I was lying on the bed, feeling like I hadn't slept all night, but I felt like I was asleep again. In the middle of the night, I always felt like there was a deep eye staring at me, which made my heart hurt so much.
, I felt like it was a dream, but that feeling was so real.
At dawn, I got up from the bed, walked out of the room, and at first glance, I glanced at the place on the sofa where Xan Su lay down last night.
no one?
Where is Xisu? Where has he been?
My heart began to panic, and I felt very scared, even more scared than seeing a ghost.
I was a little nervous in the house, looking around for Xiansu. Finally, I found a note on the dining table, and I stopped looking.
Linger:
I'm leaving, remember to take good care of yourself.
Thank you for allowing me to experience the feeling of pain. It turns out that pain can be so painful that I will bear it in my heart!!
Xisu
Seeing this, I suddenly froze and fell to the ground limply.
he's gone!!
He is really gone!!
He is in pain, is it because of me?
Did I hurt him?
I'm really hateful. Did I drive him away?
Why should I be afraid of ghosts? In school, I was not afraid of Iroh, because she was a good ghost. So Su Su saved me so many times, and he always appeared in front of me when I needed it most, and saved me with his own hands.
If he cooks and delivers food to me, doesn't he become a good person?
I hate my cowardice, I hate my timidity. It was my cowardice and timidity that broke Xiansu's heart and made him leave.
I hate myself so much, why do I have to do this?
I sat on the ground blankly, unable to even shed tears.
He is gone, gone, taking my heart with him, he is gone!!
Will he never come back?
"Xiasu, I was wrong. I'm not afraid of you anymore. Can you come back?"
"Xiasu, I like you. I want to stay with you and never be separated. How about you show up?"
"Xiasu, I really realized my mistake, ugh... could you please show up."
"Xiasu, you are a liar. I shouted your name three times to the crystal bracelet, but you did not show up. You are a liar. I hate you, I hate you!!"
"Ugh... I don't want to be alone, please come back, please!!"
I fell to the ground alone and shouted loudly in the room, shouting like a madman.
However, at that time, Xisu had truly left, and he could not hear her.
Dear friends, Nasu is gone, please don’t blame Fei Milk Tea. Milk Tea is innocent and the plot requires it, haha.
However, Nasu's departure is only temporary. This separation is for the next reunion. Milk Tea assures everyone that the plot will be absolutely wonderful, so stay tuned!!