When I first saw this name, I was attracted to it.
Then when I read your article carefully.
The sadness in the writing and the sadness of the protagonist's life are the key to attracting me.
I have to say that your writing style and your style all have the theme of sadness. Let the heroine revolve around loneliness.
I like them all.
When you say, 'She is used to tasting wine alone, used to meditating alone, used to eating alone at the dining table, used to living alone in the darkness of a huge castle-like but empty place.'
and 'embrace the darkness'. These two sentences are not long, but how much bitterness and helplessness do they contain in enduring loneliness alone?
Your words are so sad. My disbelief in myself makes me choose to continue reading these words where you vent your sadness.
When the heroine feels the meaninglessness of pain and despairs of hope, her eyes are as pure as silence. She is like a pure angel, but she is corrupted.
When I saw the name of the protagonist, it suddenly reminded me of two people. Their personalities seem to be included in your heroine. Numbness, cruelty, coldness, habit, and injury. You can explain it with beautiful words.
The meaning of these words. Thank you.
Even the bleak autumn wind cannot express the bitterness in the heroine's heart.
Even the purity of an angel cannot express the silence in the heroine's eyes.
Even with the cruelty of a devil, it cannot express the pain in the memory of the heroine.
Even the coldness of winter cannot express the numbness in the heroine's heart towards the harvest of life.
Does it take a warm heart to warm a cold and numb heart?
But who can tolerate the coldness of the heroine?
In the past life, how can the heroine get rid of the sorrow in life? What about the control of fate? What about the betrayal of friends?
In this life, how can the heroine get rid of the disbelief of her family? What about the false accusations of others?
Could it be that we can escape from this world only by looking at it indifferently? Is that right?
But she already looked at the world with ruthlessness and indifference.
Could it be that she could be freed only by letting her see everything? Is that right?
But she has too much hatred. What should she do?
Finally. At the end. She was numb. Nothing mattered anymore...