The next day, Ji Shaoyou lay on the bed and finally had a good sleep.
She was worried that she wouldn't be able to sleep.
After all, being liked by a girl.
Probably not a good thing.
She always remembers that when school first started, Luo Tiantian mistakenly identified herself as a boy. She always remembers the excited expression on her face when she talked about the Four Kings. She always remembers her drooling over the pictures of handsome guys on her computer.
Looks like a nymphomaniac with a loving expression on his face.
How can a girl who likes handsome boys like this like a girl like that?
If you tell me, few people will believe it.
so.
So when I know you like me.
When I heard your vow of love.
I'm scared.
I'm very confused.
I really want to turn around and leave.
Because the love you want is something I can't give you.
Because what you are attached to is something I cannot afford to give you.
Because the me you like is the one who is not even sure about the future.
Luo Tiantian, do you want to believe it?
I don't hate you, I don't think you are disgusting, I don't think this kind of love is disgusting.
The same goes for that girl back then.
I have never despised or disliked this kind of love.
Actually, actually, I probably don’t even know what I think.
Probably, probably, maybe even I have an attitude of admiration for this kind of love.
Because I can't even love well.
The same goes for Xia Junlin, the same goes for Dong Chenye, the same goes for Gu Qingcheng, and the same goes for Qiancheng Bing.
All the people who like me, or I like, or I can't even figure out what kind of feelings they have, I think I really can't face it.
Because in fact we are still too young, so we can’t even determine our own future, so how can we make arrogant comments about another person’s life.
I really can't afford such a huge responsibility.
How do I have the right to decide your happiness or sadness?
"Knock, buckle." There was a knock on Ji Shaoyou's door.
"Come in." Ji Shaoyou raised his eyes slightly.
It's Gu Qingcheng.
Gu Qingcheng walked to her bedside and raised her eyes slightly, "I'm so lazy if I haven't gotten up yet."
"Yeah." Ji Shaoyou responded lightly.
Gu Qingcheng pulled up a chair and sat down, looking at Ji Shaoyou for a long time.
Ji Shaoyou was not curious about what he was going to do, he just closed his eyes and rested his mind.
After a long time, Gu Qingcheng's voice finally sounded slowly, "I will not admit that I was wrong."
"Oh?" Ji Shaoyou uttered a single syllable.
Gu Qingcheng's expression was serious, "I am not wrong." He emphasized again, "How could I be wrong?"
"But if there is nothing wrong and you don't feel that you have done something wrong, what are you doing here?" Ji Shaoyou asked him.
"How do I know?" Gu Qingcheng said fiercely, "Ji Shaoyou, do you think I am a bad person?" he asked.
Forgive Ji Shaoyou, she almost nodded directly.
But amid Gu Qingcheng's huge self-blame and sorrow, she was really embarrassed to nod.
Gu Qingcheng said, "Ji Shaoyou, I know that I am sometimes too extreme. That day I really lacked thinking. You know, I know that you are already very angry when you are dating others, and you encountered so many things that day. I was too
, and I got into an argument with Qian Chengbing out of anger... These days, it’s not like I haven’t felt that, although Qian Chengbing is a bit cold sometimes, he treats us very well, especially your parents. He is considerate in everything.
You know, I feel very frustrated..." Gu Qingcheng said slowly.
"But I... never feel that I have done anything wrong. In the world of love, nothing is selfish. Except for the one I love, I will pay for whoever wants me to. The greatest sorrow in the world is that of the one you love.
People's hearts have their own belongings. I thought that with my conditions, I would never encounter such pain, but who knew... Ji Shaoyou, I just want to try my best to protect my love, my rights, and my love.
I didn’t do anything wrong in waiting and putting in the effort to protect my feelings.” He said word by word, “I didn’t do anything wrong.”
"The only thing I did wrong was that I had too much obsession with you."
Ji Shaoyang nodded and really wanted to say something, what you said is really good...
But the current atmosphere is obviously not suitable for saying such words that damage the atmosphere.
"So, Ji Shaoyou, although I think people like Luo Tiantian are a bit disgusting, in fact, he has done nothing wrong. Love is not something that can be controlled by oneself. I don't know what to do."
Let's get started. Ji Shaoyou, if you don't like Luo Tiantian, you must tell her quickly. It will not be good for both of you if this continues."
Ji Shao nodded.
He took out his cell phone that had been turned off under the pillow.
Turn on the phone, and after a burst of startup music.
"It's raining so hard right now that it overturns the previous scenes..." Ji Shaoyou's cell phone suddenly rang.
Almost at the same time as booting up.
Luo Tiantian's name was on the screen. Ji Shaoyou hung up the phone and looked at the screen. All the text messages that popped up were Luo Tiantian's.
Ji Shao has one advantage.
"Young Master, I want to meet you tomorrow. I have something I want to tell you, is that okay?"
"Shaoyou, why don't you answer my call? What's wrong?"
"Shaoyou, are you there? Why is your phone always turned off?"
………………
"Ji Shaoyou, do you already know everything? Has Qiu Zimo already told you?"
"Ji Shaoyou, is it fun to escape like this? I want to see you and answer the phone."
"Ji Shaoyou, what exactly do you think? Do you think people like me are disgusting? Do you think my feelings are shameful to you?"
"Ji Shaoyou, I beg you, please answer the phone. Even if you don't like me, you must reject me in person and give me a reason to give up."
"Ji Shaoyou, please answer the phone quickly. Is something wrong with you? Why is your phone always turned off?"
One line swept across the entire phone screen.
Ji Shaoyou couldn't bear to watch anymore.
One night, he didn't sleep, and she was worried about her own safety.
Maybe this is what it means to really like someone.
In the end, I still couldn't help but worry about his safety. Nothing could compare to his safety.
So, how selfish I am.
For the sake of your own troubles and happiness, forget your selfish choice like this.
I must have done something wrong.
Gu Qingcheng looked at her, "If you want to solve it, you have to do it as soon as possible. You are destined not to be with him."
Ji Shaoyang nodded, "Yeah."
She picked up her phone and wanted to call Luo Tiantian, but the phone she was calling her a second ago was turned off this second.
"Shut down?" Ji Shaoyou hung up the phone, a little confused.
"Maybe the battery is out of power." Gu Qingcheng touched her nose and said.
"It's possible." Ji Shaoyou said, "Then we can fight later. I'll get up first."
"Yeah." Gu Qingcheng stood up and walked out of the room.
Ji Shaoyou started to change clothes, but quietly felt some bad feelings in his heart.
But at this time, Ji Shaoyou may not know that missing it is a mistake.
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