"We are husband and wife, why are you so cold! He just treated you like this, and you didn't resist! You just ruined yourself like this!"
I glanced at Yan Yan and said, still lukewarm: "That was in the past, and it won't be the same after you sign the divorce agreement. It's my business to ruin myself."
"Xinyu Yichen!" Yan Yi was so angry that he grabbed my arm and said, "Why on earth did you do this to me!"
I don’t know why my chest still hurts so much. I smelled the alcohol all over Yan Yin’s body and felt nauseated. I frowned and replied calmly: “Because I don’t love you anymore.”
I saw Yan Yi's handsome cheeks were as pale as paper. He looked at me in astonishment and was speechless. I tried my best to smile, "Is this a good enough reason?"
"Pa" A white light flashed before my eyes, and I felt like the world was spinning. I covered my face and looked at Yan Yan in shock. He, actually...
"You are so cruel, love it or not! You can say it so easily! I won't give in! I will never give up!" Yan Yan's hand was still raised in the air. I couldn't believe that he would slap me with his hand.
, was this the first time? He waved and hit me... At that moment, I understood how much hatred Yan Zhen felt. He had gone through so much, and when he was in the most pain, it was not me, my wife, who was taking care of him.
When he was in the most desperate state, the only person who stayed with him was a stranger. As for me, in his eyes, I fell in love with another man, so he cruelly abandoned him.
But, the truth is, I did fall in love with another man, how should I tell him my difficulties... I didn’t just want to divorce him when I returned to China. In that case, why should I tell him everything and make him continue to suffer and feel guilty? Instead of doing this,
It's better to let him hate me.
"The beating is over. You feel better now. Can I go?" I raised my eyes calmly and looked at him. Seeing his shoulders shaking violently, my heart suddenly felt empty. I am a bad woman, Yan Yi.
, I don’t deserve your love.
Turning around and walking hard, I put on an extremely self-deprecating smile, took a deep breath, and tried my best to pretend to be relaxed. At the exit of the alley, when I saw the blond man standing beside the car like he was alone in the world,
I stayed for a long time until Alvin stepped forward and bowed to me respectfully. I quickened my pace and walked gently behind him, and hugged his waist with great distress.
"Why are you here?" I said.
Heller turned around and hugged me back gently, "I couldn't see you when I woke up, so I asked Alvin to come out with me to look for you."
Looking at Alvin, I asked with concern: "Alvin, are you okay?"
Alvin gave me a comforting smile.
I suddenly remembered that Yan Yan was still behind me, and turned around subconsciously. Sure enough, I saw Yan Yan standing blankly under the dim street light. The light was very dim and slanted on Yan Yan's face, giving half of his handsome face a golden color.
The other half is lonely and hidden in the darkness. I can't see his expression clearly. I only know that I will have to bear him down in this life. He has the Yan Group, a family, and a pastor who is willing to wait for him with his life.
Lady, but Heller is different. He has already lost everything for me. Without me, I can’t imagine how Heller will spend his future life.
From then on, I was with Heller every day, but every time I was silent. I don’t know why. Ever since I knew how I felt about Heller, I became more and more silent. We both sat like this often.
, I looked at him, and his empty eyes stared at me blankly... In my mind was Yan Yan's handsome face in pain, but in my heart I saw two men struggling. At night, after Heller went to bed, I sat alone in the living room.
On the sofa, I hugged my knees and just sat there blankly.
Yan Yi never appeared again. I heard that he was becoming more and more depraved. He ignored the company's affairs and spent every day living and drinking. He became the playboy he used to be.
Until one day, Heller disappeared. Alvin also disappeared. When I woke up in the morning, I saw a letter lying quietly beside the bed. I had a bad premonition in my heart, so I opened it tremblingly. It was an English letter.
I know the handwriting, it's Alvin's... After reading it, I found that my heart was empty. I wanted to cry but couldn't. How could I have thought that Heller would leave without any warning? During this period, I
I have been struggling in my heart, so much so that I can’t speak when I see Hai Le. I live my life so plainly. I can no longer smile at Hai Le, because every time I smile at him, I will think of Yan Yin alone that day.
A person stands under the dim neon light...
This must be retribution. When I found out that I fell in love with another man, I could no longer smile at him because the guilt in my heart easily covered my strange feelings for Heller.
Heller said, let me not go to him. He was really happy when he heard my confession to him, but he knew that it was not love, just pure liking. Because he knew me too well, once he recognized me,
Things will never change in this life. He tried hard to deceive himself, telling himself that Chen'er loved him, not liked him. But when I walked with him, he finally admitted that I would never love him.
I never knew why Heller thought I didn’t love him, but when he said it was because I never told him, Heller, I love you. I tried to think back and realized that what I said was love, not love.
like.
When I learned that Hailer was gone, Mu Ranxi hurriedly came to comfort me. He said that he had asked his men to find him, but I knew that if Hailer really wanted to hide from me, even if I searched the whole world, I couldn't.
Found. Just like three years ago, he had been hiding under my nose for so long.
Later, I saw Mu Ranxi’s lawyer. After he whispered a few words to Ranxi, Mu Ranxi’s face turned pale. I casually asked, “What happened?”
"Yan Yi, signed the divorce agreement."
Like a bolt from the blue, the words hit my ears. At that moment, I really had the urge to laugh. My heart was wandering between two men. One hated me to the core because of my transference; the other was afraid of my pain.
, voluntarily exit.
The divorce was all handled by Mu Ranxi's lawyer. Ranxi knew that I was upset and never let me get involved in the divorce from the beginning. It was ridiculous that I was getting divorced, but I asked my brother to help me handle it.
"I want to go for a walk." I said weakly as I stood up.
"Chen'er..." Ran Xi is worried about me, I know, because I am too calm now, and I don't know why I can be so calm. I only know that I want to cry, but I can't cry at all.
"Yan Yi came to see Hai Le a few days ago." Mu Ranxi hesitated for a while before saying.
I was startled and turned around, "When?"
"Chen'er, although you are with Hai Le, I have never seen you smile... You still love Yan Yi, right?"
I shook my head, "I don't know, I don't know..."
"You don't even know that Hailer has gone out! Have you ever cared about him? Chen'er, Yan Zhen must have said something to him before he voluntarily quit. As soon as he left today, Yan Zhen signed the divorce agreement.