but that was in the past, I wanted you to marry me in exchange for a contract. But what’s the benefit of me deceiving you now!!”
Han Shilin's heart felt as if he was drowning, so heavy... that he couldn't breathe. Why didn't his heart not hurt when he deceived her all this time?
He was just afraid that one day, she would blame him and hate him!
In order for her to be happier one day, he would rather be the person who deceived her and the person she hated!
But even if he was prepared to be hated by her, when her resentful eyes pierced his heart like a sharp sword, his heart would still hurt and bleed.
Li Muxin just closed her eyes and cried... She didn't want to listen to Han Shilin, she was afraid that she would be confused... She couldn't believe him, no!
"Xin, can you be fair to me? Why do you judge me unfairly every time I do something wrong? If the person who concealed your mother's condition is someone else this time, will you judge me as unfair?
Do you look at him with the same hatred?"
Li Muxin trembled but did not answer.
Han Shilin's anger weakened a little, and his voice was a little hoarse. He was very tired, really too tired. One thing after another had made him exhausted, but she still chose to misunderstand him when he was in the most difficult time.
Own.
Sighing, Han Shilin released his iron-like hands...
He stood up, walked to the door, and said sadly, "Xin, if you look at it with a little sincerity, you should understand that even if I lie to you, I still love you."
Opening the door to the ward, Han Shilin stepped forward dejectedly.
His steps were heavy, because his heavy heart had made it impossible for him to face everything he was facing now with ease.
Li Muxin opened his eyes quietly and looked at that tall body, so lonely and sad.
Maybe, I should really think about what he said seriously?
I am indeed biased against him.
Ever since he cheated on me once, I have always been vigilant and on guard against anything he did, whether it was to hurt me or to protect me.
I'm jealous of him, afraid of him...let alone face my feelings of love and hatred for him.
The relationship between us seems too complicated. I dare not accept the love he talks about. I am even more afraid that it is a poison, a poison that controls my heart and makes me a trophy for his strong desire to conquer.
Indeed, I am of no use to him now.
What reason did he have to conceal his mother's illness, and what reason did he have to... be so gentle and considerate to me after he got the contract from Blue Ocean Group?
I have been pretending not to see it, unwilling to accept his changes.
Maybe I was too cowardly to take a step forward and choose to believe him again.
So what if you give it a try and love bravely once in life! So what if this is another scam! At least... I lost spectacularly!
Just like the legendary firebird, it loves passionately and passionately, and after burning itself out time and time again, it is reborn in the fire!
And I have always lacked this courage!
…
"Wait a minute!" Li Muxin suddenly rushed out and hugged Han Shilin from behind when he was about to leave.
Han Shilin's heart was shocked! He couldn't tell whether it was joy or surprise. The two emotions were entangled together. It was a surprise! Her hands were hugged so tightly, and they were pressed against his back. There was a hot heart beating with love.
With sparks of fire, Han Shilin could feel Li Muxin's bravery at this moment.
"Don't go!" Li Muxin hugged Han Shilin tightly, even though she knew that her weak strength could not stop him at all.
"Xin, you..." Han Shilin was at a loss for Li Muxin's sudden initiative.
"Han Shilin, please don't leave me, okay?" She begged him, pleading in a confessional voice, "Actually... I... am... very scared, really scared... I'm afraid I can't survive alone. I
It's not that I don't want to believe you, I'm just afraid... of getting hurt..."
Han Shilin turned around, his brown eyes filled with deep love, and looked at her seriously.
Li Muxin's eyes were covered with mist and she said, "Sometimes I don't even know whether I should believe you or not. But now I am really lonely and scared. I have always told myself to be strong, but when I
Seeing my relatives pass away one by one, my heart can no longer be strong. Although I once hated you, but now I need someone to accompany me more, Han Shilin, are you willing..."
"I do!" Han Shilin interrupted Li Muxin before she could finish her words. "Xin, I know I haven't done enough, and I can't make you completely believe in me, but I have been working hard, and I will let you know that since I
The moment I fell in love with you, I have changed. I have been changing myself and changing for you. I don’t ask you to trust me completely, I just ask you to let me stay by your side. Whatever you ask me to do, I will
Everyone is willing!"
"Really?" The tears in her eyes were filled with emotion and belief. Looking at those eyes, the sincerity, the deep affection that was firmer than the rock, bound Li Muxin's heart.
Protection, gradually peeling off...
"Yes..." Han Shilin kissed her forehead gently, a kiss without any emotional debt, but it had a powerful force that made Li Muxin's uneasy fear disappear.
And...at this moment.
"Shi Lin? I've been looking for you for a long time, and you turned out to be here." In the corridor of the hospital, the sudden reminder of a man's voice made the bodies of the two hugging each other tremble suddenly.
Especially Li Muxin, whose face finally turned red and turned pale again.
Turning around in shock, Li Muxin stared at the person walking towards them with wide eyes. It turned out to be Lin Hongde!!
Why...why did he come here??
Han Shilin hugged Li Muxin's trembling body tightly, but Li Muxin could feel the cold sweat overflowing from Han Shilin's palms!