After a while, Qin Mujue came back with a bag of brown sugar and a hot water bottle in his hands.
He sat on the edge of the bed, lifted her body up, blew the slightly hot brown sugar water in his hands, and patiently fed it into her mouth.
After the warm brown sugar water entered her stomach, Xia Tong felt her stomach feel more comfortable, and the pain gradually dissipated.
Qin Muzhen helped her lie down again, wrapped the hot water bottle in a towel, handed it to her, and said, "Put this on your stomach, it will be more comfortable."
Xia Tong did as he was told, and the pain was indeed reduced a lot.
"You are quite professional..." She glanced at him and said, "Have you taken care of many women like this?"
He looked back at her: "I really don't have the patience to do such a bitch thing to anyone else except you."
Ahem, Xia Tong's face turned red.
He stood up and asked, "What do you want to eat? I'll cook."
"No need." Xia Tong turned over, feeling tired: "I'm sleepy, I don't want to eat."
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After sleeping in a daze for a few hours, she suddenly felt a strange movement beside the bed. She opened her arm and touched a solid and warm muscle.
She opened her eyes, and when she saw Qin Mujue clearly in front of her, she immediately sat up and said defensively: "What are you doing? Don't try to do anything while I'm sick, I won't give in!"
He seemed to have just taken a shower, and his hair was still wet. While wiping his hair, he replied slowly: "Your relatives are here, and it's impossible to do what I want, right?"
Xia Tong then thought about it and realized that it seemed the same, and then he felt relieved.
When she opened her eyes and saw that the collar around his neck was not turned properly, she instinctively sat up on her knees and folded the collar for him. Just when she was about to take back her hand, he reached over with a long arm and held her tightly.
waist.
The man leaned his head on her shoulder, breathed all his warm breath into her ear, and sighed: "Xia Tong, I miss you so much..."
Her body stiffened.
"You were gone for more than a month, and I was waiting for you at Zijing Apartment, thinking you would come back. Later, although I found West Lake Bijing, I didn't dare to look for you rashly..."
"……."
"I only know all your news through TV and magazines..."
"……."
"I always thought that as long as I turned around and chased you in your direction, day by day, I would be able to catch up one day. But in the past month, when I couldn't see you at all, I realized that I wanted to be in you.
How difficult will life be."
"You don't have to be like this..." Xia Tong's voice was hoarse, and the long-hidden emotion was awakened by him again.
"Give me a chance, okay?" He hugged her tightly, "Just once, this time I will never hurt you like I did in the past."
Xia Tong made a mistake, and she didn't know what to say. In fact, after the divorce, when she knew that he was not sorry for her in the first place, and that everything was just a misunderstanding; there were also all the tender actions he did for herself after that - drinking alcohol, saving her, and doing things for her.
She changed her living habits and put down her dignity and body...just to obtain her forgiveness.
She sees all of this in her heart. She is not cold-blooded, and it would be a lie to say she is not moved. What's more, she has already been attracted to him...
But the more you know about many things, the more scared you will be. She and him are involved and bound by too many things. She knows that she is selfish, and she knows that she will be doomed if she falls into it, so she cannot allow herself to take a wrong step.
"What's wrong with you?" Seeing that she remained silent, he asked.
"It's nothing, I'm just scared." She said.
He pushed her away, a little confused, and the angle of his eyebrows was very touching: "I don't understand, Xia Tong, what are you afraid of? With me always by your side, what do you have to be afraid of?"
The sudden coldness in front of her made her unconsciously reach out and wrap her arms around his neck. His body was very flexible and had an aura that made her feel comfortable. She liked the feeling of being embraced by him.
"Shh——." She said: "I'm a little tired, let me hold you for a while."
His hands froze for a moment and he hugged her back.
How could he understand what she was really afraid of?
When the truth was revealed one by one before her eyes, she found herself helpless and unable to do anything.
Qin Hansheng was involved in drug trafficking, and Di Sheng would naturally not be clean. And now Qin Mujie is the CEO of Di Sheng and holds the largest share. Once this matter is exposed, how can he get away with it?
She admitted that she was selfish, and when she found out all this, her instinctive reaction was to run away.
She broke away, fled, and avoided seeing him...Afraid of her own heartbeat, she even moved to West Lake Bijing. But in the end, she discovered that she and he were inseparable at all.
Not only because they were married and had children, but also because of the faint heartbeat that was suppressed in their chests.
She thought that Lin Manru must have had the same struggle as her six years ago. She wanted to love, but couldn't love, so she could only avoid it, but in the end she could not escape death.
Now, she is lingering on the edge of the cliff, and she may fall down at any time and be shattered to pieces.
She is not afraid of death, but what will Guaiguai do if she and Qin Mushi are gone? She doesn't want Guaiguai to repeat the tragedy of her childhood.
"Qin Muju——." She hugged his neck and whispered in his ear: "If you really want to start over, I have one condition."
"What conditions?"
Her chest was beating like a small drum, and she calmed down and said, "Are you willing to give up the emperor's promotion and give up everything you have now?"
The man suddenly froze, and his dark eyes slowly tightened.
"Give me a reason." he said.
She pushed him away, looked into his eyes, and repeated word for word: "There is no reason, give up unconditionally, are you willing?"
She understood how willful these words were. She had always known that career was so important to the man in front of her that it almost occupied half of his sky.
However, if he doesn't give up, there will be no future between her and him.
He was silent, with his furrowed brows as if he didn't want to open them. He kept pestering her intermittently. After a while, he suddenly stood up, and his tense face relaxed slightly. He pulled up the quilt for her: "You should go to bed early.
.”
After that, he walked out of the room and turned off the light.
The moment darkness struck, Xia Tong already understood. Responsibility, love, family, career...everything was impossible for him to give up. Abandoning the country and choosing a beauty was something he would never do if he was rational.
thing.
"Good night." She said slowly to herself in the darkness.