Lan Xichen frantically swept everything on the desk to the ground. The computer fell to the ground, making a terrible "bang" sound and splashing out a few sparks.
His hair was messy, his face looked haggard, and there was a blue-black stubble on his chin. His eyes were even red, and his face showed despair before collapse.
"Chen, calm down." Ye Qixuan hurriedly stepped forward, trying to hold him, but he threw him away. He inserted his hands into his hair in annoyance and repeated over and over in pain, "She's gone, she's gone,
I can't find her!"
"Chen, don't give up. We have mobilized all our men, and there will definitely be news." Fei Sijue also quickly stepped forward and said comfortingly.
"Chen, you must not mess up the formation," Ye Qixuan said with a cautious look on his face, not at all like a playboy.
Fei Sijue quickly responded, "Yes, the most important thing is to find Xixi quickly!"
Finally, Lan Xichen suppressed all the frenzy, worked hard to adjust his breathing, and regained his due calmness before looking at the two of them again, "Five days have passed, and with the strength of the three of us, we can't find her."
A little bit of news..." He stopped what he was going to say, not daring to think about the consequences of never being able to find her.
Ye Qixuan and Fei Sijue looked at each other. This was indeed unusual, especially given Fei Sijue's influence in the underworld. It was impossible for so many days without any news.
"I've checked everything about Zi Ye, and even set up many spies in the United States to find clues about him, but I still can't find it." Fei Sijue frowned and analyzed, "He is Feiying's number one bounty.
Hunter has very strong anti-reconnaissance capabilities. If he deliberately wants to eliminate traces, it will be really difficult for us to find him."
Ye Qixuan thought for a while and said, "But Xixi is a pregnant woman. She will eventually go to the hospital for examination, and she will even give birth in seven months. We can start from this aspect."
Mentioning Ye Qiaoxi, Lan Xichen only felt her heart being pinched. If he could have taken into account her emotions that night and not been so cruel to her; if they could resolve the misunderstanding calmly; if
Could he care more about her...
Too many ifs and no results have led to today's situation. Now, no matter how frustrated and regretful he is, he must face the fact of losing her. No, he can't lose! Absolutely not!
Lan Xichen sat on a chair, looking at the unknown distance with firm eyes, "No matter what, I will find her!" Whether it is one year, ten years, or twenty years, he will continue to search until he finds her.
that day.
Feeling his persistence, Fei Sijue and Ye Qixuan nodded at the same time, "Okay, we will always help you."
*****
Counting countless fruitless nights, Lan Xichen got himself drunk again and sat in the room where the two of them used to be. Next to him was Qiuqiu who was far away from him, staring at him with some fear.
He grabbed the bottle in his hand and took another big gulp. It wasn't until the spicy liquid burned his throat that he could feel his presence. Everything changed after she left, and work was no longer his focus.
The emptiness after returning to Lan Mansion tortured his soul even more. Only by staying in a room with her breath left, he would calm down.
Gradually, he became accustomed to using alcohol to numb himself.
Qiuqiu quickly raised his head and looked at the door.
Situ Jia's brows were furrowed and she looked at him with complex eyes. She walked in slowly and gently took the bottle from his hand.
"Xichen, don't drink anymore."
"Give it to me!" Lan Xichen stared at her coldly, and the indifference in his eyes made her feel suffocated.
"Xixi is gone! She's gone!" Situ Jia finally couldn't bear it and shouted loudly, "No matter how much you torture yourself, she can't come back!"
"Shut up!" Lan Xichen snatched the bottle, "I will find her!"
"Haha," she suddenly chuckled, "if Xixi is avoiding you on purpose, how could you possibly find her?"
"I will definitely find it." Lan Xichen stopped looking at her and drank a few more sips.
"Wake up, do you really want to sacrifice everything for this endless goal? What about hz, what about our new products, and where is your grandpa? Can you bear to give up these?"
Lan Xichen twitched the corner of his mouth, and a layer of sadness filled his handsome and resolute face, "Without Xixi, what's the point of having these?"
Situ Jia couldn't believe her ears. He could break up with her for Lan Zhengyao and hz. Now he would give up all this easily for Ye Qiaoxi? She looked at him painfully and murmured, "No matter what."
How long are you going to keep searching like this?"
"Whether it's one year, ten years, or twenty years, I will look for it." His voice is very soft, without the kind of ambition that can move the world. The more he does it, the more he can hear the depth of his soul.
of determination.
Situ Jia slowly closed her eyes, letting the tears fall silently from the corners of her eyes.
Once, she only wanted a promise from him, one year, two years, ten years or twenty years. As long as he was willing to make the promise, she would wait for him without hesitation! But, she couldn't wait.
Now, he easily made such a firm vow for another woman.
Who is she? Can she really only be the first love in his memory?
After a long time, she opened her eyes, put away all her emotions, looked at him and whispered, "I'm sorry, it's all because of me. If I hadn't had a sudden stomachache that night, you would have needed to send me to the hospital. You and Xi would not have had this problem.
Misunderstanding, sorry, really sorry, I..."
Speaking of this, she burst into tears. She buried her face in her hands and choked with sobs, "I never thought about destroying you, really not... I just want to stay by your side quietly, even if the time is short.
, I'm also very satisfied. Xichen, I really didn't expect it to be like this, I didn't want it..."
As soon as she closed her eyes, she would see Ye Qiaoxi holding a baby and looking at her coldly. There was too much resentment in those eyes, standing silently in front of her, accusing her of committing crimes.
All the mistakes she had made. This kind of guilt tortured her to the point of going crazy. During the day, she had to pretend that nothing had happened and go to work as if nothing had happened. She looked at Lan Xichen like a madman and kept looking for her!
She asked herself more than once, is this the result she wants? Is this the ending she wants to see?
Lan Xichen finally put down the bottle, raised his somewhat confused eyes, and looked at her quietly, "Jia'er, please move out."
Situ Jia was startled, silently lowered his eyes and nodded, "Xichen, I will move away, as long as you know that I don't want to see this result more than anyone else..."
She knew very well that in the days to come, she would pay the price for what she had done. At least, her soul had betrayed her.