Everyone was stunned by this scene. Especially Xiao Aofeng, he never imagined how Qin Aotian suddenly became the Yan in Lin Xiaoxiao's mouth, and what was going on. Lin Xiaoxiao cried and walked out of He Junyan's arms
Break free.
She burst into tears and said with confusion on her face: "How could you..."
He Junyan sighed sadly, "Xiaoxiao, do you still blame me?"
Lin Xiaoxiao looked deeply at Qin Aotian's face, but it was He Junyan himself.
He said with a serious face: "To be honest, I once complained about you. I also hated you. I hated you for why you deceived me in the first place and why you still hurt me deeply when I was helpless. From then on, I closed my eyes tightly.
My heart can no longer accept anyone."
After saying that, Lin Xiaoxiao raised his head and looked at Xiao Aofeng, who had a complicated look on his face.
Then he added: "I once thought Qin Aojun was you. But then I gradually stopped hating you."
Lin Xiaoxiao said silently: Because I have love. Thinking of this, Lin Xiaoxiao glanced at Xiao Aofeng again. Then he looked at He Junyan seriously
"So now I'm relieved. I think we were all too young and naive at that time! In fact, life is not as simple as we imagined. Maybe if we really get together, we may not really be happy. Maybe we won't be happy.
It will always be the best.”
He Junyan stared at Lin Xiaoxiao and sighed deeply: "Xiaoxiao, you actually don't know what happened."
Lin Xiaoxiao looked at He Junyan with confusion. Then He Junyan stared at Lin Xiaoxiao sadly and spoke slowly.
"I have blood cancer. I haven't found a matching bone marrow transplant treatment."
When Lin Xiaoxiao heard this, he was immediately shocked. He looked at He Junyan with a look of disbelief and said in shock: "How could it be!"
He Junyan then slowly recounted the past. It turned out that He Junyan had learned that he had leukemia before he met Lin Xiaoxiao. In fact, that beautiful encounter was not an accident. He had already known her when she was in her first year of high school.
I noticed her. Maybe Lin Xiaoxiao didn't remember.
It was a Saturday morning. The sun seemed to have not yet fully awakened. He Junyan walked alone on the quiet path of the campus and came to a remote corner of the campus, a place where few classmates went.
Since learning of his misfortune, he has always seemed a little lonely and lonely, but he has overcome his fear and resentment.
At this time, Lin Xiaoxiao was walking among the trees and flowers on campus as usual. She liked the tone of the Saturday morning. There were no rushing ringtones or loud radio sounds. There was only peace and tranquility, a rare quiet moment.
, she never wanted to miss it. So she always chose to get up early on Saturday to experience this fresh and beautiful morning.
She walked lightly and unknowingly to a corner of the campus. She thought that no one would come here like her, so she stretched out her arms unscrupulously and closed her eyes to enjoy the sunshine.
Take a bath and suck in the fragrance of flowers and plants. While feeling this wonderful moment, Lin Xiaoxiao couldn't help but smile like an angel, with a bright sunshine.
And this scene happened to be caught in the sight of He Junyan who was taking a rest. He immediately felt the warmth that he had not seen for a long time in this chilly morning. From that day on, her smile came into his mind and into his heart.
The beautiful figure in his eyes is still the same as before. So he has been looking for opportunities to get to know her.
So he went to create unexpected encounters one after another. But she always looked indifferently, and her eyes were pure without leaving any trace. Finally he found a chance. The first chance encounter in the newspaper column. He was so close to her, his heartbeat was beating fast.
The speed also accelerated. Meeting and becoming acquaintance once was the most beautiful longing in his life.
But the longer he spends time with her, the more he discovers her loveliness. The more he discovers that he really can't live without her. At the same time, he also discovers that she is equally dependent on him. But he is a person who cannot give her happiness.
He was even more unwilling to bring her great pain. So he regretted it. He regretted that he should not have gotten to know her. He even regretted that he should not have fallen deeply in love with her. It is painful to love someone but not be able to get her.
thing. And he didn't want such pain to be attached to her.
So after learning the news of her grandma's death, his heart was as heavy as hers. Just when she returned home with great grief, he silently made a major decision. So he deliberately ignored her and refused to call her.
. He deliberately staged that scene when he learned of her arrival. In fact, the moment she stepped into the campus gate, he had already been staring at her from a distance. He looked at her face that was haggard, sad and thin.
His face, his heart-wrenching pain, he really wanted to hold her tightly in his arms regardless of his own safety, give her support and comfort.
But then he wanted to do the cruelest thing to her. In fact, he did the cruelest thing to himself. He wanted her to hate him. He wanted her to forget him as soon as possible and find her own happiness that truly belonged to her. Because
He really couldn't afford the happiness she wanted.
When he peeked through the window and saw her heartbroken and running away into the distance, his heart suddenly felt broken and his heart was so painful that his heart was broken.
But he didn't see her for two days, and he couldn't bear the lovesickness and worry anymore. He was worried that he might be too cruel, and he was worried that she might not be able to think about it. His heart was racing, and he was uneasy. Finally, he was worried that she might be too cruel.
Emotions defeated reason. He couldn't help but go to find her. Unexpectedly, she suddenly changed. She was so indifferent that she was almost unfamiliar. She even slapped him hard in front of everyone.
And said those cruel words. His heart ached. This pain did not come from her cruelty to him. It was because he knew that he had really hurt her. She was really hurt and couldn't bear to die. Otherwise, she would not be kind-hearted.
She would do such a thing. But even though her words and deeds were ruthless, the sadness and sorrow in her eyes could not be concealed at all.
So he endured the huge pain and decided to end it. He also said such cruel words to her coldly. Finally he saw a glimmer of grief and anger in her eyes. He could no longer face her. He
He fled in panic with great pain.
On the third day, he finally couldn't hold on any longer and passed out in the dormitory. When he woke up again, he was lying on the hospital bed. He saw his parents who were looking pale and sad. He was tired and wanted to raise his hands to comfort them.
.But he found that he was powerless. In the end, he was too tired and his heart hurt so much that he couldn't breathe. Finally, he slowly closed his eyes. The only consciousness in his mind was: I hope she can be happy!
When Lin Xiaoxiao heard this, he could no longer restrain his hurt heart. Tears flowed out uncontrollably. He gently stroked He Junyan's face with trembling hands. He could not say a word.
It turns out that the resentment and hatred she had for so many years was actually the truth behind it. And she actually resented him for so many years. From that time and space to this time and space.
The truth turned out to be so poignant. Her heart was deeply affected. No wonder every time she saw him, she always had an indescribable sense of acquaintance. No matter his appearance was Qin Aotian or someone else, she just wanted to be with him.
Get close, want to choose to trust him and get close to him.
And even if Qin Aojun looks exactly like He Junyan, she has never felt this way. It turns out that everything is not measured by the surface, but experienced with the heart. So even though He Junyan is Qin Aotian's face, she can still feel it.
I can see his existence not because of the geographical time difference or the change of appearance.