She changed her number and locked everything related to him in an iron box in a corner that she would never look for.
The crown's tiara, the crown's bracelet, lo's pendant platinum necklace...
Maybe, this can slowly forget him.
Forget everything with him.
"Girl, let's go shopping." She changed her new account and didn't notify anyone except her friends and colleagues. However, Xixi seemed to have called her very frequently recently and invited her out to play when she had nothing to do, but she was
She excused herself because she was tired.
"Go with your Yin Yetian, I have nothing to buy recently." She has never talked about this matter to Xixi. There is nothing to say about such things.
He is the same, too.
"It will be very annoying if we are tired of being together every day. We need to change our taste occasionally." Ding Xixi rushed straight to her house, catching her off guard.
"Oh, so I am one of your dishes. Thank you. I am very tired and have no energy for this dish now." She sat on the sofa and continued to read the book.
"Oh, stop reading. Why don't you go shopping with me? Look, you are almost becoming a nerd by reading books all day long." Ding Xixi took out her book unhappily.
"You think I'm stupid?" Qiao Ni looked at her with a serious look on her face.
"Oh, no, can you stop staying at home except for classes and go out for a walk? Look, mushrooms are growing on you. For the sake of environmental protection, why don't you go out for a walk with me?" Ding
Sisi has always admired Qiao Ni, her perseverance, her intelligence, and her courage. But seeing her like this, she was worried about her and felt sorry for her, so she wanted her to go out and get some air.
Although she didn't know what happened, she knew that it must be very sad for her to become like this.
However, she didn't say that she couldn't force herself to ask.
"Xixi, my mother's memorial day is coming soon, so I haven't been in the mood lately." It was partly for excuse and partly to be honest.
"Well, that's it. No wonder you're unhappy. Then do you want me to go with you?" When she first met this girl six years ago, she was attracted by her perseverance, even though she seemed indifferent at the time.
Millennium Hanbing usually didn't talk to anyone, but later she discovered that this girl was actually very soft and peaceful at heart, and she liked her.
As girls, we love each other sincerely.
So she casually talked to her, worked on questions with her, and discussed with each other. Slowly, she got closer to her heart, and she also got closer to her heart.
To this day, they are the best of friends.
"No, I can do it alone. I'm sorry to ask you to come happily and listen to what I have to say." She was very grateful to Xixi. Without her, she really wouldn't be where she is now.
"How could it be? Auntie's affairs are important, but girl, what's happened to you recently? It must be more than this." Xixi still couldn't help but asked cautiously, for fear of touching the area where she was most unhappy.
"Maybe, I'm in menopause and I'm in a bad mood." She planned to get over it, there was no need to say it and add to the trouble.
"Plop, cough." Ding Xixi couldn't help but spit out a mouthful of water.
"You, you." He was choked by the water and almost speechless.
"Oh, why are you in such a hurry?" She patted her back helpfully.
"I heard from Ye Tian that Ye Yang has been in a bad mood recently. He works crazily every day and rushes forward with manuscripts. He works harder than when he first started his business. It seems as if someone is collecting debts." Ding Xixi wiped her mouth with a tissue.
, while speaking in a nonchalant and 'unintentional' way, but I wonder if some people are listening in the same 'unintentional' way as she is.
Qiao Ni's heart trembled when she heard Ye Yang.
That man who is like sunshine, that man who is as beautiful and sacred as a god and cannot be blasphemed, is he having a very bad life now?
Qiao Ni only felt full of guilt.
The man who smiled warmly at her like a warm spring, the man who caressed her head lovingly and called her girl, the man who once sincerely asked her to be her girlfriend, actually did it for the sake of his own life now.
Very bad, very bad.
A boundless feeling of guilt invaded her, densely packed in her heart, making Qiongni feel her heart tightening with sadness.
But how did she treat him? She had spoiled other men's children and even had an abortion. How could she be worthy of her and how could she be worthy of him?
It shouldn't be like this, it really shouldn't be like this, if possible, shouldn't it be forgotten early on, or it would be best not to recognize it.
Otherwise, why would we be like this now?
"Niu'er, what's wrong? You and Ye Yang, you two." Seeing the change in Qiao Ni's expression, Ding Xixi asked cautiously. She came today not just to take Qiao Ni shopping but to care about her younger brother.
Ye Tian has always wanted to know why his younger brother has been so out of shape recently. Although he behaves as usual, how can the elusive tacit understanding between the twin brothers, who have been getting along for a long time, let the older brother not know that he is
My brother is worried.
So as a good brother, you must help your brother open his heart.
As a good brother's girlfriend, of course she must resolve the problems between the two for the sake of her best friend.
Therefore, Ding Xixi acted as the ‘spy king’ today.
"There's nothing wrong with the two of us." She smiled reluctantly, with an unnatural smile on her face, which made Ding Xixi feel contempt in her heart.
Pretend, just try your best to pretend, even if you are like this, you still have to pretend.
But he still had a smile on his face in front of the lobbyist.
"Nothing? Isn't it interesting that you and I are going roundabout ways?" he said, pretending to be angry.
Qiao Ni looked at her helplessly and simply turned on the TV. What could she say? Could it be that she slept with another man, had a child, and even had an abortion, and Ye Yang also knew all of this.
That said, Ding Xixi would be so scared that she would be beaten to Mars.
"Maybe it's because of what happened six years ago." This was a tacit understanding between the two of them. Qiao Ni only told her about this three years after she met Qiao Ni. At that time, her mother passed away and she fell into grief.
Ding Xixi couldn't recover, but Qiong told her the secret that she had always wanted to rot in her stomach, hoping that she could get out of the haze as soon as possible and come into the sunshine. She never mentioned it again after that time, and now the old things are back again
carry.
Because in these years, Xixi has seen that Qiao Ni is unwilling to interact with boys more, will not accept boys' confessions, and will not accept boys' favor. She seems to have wrapped herself tightly with a layer of copper and iron walls, making her invulnerable to oil and salt.
Isolated from everything.
She knew that was the knot in her heart that had been there for so many years because of that accident.
"Girl, it's been so many years, you don't need to take it to heart so much. Besides, I don't think Ye Yang will care. You don't have to say it, but even if he does say it, he won't blame you. He
She has such a good temper, really." Seeing that Qiongni didn't move, she continued to attack.
"Just because he doesn't care, it doesn't mean that I don't care." There was more than that between them. He had witnessed her miscarriage with his own eyes.
With all these things going on, how could she stay with him again?
"It wasn't because of anything else, it was out of necessity. If you had money, who would do that?" Ding Xixi was so worried by her gentle look that her voice raised an octave.
"But, what happened, happened, and it can't be changed."
"Are you willing to see Ye Yang feeling sad every day? Don't you know that I secretly told him your phone number and address. I thought he would come to you, but I didn't expect that he would rather be alone.
He feels uncomfortable and doesn't want to look for you, but he tortures himself crazily there. You don't know how thin he is now. Ye Tian doesn't dare to send someone to watch him every day. He doesn't dare to let him do anything easily for fear of losing his mind.
If something happens, even if you torture yourself, don't torture him."
After hearing this, Qiao Ni quickly turned her face away, suppressing the tears that were about to well up.
Although she has no tears to shed these days, it seems that all the tears she shed six years ago have been shed, but now her nose feels sour that is irresistible, and she is so sour that she wants to cry.
"It doesn't matter. He is so good. He can like a lot of people who like her, and things will get better after a while." She said nonchalantly.
"You, you idiot, I'm really pissed off by you." Ding Xixi pointed at her and said, wishing to split this guy's head open to see what the structure was like and why he was so stubborn and clueless.
"Okay, you're not tired or thirsty. Drink some water and have a rest." She ignored her anger and still said lightly. It seemed that this was the only way to prevent herself from crying. It seemed that only this way could she stop crying.
It will make you cold-blooded enough to control yourself.
"You, you've made me so angry. Why did Yin Yeyang fall in love with you? Oh my God, I'm telling him right now that you can't be saved. No one who likes you should like you." Ding Xixi was so ruthless at this moment.
He was also very angry and looked at her angrily as she picked up her bag and turned around to go out.
Bang, the sound of slamming the door sounded the moment she went out.
After Ding Xixi left for a long time, Qiongni sat up from the sofa, walked to the window, looked at it in confusion, and thought in confusion.
Even if you don't like it, that's fine. No worries, no thoughts, and no more pain.
She is not worthy of him no matter what.
No, she doesn't deserve anyone.
What's more, he is as beautiful as a god.
But, why, I still feel dense pain in my heart.
Leaning in front of the window, she gently stroked her chest, the place that was painful at the moment.
The birds outside the window were chirping, full of joy.
But she couldn't feel it at all.
.......
Baoyuan Cemetery.
Here, in a very remote place, is the place where Mother Qiao is buried. Every festival and her memorial day, she would come here, buy a bouquet of white carnations, and then lean next to her and whisper for a long time.
Only in this way will she feel that her mother has never left and is still by her side watching her.
The breeze blew gently, gently oscillating in the large place here, blowing her long hair and falling on the monument, stroking the words on it.
How her mother scolded herself in grief back then, the sadness in her eyes seemed to flow endlessly and could not be stopped no matter what.
Her scolding and slap seemed to fall heavily on my heart, and I couldn't shake it off.
If she hadn't done that back then, would my mother have been so desperate? If she had earned enough money, wouldn't she have been like this?
She is a sinner, the sinner who killed her mother.
She buried her mother's life with her own hands.
She is the executioner who slaughters her relatives.
The tears couldn't stop flowing, silently crossing her face.
Why do I always want to shed tears recently? I obviously shed all my tears six years ago. Why?
Is it all because of him?
Joni sat quietly in front of her mother's monument. In this quiet place, only she and her mother, and no one else, could express their heartfelt feelings about being a daughter.
"Ahem." I don't know how long it took, but a cough sounded from behind me.
That's a familiar voice.
She turned back slightly.
The originally sad expression suddenly became stiff.