I sat on the bed blankly, repeating what Ran Xi said in my mind. Does Yan Jian really love me? Now even I am doubting this question. If he does, he really won't feel anything when he sees me. I don't know.
Why, I really want to know the answer now. Even if you lose your memory, you can still have feelings for the people in your past. Does this only happen in idol dramas?
I don't know where Heller went. I got up and drove myself and wanted to go out to relax, because from the beginning to the end, no matter how much I tried to forget Yan Jian, the unforgettable love could never be erased. I chose Heller, but I couldn't.
I tolerated Yan Yi walking with other women, but when I really saw how intimately they embraced each other, I found that I was almost going crazy with jealousy.
How I wanted to rush forward and tell Yan Yi that I was your wife, the person you wanted to spend your whole life with! But I couldn't, I had to take into account Heller's feelings, and I couldn't be sorry to Heller! When Yan Yan lost his memory, he unexpectedly
No one told him that he had a wife who loved him madly! Could it be that it was wrong for me to love him? Could it be that we are destined not to be together! We are already married and are legally husband and wife.
!Why are you treating me like this? It’s unfair, not fair at all!
In the UK, I always thought I could forget Yan Yi, but when I really returned to China and saw that familiar face, I realized that it is really difficult to let go of a relationship easily. But if you don’t let go, Hai
What should I do? He is Heller, a man who loves me to the point of going crazy!
I drove aimlessly until a familiar silver-white sports car passed by me. I turned my head and saw Yan Yan driving his car and just passing my car. At almost the same moment, we both braked at the same time.
Living in a car, how could it be such a coincidence that we could meet him like this.
"Yichen!" Sometimes "Yichen", sometimes "Miss Xinyu", no matter what his name is now, I feel very confused.
"What a coincidence." I tilted my head to greet him.
"Unfortunately, I went to look for you on purpose. As for why you were on the way to my house, I don't know." He smiled promotionally.
When I looked at the road conditions, I really wanted to dig a hole and bury myself. I even ended up in front of other people's houses.
"Well, what do you want from me?" I asked indifferently.
"I want to talk to you." he said.
"We have nothing to talk about," I said.
"No, I think there must be a misunderstanding between us. There is a coffee shop nearby. I wonder if Miss Xinyu would appreciate it."
In coffee shops, I don’t like drinking coffee at all. I almost hate coffee to the extreme. But seeing Yan Yan’s expectant look, I just couldn’t bear to refuse, “Okay.”
The two of us drove to the coffee shop one after another. This situation attracted the attention of passers-by. After Yan Yan got out of the car, he walked to my car and opened the door for me in a gentlemanly manner.
"Mr. Yan, you are here, are there still two of you today?" The waiter immediately greeted Yan Yan with a smile. When he saw me, he was slightly startled, thinking that I was not with Yan Yan, "You are the only one?"
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"You two, we are still in the same position as before." It seems that Yan Yan and Lady Mu come here often, otherwise the waiter would not ask such a question.
"Okay, Mr. Yan, and this lady, please come over here." The waiter led the way, and I sat down opposite Yan Yan, holding my head on my hands and looking at the scenery outside the floor-to-ceiling window.
"How about it? The scenery here is nice, isn't it? Shu'er likes to drink coffee, so I often take her here." Yan Yi said seemingly unintentionally.
"Really? If you have anything to say, say it now." I said still lukewarmly.
Yan Yi was silent for a while, "Yichen, are you always like this? Why can't I feel that we were old friends before?"
"You came here today to talk to me about Lady Mu, don't talk nonsense, just talk directly." I directly ignored Yan Yan's question and got to the point. I couldn't even tell whether he was an old friend, let alone sitting with him.
In front of him is his wife.
"Yichen, I really want to talk to you, not only about Shu'er, but also about me and you!"
"Ha, you have a good temper now..." In the past, Yan Yi would never have been able to bear the cold remarks made to him by others.
"I want to know what happened in the past. I want to know what my relationship is with you!" Yan Yin's cold words made me stunned for a while. Why did he ask this suddenly? Did he remember something?
"Why do you ask?"
"Because no one was willing to tell me! I was manipulated like a fool!" Yan Yan shouted uncontrollably, attracting the attention of everyone in the coffee shop.
I was stunned and said, "No one told you that they might be doing it for your own good."
"Including you?"
I said noncommittally, "What do you want to know?"
"I want to know everything! Since I met you, I found that my feelings for Shu'er are not that strong... I don't believe that I can fall in love with someone else so quickly. No matter when, Shu'er is always by my side! My feelings for her
It can't fade away so quickly! So, no matter what the request is, I just want to satisfy her more to make up for the guilt in my heart!"
Hearing Yan Yan say this, I was obviously shocked, but I couldn't hide the joy in my heart, "Including my participation in Yan's dance, including the humiliation you did to me on the day of the dance? Are you going to tell me, because you don't love me that much?
Lady Shepherd, are you using me to make up for your guilt towards her?"
Yan Yi didn't say anything, so I thought he was acquiescing. Stirring the coffee in my hand, I couldn't help but taunt, "You are so stupid. You know she is lying, but you still help her lie."
"If Shu'er really does something sorry for you, I hope you can forgive me. No matter what you think of me, I just don't want to hurt her."
The hand that stirred the coffee suddenly stopped, and it seemed that I had really drunk bitter coffee in my mouth. I couldn't tell what it felt like, "You just like her so much."
Yan Yi raised his eyes and looked at me steadily, a trace of doubt seemed to flash in his eyes. Maybe I asked a question out of the blue, but I wanted to know the answer.
"I don't know." He said, "Maybe I like it. A year ago, when I woke up, I saw her appearing in front of me like an angel. I heard people in the hospital say that she has been watching over me since my accident.
By my side, I thought at that time, she must be my lover, otherwise how could she be willing to do those things for me? For half a year, I have been like a living dead, lying on the bed like this, whether eating, drinking or peeing... Say it out loud
, you may want to laugh... I solved everything in bed because I couldn't control myself at all. Later, I miraculously recovered. People in the hospital said that Shu'er did it for me, which moved God. At that time, I thought
, she must like me very much if she is willing to do these things for me, and I must also like her very much before losing her memory."
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