It was already late at night when we returned to the villa.
The night is like silk, and the stars are dim under the black night sky. There are only a few stars, emitting a misty light...
"Shilin, you haven't eaten for a day, can I cook something for you?" Li Muxin looked at Han Shilin and spoke softly.
Han Shilin's face was gloomy, and his handsome face made it difficult to read his complicated mood at the moment.
After just a slight nod, Li Muxin left.
Not long after, Li Muxin opened the door, holding a plate with several side dishes and two bowls of white rice. The dishes were not particularly rich, but each dish looked exquisite, and the cold air gradually spread.
Mouthwatering scent…
Han Shilin was startled, turned around, and looked at that delicate face with a faint smile.
He frowned slightly and stared at the side dishes on the plate.
Li Muxin said, "It's too late. I don't want to trouble Sister Cai, so I cooked a few dishes myself. They may not be as good as Sister Cai's, so I'll make do with them."
She asked Han Shilin to sit on the sofa, put the food on the small coffee table, and then handed him the rice bowl and chopsticks.
Looking at the grains of pure white rice, the hot smoke covered his handsome face, and the fragrance of the rice filled his nose. There was an indescribable warmth and touch that made his heart throb...
The big hand holding the edge of the rice bowl trembled slightly.
"Does it...doesn't it look as good as Sister Cai's burning?" Shui Mu looked at him blankly.
"No, it smells good and looks good." A smile finally appeared on his faint handsome face, and he squinted at the food. Although it was just a simple home-cooked dish, it smelled special.
Take a small taste and put it in your mouth. The taste is a bit bland, but when you chew it... it seems like honey juice flows in your mouth and then slides into your throat. What... is this taste? The taste of happiness?
Li Muxin looked at Han Shilin's unpredictable brown eyes, sometimes showing slight surprise, sometimes flashing with tenderness, changing complex emotions...
"Isn't it... delicious?" Suddenly I felt a little disappointed in my heart. It seemed that the food I cooked was indeed not as good as Sister Cai's.
Han Shilin smiled widely and stared at Li Muxin with his deep brown eyes. His voice was as soft as the delicate flowing water... showing a different kind of tenderness in the night, "It's delicious. It's the most delicious meal I have ever eaten in my life."
"Really?" Li Muxin may not realize that the little excitement in his heart has been unreservedly revealed on his beautiful face, and his watery eyes are sparkling with a hint of coquettishness.
"Well." Han Shilin looked at Li Muxin's slightly shy look and said, "Growing up, all the dishes I eat are made by chefs. My parents never care whether I have eaten or not.
He will cook for me with his own hands."
Having said this, a faint trace of sadness unintentionally leaked out of his faint brown eyes, which turned dimly. He smiled bitterly and lowered his eyes to look at the food in the bowl.
"No, maybe they are too busy and don't have time to cook for you. In fact, your parents love you very much. Your father got sick this time because of you. The doctor asked him to get more rest, and he always cared about you and Wei Lin. As for you
Mother, I can see that she loves you more than your brother, but you have been ignoring her concern for so many years."
"Really..." Han Shilin sighed and took a mouthful of food.
Li Muxin put down his bowl, approached him, and said seriously, "Shi Lin, don't see the world as so ugly, and don't isolate yourself. Ask yourself, your father is indeed strict with you, but why is he like this?
For you, it is precisely because he knows that you are not his biological child that he spends more effort cultivating you. But over the years, you have misunderstood him and your mother..."
Han Shilin stopped his chopsticks and put down his bowl.
"You...?" Li Muxin looked at Han Shilin doubtfully, suddenly stood up and walked to the bathroom.
"I'm full." Han Shilin turned his back to her and spoke coldly.
"Aren't you still willing to forgive her?" Li Muxin held him back.
Han Shilin used a little force on his arm to break away from Li Muxin.
She grabbed his arm again, moved it from back to front, and looked directly at Han Shilin, "Why can't you understand her!!"
"I need time, for the time being...I can't do it yet..."
Han Shilin squinted his eyes and looked at Li Muxin's excited look. Tears were flowing in his pale eyes, and the pain in his heart became stronger. He didn't understand why she reacted so violently.
"Why...why does it become a woman's fault when she suffers such misfortune! Why do you men take that kind of thing so seriously? In that case, are you going to let your mother resist fiercely, and finally make her lose her temper?"
If you can't even keep your children, is this called chastity and chastity?! This... is just a selfish idea of you men!! Your mother is braver than any woman, and your father understands the meaning of love better than anyone else!"
Her delicate hands tightly grasped Han Shilin's arm, and tears filled with pain overflowed like a fountain... The painful memories surging out of her watery eyes were like brutal tortures, torturing her delicate body. She
My heart is so sore...it hurts...
She understands Miranda's pain, because her first time was also snatched away by Han Shilin, and what's even more heartbreaking is... he doesn't believe her!
Is a woman's dignity really so cheap?
Han Shilin was shocked to see Li Muxin crying so hard, with hatred and pain mixed in her eyes. The rolling tears seemed unable to wash away the indelible scars in her heart, and she was so miserable and miserable.
"Xin..." Han Shilin's heart ached as she cried sadly. He raised his hand and wiped away the crystal tears on his beautiful face.
Li Muxin suddenly seemed to be stimulated by something and shook his hand away.
"Do not touch me!!"
Han Shilin was startled, then wrapped his arms around her and held her in his arms.
He couldn't understand this woman. A second ago, she was eating with him with a smile and comforting him with a soft tone. But at this moment, she suddenly changed. The hatred that had not been seen in her eyes for a long time emerged again...
"Xin, why did you cry suddenly? Are you blaming me?" Han Shilin asked nervously, hugging him tighter with his arms.
"I don't!"
"No! You are obviously blaming me, but you are still hating me, aren't you? You sympathize with my mother's experience, but you hate me even more for treating you like that, that's why you are so excited. I know what I have done to you
The hurt may leave a lifelong shadow in your heart like my mother did, but I have been making up for it, and I really tried my best!! Please... don't be hot and cold to me, sometimes I can't understand
Is there hatred or love between us? You obviously care about me, sometimes you are close to me, sometimes you are far away from me, my heart is about to be tortured!!"
The voice was hoarse and painful. The more he spoke, the more choked up he became. Hot tears rolled down from his eyes...
Li Muxin sobbed, closed her eyes, and felt Han Shilin's body twitching slightly due to pain from behind, and her heart ached.
"Xin, actually I already knew that that night was your first time."
The low and hoarse voice attracted Li Muxin's fragile eardrums.
Her body suddenly shook!!
Opening his surprised eyes, his eyes seemed to be frozen, and everything in front of him became blurry and unclear...
He... knows?
How could he know!!! He Lin betrayed her!?
"I went to the hospital to investigate a while ago. Although I couldn't find He Lin who examined you that day, your medical records were still there, so I took them away. The examination report clearly stated that it was your first time and you did not undergo any examination.
After repair surgery. Do you know how much I hated myself at that moment!! Looking back at everything I did to you, you are just like you said, I am an inhuman beast! I shouldn't... deceive you, then
I shouldn't have done something cruel to you, and I shouldn't have...questioned your innocence!!" Han Shilin gasped violently with chest tightness, and heavy regret biting his heart like a poisonous snake.
He hurts! His heart hurts so much!
He wished he could cut himself into pieces to make up for all the wrong things he had done!
Can……
Nothing can be undone. Even if he dies a hundred times, the shadow in Li Muxin's heart will remain with her for the rest of her life.
"Xin, can you please speak? I know I am not qualified to obtain your forgiveness, but I beg you please speak. Even if the first sentence you speak is hatred for me, it will be worse than what I am holding on to now.
You, you worry about gains and losses in your hands!"
Li Muxin trembled slightly, her world was crumbling...
"I... don't know... I don't know!!" She hugged herself and shook her head desperately, but the big hands that tightly clamped her waist grabbed her like iron pliers, and she struggled violently.
He screamed miserably, "Don't force me!! I don't know...I don't know!!"
In front of my eyes, a cruel scene of Han Shilin's cruelty and bloodthirsty seemed to emerge. However... the scene suddenly changed, and his gentle and doting smile appeared again. The scene alternated repeatedly... becoming more and more distorted!!
Li Muxin felt that his head was about to burst!
This problem has troubled her for too long... too long!
Shouldn't I hate him? But...I love him more and more!
I can hardly remember his bad qualities, but more and more his good qualities... I am so useless! How could I fall in love with him!!
"Let me go!! Don't force me anymore, okay? My heart... is so tired..."
Suddenly, Li Muxin cried until she was exhausted. After a moment of dizziness, she fell into Han Shilin's arms.
*
In the bleak night, there was only the howling cold wind, and the biting pain pierced into her flesh and blood one after another!
The torturous pain, the helpless shouting, the desolation and misery.
Shi Lin......
I'm so cold...I'm so scared!
I don’t want to leave you anymore. I admit that I once hated you, but I can’t leave you anymore...
The hatred has faded away, but the love has become stronger. I have fallen into it and cannot extricate myself!
"Shilin...Shilin, where are you..." The soft murmurs became faster and faster, her forehead was covered with cold sweat, and she grabbed the sheets with both hands, almost tearing them apart.
Han Shilin, who had only been away for a while, saw Li Muxin having a nightmare and immediately rushed to pick her up and put her head in his warm embrace.
"Shilin, I'm so conflicted... so painful... why am I so useless... I hate you less and less, but my dependence on you becomes deeper..." Meng
Although Han Shilin was worried, he was pleasantly surprised when he heard Li Muxin's sleep talk.
Why does she always speak her mind when she is unconscious?
"Don't force me...Shilin...don't force me..." She was shaking all over, and her painful murmurs were full of inner struggle.
"Xin, I'm here... I won't force you anymore... I won't force you anymore..." The big palm squeezed her small hand tightly, the warm lips pressed against her cold forehead, and the thin kiss was as soft as a hot spring.
, creeping into her cold body bit by bit.
The distant voice, magnetic and hoarse, is so reassuring in the ears.
In Li Muxin's dream, a faint smile gradually appeared on her soft lips.
Han Shilin looked at her in fascination. Her delicate face was as elegant as an orchid, and her clean and pleasant smile was as cute as a baby. He put his hand on her cheek, and a light pink spread on her cheek...
Looking at her quietly is also a kind of happiness.
*
late at night.
Li Muxin's eyebrows moved slightly, feeling a little thirsty, her eyelashes trembled slightly, and her eyes opened slightly...
He raised his eyes and saw that the person hugging him was him - Han Shilin.
I pushed his arm gently and found that he couldn't move it.
"Are you awake?" The man's sexy and magnetic voice sounded, and a pair of deep eyes opened slightly in the night, looking at her intoxicated.
It turns out he wasn't asleep!
"Well, what time is it now?" Li Muxin frowned slightly and blinked his sleepy eyes as he asked.
Han Shilin hugged her and whispered in her ear, "It's one o'clock in the morning."
"So late?" Li Muxin sat up and looked around. "What happened just now? Why did I...sleep on the bed?"
"You were so excited just now that you fainted. I guess you may have been too tired to take care of your mother in the past few days, so you fainted from exhaustion."
"Oh..." nodded, gradually recalling the scene just now.
"I want to go to the bathroom." After saying this, Li Muxin pushed him away and stood up.
Han Shilin looked at Li Muxin's back and said softly, "Don't worry, I won't force you from now on. I'm not qualified to ask for your forgiveness, and I won't force you to stay with me. I just hope you are happy, that's all."
good."
Li Muxin paused, and unconsciously...tears welled up in her eyes.
Suddenly turning around, she stared at Han Shilin, looking at him for a long time...
And he also looked at her quietly for a long time...
"Xin, don't you want to go to the bathroom...?" Han Shilin finally spoke, confused.
"Han Shilin, let me ask you a question. Please answer me honestly. If one day I find out that you have lied to me again, then I will not be as soft-hearted as I am today. I will hate you forever. Let
You pay the price!" The slender fingers had curled up together unconsciously, the white teeth were biting the pale lips, and the watery eyes were looking at him momentarily.
"I swear, from now on, I will never deceive you again."
"Then let me ask you. Are you sincere to me?"
"Yes." His deep eyes were firm, emitting dazzling light in the dark night like bright gems.
"Then have you ever loved Lin Youya?"
"Never!"
Li Muxin looked at him steadily, took a deep breath, and asked, "Then you promise that you will never let me down from now on, right?"
"Yes! I swear on my life!" Han Shilin looked at him deeply, his deep eyes seemed calm, but they were already full of passion, and his firm and persistent love was unswerving!
There was a little confusion in her eyes. Should she believe him again?
At this moment, the blood in the body was flowing so fast and urgently. But the body seemed to be paralyzed, frozen in place, unable to move.
Her soft lips trembled slightly, as if she had something to say...but she couldn't speak.
My heart was in turmoil again. Why was I still so uneasy and confused after hearing his answer?
Suddenly, Han Shilin stood up, his tall and warm body pressed against her slender and cold body. The strong and hot love was transmitted from his tight and warm chest to her, and the intense heat flowed through his body, almost burning her.
His lips kissed hers.
His passionate kiss had already answered questions for her. Because... her hands had slowly climbed up to his neck, hugged him tightly, and then responded to him with her most innocent and passionate kiss.
Her lips were pressed tightly against his. She gasped and said, "Shi Lin, I believe you... I don't want my heart to live in contradiction every day. I love..."
Just when she was about to say the words that had been suppressed in her heart for a long time, Han Shilin sealed her lips domineeringly. After a passionate kiss, he gasped for breath, narrowed his brown eyes, and looked at her in confusion.
He looked at her and said, "Xin, I should be the one to say this. I always like to be the one who takes the initiative. As long as you don't push me away and accept my love passively, I will make you happy as soon as possible."
"Really...?" Li Muxin's cheeks were a beautiful blush. It was the color of being addicted to love, and it evoked the inner love between the two of them like honey.
"Really!" Once again, his lips sucked her lips, and the tongue of fire rushed into her honey-scented sandalwood mouth, over and over again... taking the trouble to be deeply immersed in the ocean of passion.
Unconsciously, the two hugged each other and reached the bedside.
"Plop -" there was a sound, and the two disheveled people sank deeply into the soft big bed.
The beautiful spring scenery filled the whole room, and the originally cold temperature gradually heated up and boiled with the breathing of the two people and the moans from deep inside their bodies...
There is no longer any barrier between the hearts, and they are tightly united...
*A few points to say.
Some readers left a message saying that since Han Shilin is not a member of the Han family, why is he so similar to Han Shikai? In fact, their looks are different. You can look back at the description of Han Shikai's first appearance. The setting of my story was decided from the beginning, and it was by no means a moment.
The environment has a great impact on a person's personality. They may have similar attitudes and personalities, but they are not brothers.
Also, maybe you think there are some contradictions in the article, which will be revealed later.