She turned back and looked at the sunny boy who was a head taller than her. His sunny smile and sunny face shone in the sun. Lin Xiaoxiao never believed that love at first sight could happen in this world. But at this moment, her heartbeat accelerated and her face started to beat too fast.
Her eyes were always flashing, and she looked at each other nervously and expectantly. Lin Xiaoxiao didn't know what was going on, and hurriedly held her chest, worried that her heart would jump out immediately. The sunshine boy asked her with concern on his face
"What's wrong with you? Are you feeling uncomfortable? Do you need me to take you to the health room?" Lin Xiaoxiao reluctantly controlled her heartbeat and shook her head shyly. Because she was too nervous, she didn't even thank others for their kindness.
This is the first time she has looked at this sunny boy so close. In the past, she always tried to stay away from the crowd and away from the boys who looked at her eagerly, but what happened today that his appearance actually made her expectant and nervous?
She actually kept such a close distance to him without any hesitation. If a boy was half a meter away from her in the past, she, Lin Xiaoxiao, would start to speed up or slow down her pace and keep one meter away. Lin Xiaoxiao was confused.
With.
The sunshine boy saw that Lin Xiaoxiao was fine. He introduced him with interest and generously: "My name is He Junyan, and you are a classmate?" Lin Xiaoxiao did not expect that this boy would take the initiative to introduce herself, so she smiled knowingly.
Inexplicably, he also introduced himself, "My name is Lin Xiaoxiao, hello, classmate He Junyan." He Junyan showed a sunny smile: "Hello, I am in the second class of the third grade of high school." Lin Xiaoxiao was stunned and turned out to be a senior. So he was very surprised.
She said without confidence: "I am in the third class of the second grade of high school." At this point, Lin Xiaoxiao met He Junyan, a senior who was one year above her, and started her first love.
Her eyes always followed his figure, and his smile made her feel warm. For the first time in these years, she felt warmth from someone other than her grandmother. His embrace was so warm and powerful, as if it could withstand anything in the world.
It was a storm. She became more and more dependent on him, and she became more and more enamored of him. However, just when Lin Xiaoxiao was in the happiest and happiest time of her first love, she received a shocking news: her grandma was the only one in the world.
Her relatives left her.
She returned home in a daze, and during this period she hoped that he could give her some comfort and care. However, when she was most sad and vulnerable, she did not receive a call from him about concern and comfort. She thought that he must be busy.
She was busy with her studies, so it was inconvenient to call her. She gave him all kinds of excuses and comforted herself by saying that he was very busy and had to prepare for the college entrance examination.
After finally settling her grandma's funeral affairs, she returned to school with a haggard face. The first thing she wanted to do was to return to him and suffer a lot, looking forward to his warm embrace and caring words. She needed his comfort at this time.
And care, she doesn't know who else in the world she can rely on and comfort except him.
Finally, with sadness and eagerness, she came to the door of his dormitory and was about to knock on the door. She heard that there were many people in the room. She hesitated for a moment, but a stranger asked in a joking tone, "I mean, what are you doing?"
Xiao Keren must be very sad, and you didn't take the initiative to comfort her." Only the familiar voice of Yan was heard: "Boss, I'm already annoyed enough. If you hadn't made a bet and insisted on letting me chase her, it wouldn't be so troublesome.
, you don’t know how clingy she is, she just thought the vase was fresh and would get tired of it after a long time.” When Lin Xiaoxiao heard this, it was like a thunderbolt from the blue, and her head suddenly went blank, and her body began to tremble horribly.
When she got up, there was no blood on her face. Then she could no longer think about it and her heart was in unbearable pain.
Then another strange voice sounded, "You, you are so blessed, but you don't know how blessed you are. When I said I would come to the one you like, you insist on trying and you can handle even the hard-to-find ice flowers. Now I really do."
I admire you, you kid said, what kind of dirty trick did you use? If you feel tired of it, just quit and let me." As the person said this, he heard a burst of laughter in the room. Lin Xiaoxiao's heart was bleeding when he heard it.
Angry and extremely insulted.
What do they take me for? Why do they treat me like this? Why do you do this, why? Why is this? She was moved by him, she gave her sincerity to him, and she was willing to give everything for him. She was hopeless
She was infatuated with him, and she thought he was the prince charming in her dream. She thought he was the knight who saved the princess, and she thought he could save her from hell to heaven. She thought she could stop singing the song "Icy Iron Window" from now on.
The breeze blew across Lin Xiaoxiao's face. She felt that her face and heart had been severely cut. Her heart was hollowed out and crushed to pieces by the sting. She didn't know how she got out of there. She didn't have the courage to go.
Faced with the ridicule of that group of people, she did not have the courage to face him. He once made her think that she had the happiness in the world. She painfully lost her only relative in the world. She thought that at least she still had her.
She was not alone. He said that she had the last trace of warmth and hope of survival. Now he ruthlessly deprived her of everything, her soul, her longing and hope for love. He was like a knife that penetrated deeply.
Her heart also sprinkled salt on the edge of the knife from time to time.
She, Lin Xiaoxiao, is a complete fool and a big idiot. How can she, Lin Xiaoxiao, be so mentally retarded that she thinks that besides her grandmother, there is anyone who really cares about her? How can she expect that beautiful love will come to her?
What? She will never get joy and happiness, let alone love. Lin Xiaoxiao walked on the road with a cold, affectionate and numb face. Others looked at her with strange eyes. She secretly vowed to block herself from now on.
She wants to be a heartless, heartless person, and she wants to freeze her heart forever. Because without a heart, there will be no pain. Without love, she will not be hurt by anyone. Her heart also
She has been buried with her grandma. But she hopes that her grandma’s soul is in heaven and her heart and soul are in hell. She will live with a mask from now on, and others will only see her coldness and ice cave. From that moment on
She also forgot what laughter was.
I have to control myself and won’t let anyone see me cry. I pretend to be indifferent and don’t want to think of you.
I blame myself for not having the courage. I’m so heartbroken that I can’t breathe. I can’t find the traces you left behind.
I watch you but can do nothing to let you disappear at the end of the world
I can't find a strong reason to feel your tenderness anymore
Tell me where the starry sky is and whether there is an end
My heart hurts so much that I can't breathe. I can't find the traces left by yesterday.
Watching you helplessly but unable to do anything
Let you disappear at the end of the world and find no reason to be strong
I can no longer feel your tenderness. Tell me where the starry sky is.
Is there an end there? Just make a wish to the shooting star to let you know that I love you.