After coming out, what was running through my mind were the last words Weishang said before leaving.
I'm confused as to who to trust.
Although he spoke in a slightly joking manner, every sentence was on point.
But he once said that he fell in love with himself a long time ago. If that's the case, how could it happen?
She was confused between two opposing views.
She didn't have an attack, but when she heard that news, she really wanted to get angry.
But I'm afraid that like two years ago, I would be impulsive, temporarily blinded, and leave hastily.
However, she could not appease her uneasy heart.
"What's wrong? The food doesn't taste good." Seeing that she was in a gloomy mood after she came back, and even took her chopsticks to eat for a long time without picking up the food, Zhong Tianyou looked at her and asked worriedly.
"Uh, I, it's hot and I have no appetite." She put down her chopsticks and stroked her face.
"Why don't you make some sour plum soup?" I'm already very thin, so what's going to happen if I don't eat anymore?
"No, I don't want to eat anything, so don't bother." Her voice became softer and softer.
"What did he say?" He guessed the reason for her discomfort.
"It's nothing, I just said some things about him. I didn't expect that he would become like this."
"It's your own fault." He felt a little resentful.
My good brother was indirectly killed by him, and I get angry just thinking about it.
She looked at him with a look of disdain and said nothing.
"Okay, did you scare me?" As he said that, he reached out to touch her forehead, but she shuddered and avoided it, as if she had touched something terrifying.
"You." He didn't expect her to make such a big move, which really made him feel different.
"I, I'm a little dizzy, um, I want to take a rest, you, you eat slowly." She also realized whether she had reacted too aggressively, so she tried to save herself and make everything not so embarrassing.
"What's wrong with you?" She has never reacted like this since they got together. Even if they were quarreling and angry, she would refuse directly, but she would not treat her like a stranger or a scary thing like she did just now.
.
"I, I'm fine, I'm just a little tired today. I'm going in." She also looked embarrassed, but she tried her best to hide it, as if she wanted to escape from the current situation immediately.
...
After closing the door, she leaned against it, panting. She tried her best not to think about anything, but some things just entered her mind uncontrollably, causing her great pain.
We can't repeat the same mistakes, but what Weishang said sounds so true.
Who to trust?
...
It was already past dinner time, and Zhong Tianyou was knocking on the door outside. She struggled up, staggered to open the door, and looked at him with misty eyes.
"Are you still feeling uncomfortable?" He asked with concern. In fact, he didn't feel comfortable at all. The best brother he grew up with was gone. He felt more uncomfortable than anyone else, but he was still accommodating her now.
"It's okay." She frowned.
"Fortunately, I just went to eat. I didn't even taste good at lunch." He said with some distress.
"I'm not hungry." She seemed to have no appetite and no mood. She just felt like there was a lump in her heart that was tightly blocked, which made her uncomfortable.
"How can this be okay? I didn't eat at lunch and didn't eat at night. What do you want?" He was a little angry, and he didn't seem to feel very well, but why was she acting like this right now.
She was blocked by him and didn't say anything for a long time. She just stared at him with her eyes wide open, as if full of grievances.
His hands were holding his clothes tightly behind his back.
"What's going on? It's not normal when I come back today. What did that Weishang say to you? Tell the truth." He thought for a while and then asked, today is really not normal. If this is the case, then what should I do with that guy?
relation.
Qiao Ni pursed her lips and then looked at him and said, "You said you met me 11 years ago and you liked me at that time?"
"Yes." However, he didn't understand why she suddenly asked.
"You said that at that time you just secretly liked me and didn't dare to tell me, so you never showed up for all these years."
"Yes." He felt a little uncomfortable as he was being interrogated by her.
"Always?" Her eyes looked at him, staring straight at him.
"What on earth do you want to say?" Even though he was used to this scene, he still felt uncomfortable seeing her expression at this time.
"I want to say that in the past 11 years, you have never appeared in my life?" She asked with some suffocation. She didn't know how to express herself. She just felt uncomfortable.
"What's wrong with you?" She was so abnormal.
"Answer the question." She ignored his concern. As long as the answer was given, she hoped that Wei Shang was just to drive a wedge between them. It was the last bit of revenge to satisfy his abnormal psychology and not true.
"No." He replied hesitantly.
"real?"
"Why don't you believe it?" The corners of his lips curved into a beautiful curve, which was very tempting.
"Really?" Isn't this the answer I most hope for? Isn't this the most perfect ending? But why do I always feel empty?
"So, what answer do you want?" Yes, what answer does she want?
"I don't know." She answered honestly.
"Okay, silly girl, do you blame me for never looking for you?" He patted her head and said dotingly as if he were his own child.
She remained silent, not knowing what to say.
Really? I don’t know, maybe. She seemed to hope that he could play a role in rescuing what happened eight years ago, and she hoped that he would not be involved. But no matter what, everything has happened. Her random guess is just
In vain.
Since he said so, then just choose to believe it.
Even if you lie to yourself, it’s okay.
...
After handling the matter here, they returned to City M. She had been feeling anxious these days, as if there was a voice that was always ringing in her ears.
"Take you somewhere." After getting off the plane and sitting in the car, the car did not follow the route back, but headed towards a road she was not familiar with.
"where to?"
“You’ll know once you go there.”
"Oh." She responded sadly.
.....
Baoyuan Cemetery.
Why would he bring her here?
It is midsummer now, the sun is scorching, and there are not many people here, so it seems very quiet here at this time.
Zhong Tianyou looked serious, as if he was participating in a solemn and grand ceremony, but Qiao Ni was confused and didn't know why he brought her here.
In front of mother's grave.
She came here once this time, but she didn't expect why he brought her here.
Just as I was about to say something, I saw him bending down and bowing in front of the tombstone next to my mother, very respectful and pious.
"This is my mother." After bowing three times, he pulled her and said.
"Ah?" She was actually next to her mother. She didn't even know about it for several years, and it seemed that his mother hadn't been mentioned much by him.