I still remember how ambitious I was when I traveled through time.
I want to travel through time, I want to be young, I want to be beautiful, I want to be handsome, I want to have wealth...
I want to turn the clouds and rain in ancient times and make a breakthrough in the world.
Now? I’m afraid I can only find a place to spend my old age. This is really a huge irony!
Sister Zhuo was afraid that people would disturb me, so she set aside a separate room and would come over to chat with me every day to relieve my boredom. Xiaobai even came to me after court, talking about the latest news of the day. From time to time, he would reveal something
Give me the news about Haezhi.
On the night of the coup, King Yin and his sister Princess Xia Shang returned to the Mu Ru Dynasty. Haezhi suspected that I had been captured by him and had the intention to attack the Mu Ru Dynasty. Despite the opposition of the ministers, Zizun lost his imperial power.
But he said half a sentence.
From the solemn expression on the master's face, I could see that he also disapproved of it. But he did not force me to do anything I didn't want to do. Instead, he continued to look for famous doctors for me. I appreciate the concern he and Sister Zhuo have.
In my eyes, in my heart.
I was like an ostrich, burying my head deeply in the sand, thinking that everything in the outside world had nothing to do with me. The more I heard about the Haechi, the more my heart ached.
However, I continue to live my old life.
Sitting blankly in the yard, closing my eyes and listening to the sound of the breeze, what flashed before my eyes were all the things that happened since time travel. Inadvertently, I remembered an old song, "The most romantic thing I can think of."
, is to grow old slowly with you, collect every bit of laughter along the way, and save it for later when we sit in a rocking chair and chat slowly."
Self-mockery overflowed from his lips. It turns out that when people grow old, they really rely on these memories to survive.
"Xiaoran," hearing Xiaobai's gentle voice, I slowly opened my eyes and forced a smile at him, "Xiaobai, it's time to go down."
The first thing he did after going to court was to run to me. This has almost become a daily routine since I entered the house.
"Xiaoran, do you want to go out for a walk?" Xiaobai sat next to me, staring at me with bright eyes. If I were still the young and beautiful Shangguan Ranran, I would definitely mistakenly think that he was interested in me.
.
"Haha, I won't go. I just sit here and bask in the sun." I tried my best to speak calmly, not wanting to let my emotions affect him.
"Xiao Ran." Xiao Bai suddenly turned around to face me, with a serious look on his face, and his eyes concealed unnoticed pity, "The Shangguan Feihong I know is an optimistic, kind and enthusiastic brother. The Shangguan Ranran I know
She is a cheerful and generous woman who never mind being fat."
How could I not understand Xiaobai's painstaking efforts? I shook my head and smiled bitterly, "Whether it's Shangguan Feihong or that fat girl, they are still young. And me? It's not long after a century, and I'm dying like a candle in the wind." I
What else can I do? Use my old arms and legs to jump around?
"No!" Xiaobai grabbed my body and forced me to look into his heartache, "No matter what you become, you will always be Xiaoran in my heart! No matter whether you are fat or old, in your heart, you are not
Anyone can replace you!" Xiaobai shook me, his eyes turned red with excitement, "You know what I saw when I saw you, I..."
"Xiaobai, take me out for a walk." I smiled at him, "I also want to eat sesame cakes from Zhangjia's shop in the west of the city, bean curd from Li's shop in the east, meat buns from Guo's shop in the north, and Zhao's in the south.
Rice cakes from my shop.”
Xiaobai is like a clear spring that poured into my originally dry heart. Even if it didn't bring me back to life, it still brought me sweetness along the way.
Haha, he is right, so what if I am old? As long as I am not lying in the coffin, I can still continue to torment.
Xiaobai looked at me excitedly, grabbed my wrinkled hands, and nodded vigorously, "Yes. I'll take you out!"
There have been days when I haven’t wandered around, and everything I look at is friendly. In order to accommodate my speed, Xiaobai always walks very slowly and carefully supports me. I joke that he is like my grandson, young and filial. He is
He turned his face away in displeasure, feeling sulky.
A group of children gathered around a candy man stall on the street. When I saw my favorite candy man, I quickly walked over and said, "Boss, give me two."
The boss handed it over with a smile, "I bought it for my grandson."
The candy man that was about to be brought to his mouth froze in mid-air because of the boss's words. Without thinking, he gave it to Xiao Bai, "Here, little grandson, grandma will reward you!"
Seeing that I was in a low mood, Xiaobai glared at the boss, quickly caught up with me, put his long arm around my shoulders, and comforted me gently, "Okay, don't be angry. Here, I'll give this to you!" Xiaobai will be the most beautiful.
Put the one he had in my hand, and then shook his own, "We each have one!"
The childish behavior made me laugh, and I didn't notice the strange eyes around me until now. Seeing Xiaobai's hand on my shoulder, I twisted my body uncomfortably and whispered, "Xiaobai, how can any grandson treat grandma like this?"
Whatever?" Not only that, his doting eyes were obviously looking at the girl he admired.
"Why do you care about the ignorance of the world?" Xiaobai sneered, and held my hand without hesitation, "In my eyes, you are just a pretty girl."
I was like an elder who condoned his grandson's mischief, watching his willful behavior. Who knew, but he pressed my hand to his heart, "Xiao Ran, I said, if you are really a woman, I will immediately
Marry you!" Her clear eyes looked at me with expectation.
He withdrew in panic, lowered his head to avoid the colored eyes around him, "Xiaobai, I don't need sympathy from others." He dropped these words and stumbled away without looking back.
I know my words hurt him deeply. But I have no choice. There was Haechi before, and my heart can't tolerate anyone. Now? What qualifications do I have to talk about the word "love"?
When I walked into the street, I found a bunch of people gathered in front of me. They looked at each other with disdain and indifference. From time to time, they pointed at the people in the street. I looked forward curiously and saw a fat woman sitting on the ground in a state of embarrassment, holding her arms.
She clung to a man's legs and cried loudly, "No, don't leave! I won't interfere with you taking a concubine anymore! You can't abandon me!"
The man kicked her away fiercely and said disdainfully, "Go away, you disgusting fat woman! I don't want to marry a concubine now! I want to divorce you first, and then marry her back to be the first wife!" Arrogant,
I don't mind exposing my family affairs to the public at all.
"No...I beg you, please don't divorce me!" The fat woman cried sadly, then climbed forward and hugged the man's leg tightly. "You can dislike me for being fat, you can marry me as a concubine, I just ask you not to
Divorce me!" The humble woman gave up her self-esteem to the man and crushed her under his feet.
Seeing her in front of me reminded me of that Shangguan Ranran who was so fat that she was as fat as a bar. In front of Haezhi, I looked like a rare treasure, being cared for in the palm of his hand. Not to mention such shame and lack of self-respect.
, he would not let me bear even the slightest grievance.
Meeting him is the only happiness I have in this life.
"Bah!" the man spat in disgust, "Seeing you makes me sick to my stomach. If I don't stop you, my life will be short!"
I frowned and looked at the poor fat woman on the ground. I really wanted to rush forward and give this bitch a lesson. But when I lowered my head and looked at the thin arms and legs that couldn't lift a pound of flesh, I was afraid that I could only be beaten by them.
It was his duty to teach him a lesson.
"He...he is..." There was a sound of inhalation from all around.
I quickly raised my head, and when I saw that enchanting purple dress, I widened my eyes and froze on the spot, forgetting to breathe and my heartbeat, and just looked at him stupidly. I painted him greedily with longing eyes.
Outline.
He seemed to have lost weight, there were signs of sunken eye sockets, and small lines appeared on the corners of his eyes due to frequent tightening. The coldness in his evil eyes shone directly on the trembling man.
"If you dare to scold her again, I will kill you!" The cold sword pressed against the man's chest, killing intent raging.
"Yes... yes... I obey my order..." The man was so frightened that he immediately knelt down and kowtowed to Haezhi, "Third Prince, please spare me this time."
My eyes were already moist, and I tried my best to hold them back, not wanting them to blur my vision.
"Don't divorce her! Don't take concubines!" Haechi's gloomy voice was full of cold intimidation.
"Yes, I would never dare." The man kept kowtowing, cold sweat already dripping down his face.
The fat woman on the side had long forgotten to cry and looked at Haechi stupidly with her head raised.
Haechi put away his sword and turned to face her, "Never despise yourself!"
I can no longer suppress my tears. His prince’s abnormal behavior in the eyes of others, but only I can understand his deep affection. At such a close distance, I can only be a bystander, expressing his anxiety.
Seeing the loss in my eyes.
At this moment, my heart was sobbing, drop by drop, hurting all the way.
When I couldn't help crying, I suddenly met those eyes. After being stunned for a moment, I quickly lowered my head and hurriedly withdrew from the crowd. There was some confusion and inquiry in his eyes, which frightened me.
"Xiao Ran," I bumped into Xiao Bai, and I couldn't help but pull him up, "Xiao Bai, I'm tired, let's go back."
"Oh." Xiaobai glanced behind me as if unintentionally, then took my hand and left quickly.
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"Hey, isn't that Yifeng?" Bai Ze appeared quietly behind Haezhi, wearing a fluttering white clothes that was in sharp contrast to his dazzling purple clothes, but the two of them were equally chic and handsome.
"Yes." Haezhi nodded lightly, his eyes always following the old woman next to him. If I remember correctly, she was the wet nurse who was carried out of the palace by Zhuo Yifeng that night.
Why, why did he always feel like he had seen her before? Especially her eyes, with a familiar agility and full of reluctance and pain after making a decision.
Who is she?
"Third brother, Xiao Ran cannot be in the city. We have searched for so long and there is no news." Bai Ze asked tentatively, "Is it time to lift the ban on An City?" The city was closed for several days, just for the sake of safety.
When looking for a woman, should I say that the third brother is infatuated or paranoid?
After pondering for a long time, he slightly nodded his head. "Let's lift the ban."
Where is she?
I couldn't help but look towards the direction where Zhuo Yifeng disappeared...