A few days later, Yan Xiaoqian was lying on the bed, sleeping with a smile on her face. She had spent those two shocking days, and now she had settled down. Maybe the child heard her sincere prayer, or maybe God took pity on her.
As a mother, her bleeding miraculously stopped that night. Although she was anemic and weak, the child was saved.
Yan Xiaoqian has been working hard to adjust her mental state these days. Now that she is pregnant, her mood is of course very important. Prenatal education has a great impact on the child, so she can no longer think like she did more than a month ago.
, torture yourself.
During the period of being autistic for more than a month, Yan Xiaoqian barely ate or drank. In addition to the fragments of her life that she had experienced with Li Zhiming for more than five years, her mind also included her relatives, classmates, friends, etc. who originally belonged to her.
With everything in the world, she has been living in her original illusory world and cannot extricate herself.
During that time, what she thought about most was how to go back, but she didn’t know how she came here and how could she find her way back! Every day she was trying to remember and recall her last memory in her own world. What happened?
The situation brought her to this ancient and feudal world, and her last unforgettable memory was the dazzling lights, the truck flying towards her at high speed, and Li Zhiming's panicked face.
... Many times she thinks that maybe her body has been crushed by wheels in modern times and died, so she can't go back here; sometimes she also thinks that her original body is probably lying in the hospital, as long as she can
If you go back, your body will still be your own body, and you will become yourself again...!
In this time and space, she dare not imagine how she should live in this strange world and strange environment. Without parents who love her, without relatives and friends who help her, without everything she is familiar with, now she is like
She was locked up in a dark environment with no light, where she could only walk around and bump around randomly until she hit her head and bled. Now that she was a housekeeper, her status as a slave made her feel even more helpless.
Help, she doesn't know what she will face in the future, what kind of encounter she will have...
What she couldn't bear the most and couldn't forgive was that she had betrayed herself. She actually went to bed with a strange man without love. She didn't know what happened that night, she just wanted to find out what was in her heart.
Balance, wanted to take revenge for Li Zhiming's betrayal, she didn't know what happened to her at that time! But she did it, did the most unforgivable thing in her life, every time she thought of herself being indulged in his love
, she became even more angry with herself, angry with herself for being so dissolute and shameless!
This world shouldn't be her world, so why bother staying here if it's not so? There's nothing she misses, nothing she cherishes! Without the dreams she hopes for, is there any meaning for her here?
So she closed herself off, protected herself, and hoped that she would slowly disappear into this world that did not belong to her. Her broken heart had lost all thoughts, and she no longer had the desire to live. She wanted to free herself and end her life.
The farce of this world, so that she will be calm, she will not have so many worries, and there will no longer be hurt and pain.
God may have been testing her or playing tricks on her. When she wanted to end everything, God actually played a big joke on her, letting her know that she was going to become a mother and giving her the faith to give birth to a child.
What she hopes for, if the most regretful thing in her life is that she has never been a mother, the betrayal of love is painful, but at least she has tasted the sweetness of love, the taste of love, and enjoyed the process of love; but the child is...
The extravagant hope she had always wanted. After going through the pain of miscarriage, she cherished the child even more.
Since God intends to arrange it this way, it means that he wants her to live. God has given her the desire to live, the confidence to live, and a precious gift. Then why should she resist? Accept it happily and wait happily.
, waiting for the birth of the little life she gave birth to, waiting for the joy of watching his birth, watching him grow up day by day, listening to him call her "mom"...
As usual, Yang Tianjue came quietly when she was sleeping soundly. He lost control of himself that day and did not expect that he almost ruined her life and that of their child. He has been regretting and blaming himself for the past few days.
, he didn't dare to look into her eyes, those eyes contained maternal love, her love for their children, and what about him?
Looking at her on the bed, she is smiling even when she is sleeping. It seems that the feeling of being a mother has made her feel much better. So has she forgotten that person now? People often say: 'A woman has a child.
Her heart is at peace. Now that she has his child, will her heart be at peace? Will her heart be focused on her body? Then she will be at peace and stable.
The earth is by your side!
Gently holding her black hair and touching her still pale face, a scene of mother and son playing appeared in front of his eyes. They were laughing and playing in front of him, and her innocence appeared on her face again.
The smile and those lovely dimples appeared on her face again, and the child who looked like her was also shouting and shouting happily, and even waving her hands to call him "Father"...
"Your Majesty!" Someone called out from outside the house.
Yang Tianjue frowned. He was afraid that the sound would wake her up, so he immediately got out of bed and gently pushed the door open. At this time, the eyes of the person on the bed flashed. In fact, she knew this because he came here every night.
Although she often sleeps these days due to anemia, late at night, when she is sleeping, she will feel a slight warmth, warming her cold body, so that she no longer feels the cold night in late autumn.
She doesn't get cold, but can enjoy a good sleep peacefully. Occasionally she wakes up at night and sees herself nestled in his arms, and wants to break away, but he holds her so firmly while she is sleeping. This is
He is the best portrayal of an arrogant man who wants to conquer everything.
Yan Xiaoqian is also very conflicted now. How should she face him? He is the father of the child in her belly, but he is not the person she loves. The person she loves has been far away from her. In another world, that world has her own
Lots of nostalgia, now I am only temporarily trapped here, maybe in the future...
She smelled the breath he had just left behind, and yet there was a hint of affection for her in her domineering nature. There was still his residual warmth on her body, and her face felt slightly warm. Could it be that she was feeling towards him?