【Reader: Like Your Eyebrows】Comment for Chu Ziming
As if you will eventually meet such a person in life
It's like waiting for such an encounter
In the tender memories of the years
Sparkling eyes
What's stupid is just a movement, a look
It seems that what is needed is such a stupid person
So as not to hurt the people you care about
Just like this, time flies by in a trance
Feelings seem to be beginning to emerge involuntarily
There is no reason, everything seems natural
you want to leave
But I instinctively want to keep you close to me
So everything becomes subtle
There is warmth in the eyes and moisture in the palms
a moment of pity
Those good things suddenly appeared
After all, I couldn't help but indulge in it.
But I suppress such a feeling
Can we say that this is the cowardice behind my violence?
Constantly wandering and hesitating
Until everything changed drastically
You disappeared as if you disappeared from the world
Only then did I feel lost in this confused mood.
Those pains hit me and made me exhausted
one message after another
finally made me face reality
I believe that fate is still ruthless after all
And I can only remember your stubbornness in these memories that are riddled with holes.
"Bowl"
This is what you left for me
But I believe in those few words that you still haven’t left
When I see your eyes clearly
And the sword that pierces your abdomen
I hug you with all my strength
Still can't stop the rapid passage of your life
I can only
Let the tears pour down your eyes
Let the pain cut my heart like a knife
Finally drag me into hell
Vented hatred and resentment
In exchange for surface calm
The warmth of memories is gradually lost
The love in my heart never stops beating for you
But I reach out but can no longer touch your face
The stubbornness in my eyes seems to be mocking me for why I only know how to cherish when I lose.
All the entanglements between us
But it is the chaotic threads of fate that have been closely connected for a long time. It is unclear and unclear.
Those past events recorded by floating clouds
Those years decorated with flowers
Everything has turned into a wasteland of memories during this time
The pain of being separated by time
The sorrow of being played by fate
It’s still a fate that cannot be changed
I'm still standing there looking at each other's distant figures
I can only look at it like this and feel at a loss
our story
our entanglement
Can it bear fruit?
Or can it only be this gorgeous moment?
I don't know or I don't understand
those bleak years
wrapped around my heart
It seems I haven’t really pampered you yet
It seems that I haven’t given you courage when you are helpless.
It seems like I haven’t really protected you yet.
It seems like there are many
And in the boundlessness of the night
Understand those things that seem to really exist
I still sang the elegy alone
We really missed each other in the haze
I missed so much of your beauty
In the long years since you left
Why do my memories of you always hurt?
Are all the pains in your past caused by me?
I started blaming myself for what I did then
Have you really failed to see your own heart clearly?
Time reverses into red mist
I start a lonely life in a world you have forgotten
eyes closed, ears covered
I'm groping for your image in these darknesses
But there is only your unwilling and blaming eyes
I panic
I cried
I wanted to hold you and tell you, but you still left like this
I really brought it upon myself
But you are so stubborn that you don’t even want to dream
I can only sleep one sleepless night after another
Sitting in the room where I once lived
Look at the words you wrote
absorbing your breath
It seems that I can only be satisfied like this
I really hurt you so much that I can’t even forgive myself.
But in countless hurried nights like this
I'm still begging for your forgiveness
I even imagined that one day you would forgive me
I still can't resist the power of fate
I can only tell you with grief and misery
Your leaving is a pain that can never be erased from my heart
This chapter has been completed!