It was like she had a long, tiring, hard, and bizarre dream. In the dream, someone kept strangling her neck to strangle her to death. Someone smiled ferociously and said in her ear, even if you run away
No matter where it is, it will never escape my grasp.
I'm going to set a spell that you can never escape from.
Until you are completely in the palm of my hand.
Hahahaha, that cold and terrifying laughter came from a distance, as if coming from Shura Hell, full of the most terrifying sense of gloom.
Who is it? She shouted loudly around her, but she didn't get any response except the wild waves of laughter that gradually disappeared.
"Who is it?" She yelled loudly, finally waking herself up.
But I saw white ceilings, white walls, white sheets, everything was immersed in white.
She wanted to move only to find that her hand was being held tightly and she couldn't move.
"You're awake." The man felt her movements and woke up very alertly. His eyes were tired, but after seeing him, there was uncontrollable joy in his eyes.
"Uh, yes." She seemed a little embarrassed and wanted to break free from his gripping hand.
"What?" He held her hand and said.
What did you say? Oh.
"Where's Jeanne, how is she?" That was all she could think about.
"She is out of danger and is fine. Don't worry. Just take care of yourself first." He looked slightly displeased with her words.
"That's good." It's finally okay, I feel relieved.
"Can you let go." It seems that they have not acknowledged any relationship now. Isn't this inappropriate?
"Do you still want to escape, do you still want to cover up?" He ignored her efforts to break free, but pointed at her weak point and said.
She looked at him, her eyes darkened.
"Where's Ye Yang, why didn't he come?" Why was he guarding the bedside.
"He has gone back and asked me to stay here." He said it in a natural and peaceful manner, which made Qiao Ni open her eyes and look at him in surprise.
What happened, why Ye Yang was like this, but she didn't say anything. Did he give up automatically?
"Did you drive him away?" She had to make such a guess.
"That's what you think?" He frowned and looked very unhappy. She actually guessed what he meant like this. Could it be that he had always been so unreasonable and domineering.
"It's hard to say." She lowered her eyebrows. She couldn't tell what her relationship with this man was now, and some of his thoughts were also a bit hard to figure out.
"Do you know why?"
"Ah?" Why, Qiao Ni didn't know why.
"Because, when Ye Yang rushed to the hospital, you kept holding my hand and wouldn't let go, and what you called my name was also my name." He looked at her and said firmly, with a serious expression that could not tell anything.
There is no falsehood in the joke, and there is a hint of pride.
"Me." She looked at him with wide eyes, as if it was difficult to digest this sentence.
Ye Yang, he actually heard such words and saw such a scene, she closed her eyes helplessly, feeling full of guilt.
It seems that I always feel guilty about him.
She tried to like him, get close to him, and try to be with him properly, but after trying for so long, why did this happen again.
She didn't want to hurt that beautiful man.
He was so good, so beautiful, and deserved the best possible treatment. However, she actually hurt him so cruelly, again and again.
And he always stayed with her so persistently, and always showed up to give her a solid arm to rely on when she was most embarrassed, helpless, and desperate.
Cruel, cold, and heartless, when did I become such a person?
Ye Yang, she silently recited the name, feeling vaguely uncomfortable in her heart. It seemed that she had unfinished love and unfinished debt.
"Didn't he say anything?" What could he say?
"What do you want him to say?"
She also felt that her words were simply in vain.
Yesterday, when Ye Yang rushed to the hospital, he saw Qiao Ni holding Zhong Tianyou's hand tightly and murmuring his name. At that moment, he knew that she was really not his.
There is no him in my heart, or in other words, the most important position never belongs to him.
"You can let go of your hands." She felt uncomfortable being held by him like this. Although she couldn't lie to herself, she still felt sorry for that person.
"Okay, yes, but please tell me what you didn't finish saying at the racecourse that day." He suddenly changed the subject and did not intend to continue on this issue, but just put forward new conditions.
"..." She never thought that he would still remember this. She wanted to say it at the time, but was interrupted by a fatal phone call. Now, she seems to be even less in the mood.
The messy things are bunched together, like a ball of yarn without a clue, getting more and more tangled.
"Me." She hesitated for a long time, not knowing how to answer.
"Did you say that day, Zhong Tianyou, I admit that I am actually Xi." At this point, he paused and then looked at her with some meaning.
"Actually, I like you, isn't it?" He said to No. 2 Middle School, making her hand shake under the quilt.
I obviously had the courage to say it that day, but now I don't have the courage to admit it. It seems that people's emotional changes are really subtle, and the same is true for Qiao Ni.
"Isn't it?" He keenly noticed her dodge and hesitation.
"Why, haven't you always shown yourself to be magnanimous? Don't you admit everything? Why, you don't admit it now."
"Qiao Ni, how long do you have to hide and how long do you have to run away before you are willing to face your true feelings?" He looked straight at her, as if he wanted to use this look to force out the true thoughts in her heart.
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"I admit that I did something wrong with you, very wrong, very wrong, and I regret it very much. So afterwards, I have been constantly reflecting on why that happened."
"Why can't you see that I have done so much, and the misunderstandings and problems are getting deeper and deeper?"
"You obviously like me, but why haven't you ever admitted it? This kind of problem lies between us, leading to such mistakes, so I try my best to make up for it, so that we can have a chance to start over, so that you can completely
Accept me again without any grudges, but you are with someone else."
He spoke slowly, as if he wanted to tell her all his thoughts over the past few days, or rather talk to her. She was not doing well, and he was not doing well.
"I thought I could control it, but I found that I had no choice. I am a human being, not a god. No matter what the outside world says about me, I am still just an ordinary person. There are times when I cannot control myself and I am impulsive.
It’s just a matter of accounting, it’s just that it was so well hidden that no one discovered it.”
Yes, he is a human being, but he is just in an extraordinary position, so too many people have mythologized him. He has been a myth for a long time, and sometimes even he himself forgets that he also needs to rest and have the normal life of a normal person.
mood.
"So, this time, Qiongni, I really don't want to let go. Don't lie to me and yourself. Can we start over?" He said solemnly, as if there was something extremely solemn in front of him.
things.
She looked at him for a long time, then opened her lips slightly and said.
"I like you, I really, really like you." She said it very seriously and sincerely.