"Ling'er, can you tell me why you left me?" Xisu suddenly asked this question, which I couldn't answer at all.
Why? Did I say, I don’t want to be that person’s substitute? I simply can’t say that.
"Then can you tell me why you always call me Ling'er?" I indirectly said what I was thinking. He should be able to understand, right?
He fainted slightly, his face changed slightly, his eyes stared straight at me, and he said with some surprise, "Did I hear it wrong that day? Didn't you say your name is Ghost?"
God, he actually heard it that day? I thought he never knew my name!!
"Su, my name is Xue Ling, and I am an elf on the snow mountain. From today on, if you call me Ling, I will not leave. If you call me Ling'er, I will disappear immediately." I carefully said it again in detail.
An introduction to myself, Su, I hope you can remember it.
Although there is only one word between them, the meanings are very different. They represent completely different meanings!!
Shisu's eyes were a little dim, it seemed like I had mentioned his sadness!!
That girl named Ling'er is the eternal pain in his heart. Perhaps, I will never be able to replace her position in his heart.
My heart started to shrink again, Xisu, you should not be lying to me!!
I am me, not her. You really make a clear distinction in your heart, right?
I can't guess what Xisu is thinking, but his hesitation makes me feel dissatisfied. Xisu, what I want is your determination, not hesitation. You make me a little disappointed...!!
Spreading my wings, I quietly rose into the sky, turned around, no longer looked at him, and prepared to leave decisively. Just pretend that nothing happened just now!!
That little bit of expectation turned into disappointment in the end.
Xisu, can you not let me suffer so much?
"Ling, don't leave, I promise you, you don't leave." Xisu said in a panic.
It's too late, everything is too late, why are you so hesitant?
I left without looking back.
Behind me, Xia Su's dim eyes stared closely at my leaving figure, but he did not chase me.
Turn out:
Xisu lowered his head in annoyance, his beautiful face showing his faint sadness.
"Ling, I like you, I just can't let go of Ling'er in my heart. Moreover, you are you in my heart, but I always regard you and Ling'er as the same person, but I don't take you.
Be her substitute."
There may be some contradiction in saying this, but Xansu didn't know how to express what he was thinking in words.
Anyway, he had love for Xue Ling, but that love was mixed with his feelings for Ling'er, and he could never let go of Ling'er.
His Ling'er died desolately, desperately, and even more unjustly!!
She was the true love in his heart, and she could not be replaced by anyone, but she appeared...
At first, he just thought that the feeling she gave him was very similar to Ling'er, especially the look in her eyes. Until later, he fell for her, but he didn't know where she was in his heart.
Was it Ling'er? Or was it herself. In the end, even he himself was confused. He only knew that he couldn't let her go, he couldn't let her go, and it seemed that he couldn't live without her.
Her beautiful face flashed through my mind again.
"No matter who you are in my heart, I will never let you go." Shisu muttered with an extremely determined expression.