Being born into a royal family has status and rights that are envied by everyone, as well as endless glory and wealth! But I suffer from this, because the status of a prince created my father's status, and it was precisely because of his power that he
I have carried hatred for half my life!
I have been filled with hatred for seventeen years and have been waiting for the opportunity to vent my anger, but I can't find the culprit. I can only vent my anger on that innocent and beautiful woman!
The first time I saw her, she was dressed in white and looked like a fairy. I was really shocked at that time, but I said she was ugly and forbade her to cover her face with white gauze. At that time, I saw the stubbornness in her eyes, and she was obviously very scared.
I, however, raised my head slightly and looked directly into my eyes.
From that day on, I have had her in my heart, but it was just to think about how to make her suffer and how to take revenge on her!
I married her and gave her the supreme honorable status, but I tried to make things difficult for her and made her cry all day long. I thought she would surrender, but she stubbornly endured it. Even if it hurt, she just pursed her lips and died.
Hold on.
The more she behaves like this, the more I want to tame her, but I gradually lose myself in this revenge game. When I look at her feelings for Ye Yunmo, I feel jealous, and I feel angry that she cares about that man!
I began to shift the conflict towards Ye Yunmo, I wanted to destroy everything she cared about!
But after I did this, she actually began to learn to resist and escape from me!
When I chased her all night and found nothing, my heart was empty, and there was even a huge panic swirling around me. I was afraid that I would lose her completely like this. I was worried that she would leave with Ye Yunmo, and from then on
It will never appear before my eyes again.
At that moment, I actually prayed in my heart, I hope God will let me find her. If she can come back, I will not hurt her again!
My sincere plea finally moved God, but I didn’t expect that she would tell me that the person who deserves to die the most should be me! Does she really want me to die? Or does she mean that as long as I die, she can have sex with Ye Yunmo?
Are you dating?
The anger in my heart was suddenly ignited. I didn't want to hurt her, but I still made her experience life and death!
In the few days after she woke up, I didn't even dare to appear in front of her. I was afraid of seeing her hateful eyes. It seemed that it would take a lot of courage and endurance to make such a woman hateful. I asked myself, I still can't do it.
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I wanted to take her to Qingshan, but I was worried that she would refuse. I wanted to be nice to her, but she no longer believed me.
It took me a long time to make up for the mistakes I made, and I even used my life to prove that I am no longer the Murong Jue I used to be.
When she tried to accept me, my inner joy was beyond words. I think this is the happiness I have been pursuing!
I regard her as a treasure in the world, and her every smile touches my heart. As long as she frowns a little, I will worry whether she is thinking about Ye Yunmo again, whether her mind has drifted away again?
At that time, I had already fallen into the chess game I had set up, and I had already lost everything since I became emotionally involved with the chess pieces!
My humiliation and embarrassment all depend on her expression. Her tears are the most powerful weapons in the world. Even if she doesn't say a word, they are enough to hurt me deeply!
Ye Yunmo's death made her fall into pain and self-blame, and the secret I wanted to protect could not be hidden from her.
Seeing her getting haggard, I don't know how to help her. I want to tell her that none of this is your fault, but I don't dare!
If I hadn't asked Ye Yunmo to go to Lintong Pass that day, he wouldn't have died. After all, it was me who had caused today's situation!
I can only stay with her and protect her with my deeper and more love. I just hope she can see me again in her eyes!
She said that without Ye Yunmo, there would be no Ye Qingcheng, but now I want to tell her, without Ye Qingcheng, there would definitely be no Murong Jue in this world!
She was meditating and mourning her past feelings in the pear orchard that filled the sky, while I could only stand behind her and wait silently for her to look back.
I said that as long as she is willing to look back, I will always stand there waiting for her!
Finally, after my long waiting, she looked back, and she chose to give all her love to me, and I gave it all to her without any reservation.
When we were happily looking forward to the birth of our child, God played a joke on us. Because of that mistake, my life was worse than death for five years!
I want to go with her, I want to be with her and her children, but it can be said that my sins are too deep. If I don't forgive all my sins in this life, I won't be able to see her even if I go to hell.
I didn't believe in ghosts and gods, but at that time I believed it deeply. I was worried that if I ventured into hell to look for her, the King of Hell would block my way. I didn't want to miss her, even if we were in hell...
So I began to live in pain, confessing every day and night in the room where she had remembered her. I looked at her portrait and hoped that she would come back, even if she appeared in my dreams, but it has been five years.
, she never appeared once...
Everyone in the imperial city thought that I grew old all night long because of my deep desire to remember my wife. They didn’t know that it was because of my regret that my heart was broken and that my black hair was stained with snow all night long!
In the days without her, I lived numbly until I met her in the dense forest!
Her name is Leng Wuxin, but when I first saw her, I shouted Qingcheng's name to her!
She and I are like tangled threads. If we are tangled too tightly, we are afraid of breaking. If we are not entangled, we are afraid of being unable to untie!
Wuxin's appearance made me miss Qingcheng more and more, and I would even mistake her back for Qingcheng's.
Wuxin's appearance made me miss Qingcheng more and more, and I would even regard her back as Qingcheng's.
I think I'm crazy, maybe I can't insist on finishing my life, I'm about to collapse in this torture of missing you day and night!
I began to suspect that she was Qingcheng, but Xingyun couldn't find any clues. At this time, a voice sounded in my heart, saying: Since you have always believed it, why are you pursuing evidence?
From that day on, I began to treat her as a queen. I knew she was back. Even if she didn't admit it, even if she approached me with conspiracy, it didn't matter to me. In my heart, as long as she was alive, as long as she was still in my life.
Just be around...
I wanted to compensate her for the mistakes she had made and to explain the tragedy, but she didn't believe it or listen, and even chose to leave!
I looked at her back as she turned decisively, and the throbbing pain in my heart made me unable to take a step forward. I could only stand behind me and watch her go away like before. I wanted to catch up with her, but I lost the qualification!
Qingcheng, do you know that I have been waiting for you?
I can only say this in my heart, I just want her to know...