Bai Lang, on the other hand, kept quietly looking at Xiaoxing's worried face. After a moment, he couldn't help it anymore, stopped and asked: "Xiaoxing, this is your private matter and I shouldn't interfere.
But I am still very...worried about you, what is going on? This child..."
"This is an accident!" Xiaoxing looked up and looked at Bai Lang's doubtful eyes.
"Accident? If you have been wronged in any way, you must tell me and I will help you!" Bai Lang's eyes were sincere.
"There is no grievance, don't think about it too much!" Xiaoxing slowly lowered her eyelids.
"Is this child... Qin Jun's?" After a moment of hesitation, Bai Lang stepped forward and grabbed Xiaoxing's shoulders.
"This child is my own and has nothing to do with him!" Xiaoxing immediately replied in panic.
After staring at Xiaoxing's face for a moment, Bai Lang probably understood what was going on. "This child belongs to Qin Jun, what are you going to do?"
Hearing that Bai Lang had guessed, Xiaoxing turned her back to Bai Lang and said, "I haven't thought about it yet!"
Seeing that Xiaoxing was also distressed, Bai Lang stepped forward and said softly: "Shall I take you home to rest first?"
"Yeah." Xiaoxing nodded...
Lying weakly on the bed, Xiaoxing's eyes were staring at the ceiling all the time. She thought to herself: That's how it is. When you want it more, she won't come. When you don't want it, she will come! Now she
What should I do? Do I want this child? What should I do with my future life? Xiaoxing touched her still flat belly with her hand, as if she had already felt the existence of this child! Having been a mother once, she seemed to have thought of her big belly.
, giving birth to a baby, and there is a picture of a pink baby's face...
One noon three days later
Xiaoxing, who was sitting alone in the chair, saw a familiar figure coming in front of the glass door, and she stood up slowly!
Glancing at Xiao Xing inside, Bai Lang pushed open the door and walked in. He held a lunch box in his hand and said with a smile: "I guess you haven't had lunch yet, so I brought you a lunch box!"
"Thank you!" Xiaoxing forced a smile.
He put the bento on the round coffee table and sat down opposite Xiaoxing. After staring at her face for a moment, Bai Lang said worriedly: "You don't look good, you must pay more attention to rest!"
"I know." Xiaoxing nodded.
"Have you thought about it? What are you going to do with this child?" Bai Lang asked with a frown.
"Since it is God's will, I can only keep her!" Xiaoxing replied.
"I've already guessed your decision! Are you ready to get back together with Qin Jun?" Bai Lang felt his heart hurt when he asked this question!
Bai Lang's words stunned Xiaoxing, and then she answered decisively: "This child is my own and has nothing to do with Qin Jun!"
Hearing this, Bai Lang lowered his head and hesitated for a moment, then spoke. "In that case, have you ever thought about finding a father for this child to take care of her and you?"
These words made Xiaoxing startled. She looked at Bai Lang and slowly raised her head. When their eyes met, she seemed to have realized the meaning of Bai Lang's words!
Just when Xiaoxing was stunned, Bai Lang reached out and held Xiaoxing's hand on the coffee table. "Xiaoxing, let me take care of you and the child?"
"Bai Lang!" Bai Lang's words made Xiaoxing frown.
"I will treat this child as my own! I will definitely take good care of you, mother and son!" Bai Lang vowed.
In fact, Xiaoxing understood a little bit about the way Bai Lang looked at her sometimes. However, she never thought about any development with Bai Lang. She only regarded him as her best friend and was grateful to him for her.
Everything she has done! Her heart is already riddled with holes, and her heart feels like water. She will never fall in love with another person again in her life!
"What...are you talking about? Don't be kidding!" Xiaoxing retracted her hand. She always calmly avoided Bai Lang's occasional enthusiasm.
"I'm not kidding, Xiaoxing, I'm serious!" Bai Lang walked over and held Xiaoxing's shoulders to help her stand up.
"This is unfair to you!" Xiaoxing frowned.
"I do this willingly!" Bai Lang said firmly.
"No! Bai Lang, I am a divorced woman, and I am still pregnant with someone else's child. You shouldn't bear all this! Your conditions are so good, you will definitely find a good girl in the future. Besides, you want
I can't give you what you want. You should find a girl who loves you and cares for you!" Xiaoxing told him tactfully that she would not fall in love with him!
"Haha..." Xiaoxing's words were met with a wry smile from Bai Lang. He let go of Xiaoxing's shoulders, turned his back to her, looked at the flowers in the room and said, "Xiaoxing, do you think I want it?"
Is that what you did?"
"Bai Lang!" Bai Lang's words made Xiaoxing confused.
"I will never have a lover in my life!" Bai Lang's voice was a little bitter.
"What...what do you mean?" Xiaoxing looked at the tall figure in front of him and asked in confusion.
Scanning the red and green flowers, Bai Lang said in a low voice: "I am almost thirty years old this year, but I have never had a girlfriend. Don't you think it's strange?"
"Isn't it because your vision is too high and you haven't found the right one?" Xiaoxing felt that Bai Lang's question was a bit strange.
Hearing this, Bai Lang smiled bitterly. "I have congenital heart disease and can't do strenuous exercise, so I can't give any woman complete love. You should understand, right?" Bai Lang turned around and looked.
With little stars.
"This..." Xiaoxing understood what Bai Lang said. But she was also shocked! She thought: How could this happen? She knew that he had a heart disease, but couldn't he have normal human emotions?
Is it? He can only give women Platonic love? But he cannot achieve the union of soul and body?
"The doctor said that if I... my life would be in danger! So, I take care of you and the child just out of concern for you. Of course, I don't deny that I like you very much! If I don't have this disease, I will do my best.
I am pursuing you. However, I really don’t have any bad thoughts about you now. I just want you and your child to have a seemingly complete home." Bai Lang expressed his true feelings.
In addition to being surprised, Xiaoxing was also moved by Bai Lang's love for her. She looked at Bai Lang's face full of love and didn't know what to say.
"It will be very difficult for you to give birth to a child alone. And it is not good for the child! So, I want you to consider my suggestion carefully." Bai Lang finally said.
