Early in the morning, Yan Xiaoqian touched her big head, it hurts! Her head seemed to be cracking, and the sun was still as warm and dazzling as before, but she was still lying on the big bed.
"Madam, please take medicine!" A maid came over, holding a bowl of medicine in her hand.
"Thank you! But please don't call me Madam. I'm not someone's wife, I'm not!" Yan Xiaoqian replied politely, holding the medicine in her hand and pouring it gently, and all the blackened medicine juice was sprinkled on the ground.
"Madam, are you..." The maid who was so anxious that she immediately came to stop her in panic.
"I can't use this medicine anymore! Is it a waste to use medicine for a dying person? Please don't need to send medicine tomorrow! Because I can't drink it!" Yan Xiaoqian said powerlessly, why didn't he put it last night?
She killed him, she insulted him like that, according to his usual temper, he should punish her? Why didn't he attack himself? Just need a palm down, and her weak life will go with the wind?
Yan Xiaoqian sighed! Death is really a relief for her now.
"Madam, there are certain points in human life and death. Why do you have to torture yourself like this? You can be so weak that you can still be reborn, which means that your life should not be lost! God has given you the opportunity to be reborn, why do you have to be reborn?
Don’t cherish it! Be kind to yourself, this is also a way to treat others well!" As the sound came, an old man in his forties or fifties, with a kind face appeared in front of Yan Xiaoqian.
"Reincarnation, fixed number, rebirth..." Yan Xiaoqian on the bed murmured, thinking, isn't what this person said a portrayal of himself? Since God has arranged for her rebirth, she should pursue a new life well. Why
But she is still living in the shadow of the previous world? She already has a new identity, a new body, a new look... Everything is brand new, so why did she stubbornly stay in place? It used to be because of
Only the child has the belief in living, so now there is only one reason for her to survive - for herself, she is a modern person, she should not be easily defeated by difficulties! Where will her self-improvement and self-restoration go
What about it?
Yes! Now is the time for her to be reborn! She is going to be reborn, and she brings the days that she has not lived enough in the previous world. Although the time and place are different, she is still her, her thoughts and her soul are not yet
Change! She should enjoy life and give her this rare opportunity!
Zhuang Zhuang looked at Yan Xiaoqian with a confused look on his face. He shook his head. It seemed that this girl's heart disease still needs to be treated by herself! Others can't help her and can't help her. As long as she thinks it through, she will just pull it away.
Yunwu saw the task open! Looking at her thoughtful look, she must have listened to what he said just now! I hope she can open her heart by herself! Wave her hand and call the maid next to her to leave Yan Xiaoqian's room together
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Ten days later, Yan Xiaoqian was able to get out of bed, but she lost too much blood and occasionally had dizziness, but this phenomenon was getting less and less.
At noon, under the warm sunshine, Yan Xiaoqian covered herself with a quilt and lay under the bamboo chair in front of the house, enjoying the sun's bathing and the vitality brought to her by her own life.
"Madam, you're out, your body..."
Since Prince Li left, Ling Feng would visit her courtyard every day. He saw this woman's journey from despair to a hundred times of confidence. He did not expect that such a 15 or 16-year-old girl would have such strong vitality in her body.
, He saw her hysteria that day. That night she was an unforgettable experience for his life. That day she was her despair, her disdain for life, and her dissatisfaction with life, and her grievances... that day she vented all of them.
It's right.
He used to despise her because she was just a girl with a house that the prince used, a little girl who could be dealt with for only 200 taels of silver, but he was scolded in front of the prince because of her. This is what he has never been.
He has never been accepted by the prince, and he has always been the most capable assistant around him! This is his pride and his glory... But it is such a worthless little girl that makes him look good in front of the prince.
So he hated her for a time and was dissatisfied with her, but since that night, his understanding of her has changed a lot. It turns out that there is so much bitterness behind her sweet smile! Such a small body drives her back
I have suffered a lot of pain! I don’t know why he wanted to get close to her. He hoped that her smile was from the bottom of her heart, and that there was no bitterness or pain. I learned from her first day until now
Every step she took, he was a bystander by the side. He knew every time she encountered her. His previous opinion of her was - a beauty, a disaster spirit, or a demon,
She was so confused that the men around her were so confused that even the prince Li he admired the most was like. She would not have any good things wherever she went, and most of the time it caused him trouble until that night
After going crazy, he calmed down and thought about the various things she had experienced. The experience of a small and weak girl like her was such twists and turns. How much blood and tears were there on her body! He couldn't help but have a feeling of saying to her in his heart.
A feeling of mercy that cannot be revealed.
"Mr. Ling, you are here!" Yan Xiaoqian saw Ling Feng coming, and she smiled at him. During this period, she was really grateful to the person in front of her. When she was in her mind, it was him and Zhuang Zhuang that gave her.
Her confidence and encouragement in life.
"Madam, don't move!" Ling Feng saw that she was about to get up, and he immediately stopped him.
"I'm fine now! And Manager Ling, please don't call me a wife in the future, okay?" Yan Xiaoqian said with a puzzled look on his face.
"Madam, I..." Ling Feng knew that he had violated her request again as soon as he said.
Yan Xiaoqian chuckled, slowly stood up, and walked towards the plum blossoms in front of the house. "It's not as beautiful as the wintersweet flowers here, and it's still as fragrant as this." Ling Feng's eyes followed her walking
Rotating.
"Mr. Ling, you are not me. You won't understand what I think and want. My heart has been hurt. I know the pain of being hurt, so I won't hurt others..." Yan Xiaoqian looked at her eyes.
Blooming plum blossoms.
"Maybe you wonder why I don't want to be his wife, the prince's wife...ha!" Yan Xiaoqian closed her eyes gently, "Actually, the beginning was wrong, but I was getting more and more in this wrong mystery.
Deep,... Everything is clear now, and I have a new life, I am reborn now, so I want to live my life, I want to get my happiness! My happiness is simple and simple
, without being mixed with other people's pain and tears!... Because my eyes have already flowed too much!"
Although Ling Feng couldn't understand what she was saying, he felt in her words that she wanted to pursue a life that belonged to her. He didn't know what kind of life she wanted to pursue, but he just wanted her to be happy.
Yan Xiaoqian lowered her head for a moment and said quietly: "Mr. Ling, can we go out for a walk? I haven't walked out of the 'yard' for a long time. It used to be, and now it is..." Yan Xiaoqian said the 'yard' very heavy.
Yes! She was really right. When she was in the Liwang Mansion, she had no chance or ability to come out for a walk in the Liwang Prince who was very strict in rules and etiquette!... Here, she still
I didn't walk out of this yard.
"Madam, your..."
"Please! Don't call me madam, call me Xiaoqian again! This is my new name after rebirth!" Yan Xiaoqian turned her head to look at Ling Feng, and her eyes were filled with sincerity and helplessness.
Ling Feng sometimes wondered why Prince Li, the Fourth and Fifth Princes, would fall in love with this girl who was not beautiful. Now he knew that there was something other women didn't have. That was not charming, nor was it
The demon is a kind of calmness in plainness, the prettyness in nature, the true heart, she has eyes that are hard to refuse, her innocent face and a smile that ripples in heart, like a cup of light
Drinking rice wine with sweetness and refreshing feelings, she can really make people who explore her intoxicated.
Sorry! During this period, my eyes are overworked, so I can only update one chapter every day these days. When my eyes stop hurting, I will update more!