"Hey, Lin Xiaoai, what's wrong with you?" Xia Junxi saw me crying and stroked my hair again and again with his hands.
"No...I'm fine."
Xia Junxi lowered his head slightly, without any expression on his face, and said calmly: "Then why are you crying?"
I brushed Xia Junxi's hand away and wiped the tears from the corner of my eyes with the back of my hand: "Something got into my eyes, that's why I shed tears." Damn it, why did the tears flow down again after I wiped them away, and couldn't stop them no matter what. It's not that I wasn't sad.
Have you? Haven’t you forgotten it? Why is it still like this?
Xia Junxi frowned and looked at me, his expression was complicated, and something unpredictable flashed in his eyes.
"I'm sorry, I'm tired. I'm going to bed first." I stood up and lowered my head to continue wiping away the tears, but Xia Junxi suddenly reached out and grabbed my wrist. Before I could react, he hugged me.
He pressed my head firmly into his arms. Everything was so sudden!
My whole mind went blank and I didn't know how to react.
"Damn it, didn't I say that no matter whether you are happy or sad, you have to let me know, what do you mean?" The voice seemed to come from Xia Junxi's chest, ringing in my ears.
I put my ear against Xia Junxi's chest and heard his rhythmic heartbeat. Then my face suddenly turned red, and I didn't dare to raise my head to look at Xia Junxi's current expression.
"Xia Junxi, let me go first." God, please don't let me die of shame! My heartbeat is speeding up to 100 beats per minute!
Xia Junxi's voice was cold: "Then tell me quickly why you are crying."
"It's really something that got stuck in my eyes."
"Damn it, do you want to die?"
"Xia Junxi, let me go first."
Xia Junxi asked forcefully: "Then will you tell me why you were crying just now?"
"You know how to pull, please let me pull." Damn it, do you want me to die because of my accelerated heart? Really, why is my heart beating so fast? Isn't it just because he hugged me? Why is it beating?
So fast.
"Hey, I wandered over there again." Xia Junxi came close to my face, his eyes widened, and the breath from his nose sprayed directly on my face.
My face flushed and turned red.
"Um...what? What..." I felt my face was burning like fire, and my voice was trembling.
Xia Junxi pulled up a chair and sat down in the aisle, then looked at me lazily: "Tell me why you were crying just now."
I also moved a chair, sat down, and took a deep breath: "Actually, my brother is dead, and he has been dead for a year."
When Xia Junxi heard my words, his face was a little surprised, but it quickly disappeared: "How did you die?"
"There was a car accident. I went to the amusement park with me that day and met his girlfriend. Later, I went to chase his girlfriend and was hit by a car." As I spoke, tears quietly occupied my face. Damn it.
Yes, Lin Xiaoai, weren't your tears already dry on the day my brother left? Why are you still crying?
Xia Junxi frowned and looked at me with complicated eyes, as if he didn't know what to do.
"Okay, I've said what I need to say. I'm tired. Let's go to bed first." I wiped my tears with my hands, got up and walked to the room.
After walking a few steps, Xia Junxi called me from behind: "Lin Xiaoai, can I take your brother's place?"
I turned around in disbelief and looked at Xia Junxi, instead of my brother?? What did he mean?