"Why are you telling me this..." I asked weakly: "It doesn't seem to be of any benefit to you."
"I just don't want to see Yan Yan die in a drunken dream again. A year ago, he almost collapsed when you disappeared! Yan Yan loves you so much that he does not hesitate to pay any price! What about you, should you also be willing to pay for this love?
Give a little?"
I sneered, "Is this the purpose of your 'accidental' encounter with me today? You clearly told me that it was Yan Zhen who wanted to monopolize Xinsheng, but you also told me how much Yan Zhen loved me. Are you trying to make me grateful, guilty or hateful?
?”
"You are a proud princess who cannot tolerate betrayal, so you will hate everything Yan Yi did, not only for yourself, but more importantly because of you, so you will feel guilty. Maybe you will feel guilty because I told you everything.
I would still be grateful.”
"It's strange, it's really strange. You can actually say such things, as if we have known each other since childhood. Lan Bingze, I can only say that it is hard for me to believe what you said. Because your words make me suspect that it is someone else.
Instruct you to say this..." I stood up and glanced at Lan Bingze indifferently. Seeing his panic, I smiled faintly and said, "You have done something unnecessary today. I will never forgive Yan Yan for the mistakes he made. You love me.
As an excuse, I will only hate you more. You know this very well, so you keep emphasizing that you don’t know me at all, but you can say such things. Although I don’t want to pursue who else is behind you, I just want to
Say, your goal has been achieved..."
I turned around and took a step forward and looked back at him with a smile. "Finally, I want to remind you that I am gay. Don't treat men all over the world as gay. This is really sad."
Lan Bingze's whole body was shaking slightly, as if he was trying hard to suppress the anger in his heart. I smiled lightly and turned around and walked out of the door.
It was Yan Zhen who arranged Heller's residence. Yan Zhen met Heller half a month ago, and then he and Heller went out in the same car. Later, Lan Bingze said that Yan Zhen was vague and seemed to be hiding something...
...Hehe, Lan Bingze was clearly hinting to me that Yan Yi forced Heller to death. He deliberately brought this point out, but deliberately pretended not to know that something happened to Heller.
Given my sensitivity to the name Heller, he would not know that whenever Heller is mentioned, I will pay special attention to him.
My mind has been in chaos for a long time. I don't want to pay attention to these things. The punishment for Yan Yi... is to prevent him from seeing me for the rest of his life. I bet on myself, Yan Yi, to pay such a price for love.
Is the price enough?
Yan Yi and I had a cold war for a few days, and every night I dreamed of Heller standing in front of me with blood on his face. His eyes were so sad and desolate. In the end, I made the decision to go abroad with Alvin.
It was very late that night, with only the bright moon hanging lonely in a corner of the dark sky. I heard that Yan Jian was still processing documents in the company, so I quietly walked into the Xinsheng Office Building, got on the elevator, and walked in.
Xinsheng management.
If I were here, the documents would have been processed very early. However, he is a man who likes freedom and would not do these things at all. Since that night, he got angry with me and never contacted me again. As a man, he
Do you attach too much importance to that illusory dignity?
Because of Heller's death, I suspected that I was in love with him. Did he question my feelings for him? Why did you lie to me that I had never met Heller? Is Xinsheng really that important to you? Okay, if you like Xinsheng
More than your love for me, I will definitely help you so that you will never see me again in this life. I said it will make you regret it for the rest of your life.
Why should I never forget a person who values dignity too much? Even if I tell myself thousands of times in my heart, I still can't control my heart. What method is needed to bring a sunken heart back to the starting point?
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In front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, the bright moon in the sky cast an afterglow all over the room, and a faint fluorescent light lingered on him. At that moment, he was still so beautiful, even though I could see the stubble on his face that hadn't been shaved in a few days.
, he is still the man who makes me sink deeply.
He was lying heavily in front of the table, with several unfinished documents under his hands. The documents in front of the table were also piled up. I walked to him gently and carefully put the coat he had put aside on him.
.Turn off the light, and with the afterglow, I took a serious look at his handsome face again. It wasn't that he didn't love me, it was because he loved me too deeply that he allowed himself to make mistakes step by step.
Picking up the pile of unfinished documents, I gently approached the conference room next to me. I don’t know how long it took, but all the documents in my hands were processed. I rubbed my eyes tiredly, stood up and picked up the pile.
The document was about to enter the president's office when he saw the tall figure at the door.
Because of the daze at that moment, the things in my hands fell to the floor. I squatted down in panic, and before my hands even touched the ground, I was hugged tightly.
At that moment, I said nothing and he was speechless. After a long time, he said: "Yichen, I'm sorry."
I let him hold me, just speechless.
"I'm sorry, I lied to you." He said.
I lowered my eyes and never looked at him. In the end, I just heard myself saying feebly: "Why do you have to admit it? You can lie to me for the rest of your life."
"You are right, I want to welcome the saint, but Yichen, please believe me for once, I really did not kill Haile! I lied to you, I did meet Haile, and that was because of the success of the saint.
It’s something! I’m just afraid that you know that I want to monopolize Xinsheng!”
Do you still want to act now? I pushed Yan Yi away and said calmly: "Don't expect me to believe you again." Standing up, I directly stepped over the files there. As soon as I reached the door, I heard a muffled sound.
"I don't know why, but after tonight, I always feel that you will leave me, Yichen! Please give me another chance! Please believe in me again!"
I looked at Yan Yi kneeling on the ground in shock, and could only be speechless for a long time. For the sake of dignity, he took away Xinsheng and deceived his feelings, but he could kneel down in front of me without dignity.
"You would rather make me disgusted than take away Xinsheng for the sake of those empty rumors outside. You are so afraid that I know why you still light this fuse! Yan Yi, I really hate it, in my eyes
, marrying you is a kind of luck and a kind of happiness, but why do you have to feel so inferior? You care too much about status, but in the end, you ruined the love between us. I said, since you are sorry for me, I will do the same.
You will regret it for the rest of your life."
That night his shadow was stretched very long. That night, his figure was as fragile as a blister. My voice was as pale as paper and as cold as a sword, piercing his body and his heart mercilessly.
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