Qingcheng remained silent, looking at the tall and tall man in front of her, she always felt that there was something wrong with him today.
Facing her silence, Murong Jue thought she was unwilling. After her strength recovered, she seemed unwilling to let him touch her!
Murong Jue thought so, and the darkness in his eyes became a little heavier.
He was a little disappointed, but he had no right to blame him. He should bear everything today. Besides, it was still unknown whether he would survive tomorrow.
At the moment, Murong Jue seems to no longer have the extravagant hope that he can spend this life with her. It turns out that when people are in different situations, everything they think about will be different.
Now he just purely hopes that she can survive and send her safely to Lujiabao!
If his persistence towards her back then was love, it was deep love, and if his wholehearted protection of her now can be considered love, then it was Jane Eyre!
In these seventeen years of loneliness, he never believed in love, and he never knew how to love someone. But today, he knows how to love someone, but it is hard for him to love, and it is difficult to love...
"Let's go!" Murong Jue thought she didn't want him to touch her, so he simply said two words and planned to continue on his way.
Qingcheng suddenly grabbed his wrist, and the touch felt cold.
In her image, his body temperature was always hot, even when they came out of the cave just now, but his hands were cold, very cold...
"You're not feeling well!" Qingcheng didn't ask him. With this temperature, everyone knew that something about his body must be uncomfortable.
Murong Jue never expected that she would hold him back. He was stunned for a moment, and also disbelieving for a moment!
He lowered his eyes and looked at the catkin in his palm, and his eyes shifted to her face. Was she caring about him by asking this question?
Murong Jue hoped that this would be the case, but he didn't dare to expect it! He was afraid that the greater his hope, the greater his disappointment!
"Your hands are cold!" Qingcheng said without a glance, worry evident in her eyebrows.
"If I die, will you be happy?" Murong Jue suddenly asked, wondering if she would shed a tear for him after he died, even if it was just one...
When Qingcheng heard what he said, her heartstrings tightened suddenly, and this sudden sting made her face freeze.
She was speechless and didn't know how to answer his question!
——Would she be happy if he died?
She didn't know and never thought that she would really die!
Murong Jue smiled sadly, with the corners of his mouth slightly raised, and said, "Let's go, I'm fine!"
Her silence was probably because she didn't want the obvious answer to hurt him. He wanted to thank her for her kindness to him!
Murong Jue's indifferent expression made Qingcheng worried, so she held him and did not move.
"Let's go back to the cave where we were just now!" Qingcheng whispered, as if asking for his opinion or begging him to agree.
Murong Jue's eyes were dark, and his body might not be able to hold on for long. He had been using his strong inner strength to suppress the spread of poison all night, but there was no way to go on like this for a long time. He could only rest assured if he sent her back to Lujiabao.
"The weather is not good today, we'd better get on the road early!" Murong Jue said, without saying what he really thought.
Qingcheng looked at him, exploring the look in his eyes. She was sure that something was wrong with him, otherwise why would her palms be so cold!
This body temperature was simply abnormal, but she couldn't see clearly the paleness of his face and could only judge by the coldness of his palms.
"You go first!" Qingcheng said, looking at him with straight eyes, a little angry, but more of a blockage!
Murong Jue has already experienced her stubbornness. Back then, he could only use anger to calm her down, but today, he can no longer do it...
He will only pamper her and use everything he has to make up for his original mistakes!
Today, her stubborn expression was revealed again, and her indifferent eyes made him feel flustered and heartbroken!
Perhaps his nemesis in his life is her. From the moment he fell in love with her, he was destined to fall and be defeated in her hands...
"Then go back!" Murong Jue compromised. In her slightly strong eyes, he could only agree!
He was so worried about her that he chased her all the way from Lujiabao for her. How could he possibly drop her halfway?
If you want to die, it's better to die by her side!
Murong Jue took a step back and thought, agreed with Qingcheng and returned to the cave.
The fire in the cave has lost its light, but the residual warmth is still there.
As soon as he entered the dark cave, he felt a warmth coming over him, and this warmth seemed to reduce his body temperature.
"You sit down for a while, and I'll go pick up some firewood!" Qingcheng said, as if it was her turn to take care of him.
Murong Jue immediately grabbed her wrist to prevent her from walking out of the cave alone, and more importantly, to prevent him from leaving his sight.
"You wait here, I'll pick it up!" Murong would never let her take danger. Even though his physical strength had reached its peak, he was still so resolute and handsome in front of her!
Qingcheng's eyes flickered, and her eyes seemed particularly bright in the dim place.
"Just wait here and don't go anywhere!" Murong Jue confessed again and strode out of the cave.
Qingcheng stood there and looked at his back as he stepped out of the cave. The moment he was about to step out of the cave, the light from the outside world suddenly became very dazzling, as if his departure was to another world, which made her feel that he would never be there again.
Feeling like I'll come back!
Qingcheng's heart was suddenly struck. She had experienced this feeling of fear once before. That was when she heard that Yun Mo was about to leave the imperial city. She was afraid that she would never see him again in this life. This feeling was so overwhelming.
It swept over her, but today...looking at Murong Jue's back as he walked out of the cave, she actually felt like this again!
Qingcheng did not listen to his words and stayed in the cave obediently. The lingering fear in her heart continued, but her figure had already stepped out of the dark cave.
She was looking for that tall figure in the drizzle. She didn't call his name, she was just looking for him anxiously, wanting to know where he was right now!
The drizzle in the sky became denser and seemed to be getting heavier.
Qingcheng couldn't find Murong Jue, and was very worried. He just came out for a while, where could he be?
"Your Highness!" Qingcheng shouted in the forest. She looked around to get Murong Jue's response, but there was nothing in the dense forest!
Qingcheng's worries became more and more serious, and a bad premonition lingered in her mind.
His body temperature was very cold just now. What would he do if he fainted in a place she didn't know?
"Your Majesty!" Qingcheng kept searching, her clothes were wet again, and the thin dress clung to her exquisite body, making her appear weak and slender!
Murong Jue heard the sound from the depths of the jungle and came over. He had just heard Qingcheng's shout and was flying very fast.
He thought something had happened to her, and his heart suddenly reached his throat.
However, when he drove out of the woods, what he saw was a different scene than what he had imagined!
She searched anxiously in the rain, her face full of worry...
Is she worried about him? Did she come out to look for him?
Murong Jue had many questions in her heart. He wanted to know if her nervousness at this moment was because of him!
Qingcheng searched frantically, and her steps were even more chaotic!
The moment she was about to fall, a big cold hand held her body firmly!
Qingcheng turned her head and looked, it was him!
The two of them stared at each other, and there was a strange feeling nourishing and growing in silence!
"Why don't you wait for me inside?" Murong Jue asked her calmly, the joy just now hidden in his deep eyes. He was not sure whether her panic just now was because of him, so he couldn't express the joy in his heart.
.
Qingcheng stared at him blankly. Even though she had seen him now, the worry in her heart still did not go away.
Murong Jue stared at her, but she remained silent and just stared at him. Such a look made his heart gradually become dull!
"Go in!" Murong Jue said calmly, letting go of her waist and walking into the cave first.
Qingcheng did not follow him immediately. She stood there blankly and looked at his back. She always felt that something was wrong with him today, as if he would disappear suddenly...
This feeling was so strange that she couldn't tell what was wrong with her. She was a little scared, a little worried, and there was a little bit of reluctance in it...
Qingcheng's eyes dimmed. The complexity in her heart made her panic, made her nervous, and even made her feel at a loss...
Why should she worry about him? The moment he left the cave just now, she felt reluctant and afraid. This kind of not wanting to lose was something she only felt towards Yunmo in the past, but today she also felt this way towards him.
Such a feeling!
Qingcheng was very conflicted. She didn't know what to do. It seemed that the changes he had made to her in the past few days had made her gradually accustomed to his presence by her side!
In the past, her only wish was to escape from the world with him, even if she died, she would not hesitate to do so. But just now, the moment he left, she felt anxious!
Qingcheng returned to the cave with this throbbing in her heart. At that time, Murong Jue was sleeping against the cave wall with her eyes closed.
Qingcheng approached him and saw that his handsome face was illuminated by the firelight. This kind of god-like man was intimidating! But that fear had been left half a month ago, and now she no longer
Afraid of him!
Qingcheng also sat down near him. The only sound in the quiet place was the burning of firewood.
From time to time, she would glance at Murong Jue, but the cold, charming and ruthless man showed no reaction, as if he had already fallen into a deep sleep!
The temperature inside the cave was much warmer than outside, and the dry firewood that Murong Jue had just picked up was almost used.
Seeing that he wouldn't wake up for a while, Qingcheng took a look at the sky outside the cave and went out of the cave before it was completely dark!
It had been rainy for two consecutive days, and the temperature in the night was a bit cold. Qingcheng searched for dead branches and trunks in the forest that had not been affected by the rain. She spent more time than Murong Jue just now, and the number she found was also limited.
I wonder where he found so many dry branches just now?
Qingcheng couldn't help but think of him again, and then she remembered that she had been out for a while and should return to the cave immediately.
As she thought this, she walked much faster.
However, as soon as she got close to the cave, there were bursts of violent coughing sounds inside the cave, as if her heart and lungs were being coughed out of her body!
Qingcheng was suddenly startled and quickly entered the cave, only to see Murong Jue weakly holding on to the cave wall.
Wow, his figure was reflected in the firelight, and even the shadow on the ground looked vulnerable!
"What's wrong with you?" Qingcheng dropped the dry firewood and ran to his side quickly, stroking his back in an attempt to straighten his breathing.
Murong Jue tilted his head, his handsome face was red from the continuous coughing just now, even his eyes were red.
"Where have you been? Didn't I tell you not to leave here?" Murong Jue asked. God knows how panicked he felt when he woke up just now and found that she was no longer there. That kind of fear
Incomparable, he wanted to find her, but the expansion of toxins in his body made him instantly lose the strength to stand up.
"I'm sorry!" Qingcheng apologized to him in a low voice. Looking at his eyes at this moment, she really thought that she had done something wrong just now.
Murong Jue stared at her blankly for a moment. Although he was worried, he couldn't bear to really blame her!
The two were speechless for a moment, Qingcheng helped him sit down again.
"In the future, don't run around when you are alone!" Murong Jue straightened his breath and murmured. This plain voice seemed to be ethereal at this moment.
Qingcheng looked sideways at the man beside her, her dark eyebrows already frowning.
What's wrong with him? Why is his eyes looking at the fire in front of him so sad right now?
"What's wrong with you?" Qingcheng blurted out and asked, the uneasy feeling just now came back again.
"It's nothing, can I hold you and sleep for a while!" Murong Jue also turned his head and looked at her, his dark eyes reflecting the two beautiful women of her.
He said to her in his heart: Let me reflect your face deeply into my heart and forgive me for the mistakes I made in this life! If there is an afterlife, I will not make mistakes again or hurt you again. I only hope that in your eyes
, there will also be a place for me in my heart!
He also wanted to say: Qingcheng, I'm sorry...
Murong Jue really couldn't hold on any longer. He stared at her quietly, intently, affectionately and lingeringly...
Qingcheng also looked at him intently, reflecting the darkness of his eyes into her eyes, as if he had a magical power at this moment. Looking at him like this, she couldn't say no!
Qingcheng nodded, lowered her eyes and leaned gently towards him. This first initiative brought him his first experience of happiness!
Murong Jue opened his arms and hugged her, the corners of his mouth slightly curved upward, and he closed his eyes with satisfaction...
They were sitting right next to each other, and the two shadows on the ground overlapped each other. The scene was warm and happy!
Murong Jue kept hugging her in the bright fire place. As time passed, the big palm that had been placed on her slender shoulders weakly slid down her arm and hung to one side. This made Qingcheng, who had not yet fallen asleep,
Suddenly she had the feeling that he was leaving and withdrawing from her life...
[Thank you lovebaobao1020, michelle171717 for the gold medal, and Momo b for the chocolate. There were originally 2 updates yesterday, but there was a problem with Mumujia’s network, so I will update it today. Thank you for your support!