The breeze was blowing and the moonlight was dim. I sat on the promenade and looked at the sparkling lake. Although there was still snow in some places, the weather had gotten much warmer, and there was a hint of spring in the air.
breath.
Spring, prosperity and revival of all things, represents a new beginning. I also began to accept my new life.
That day, Xiao Yifeng and the others entered the palace and have not come back until today. It has been half a month since then. I wanted to leave, but I felt that it was unreasonable not to say hello. Yun Xiao did not come to see me again. I thought maybe she was called by Luo Zixuan.
Let’s go to the palace! On the contrary, Yuan Zhiyou runs to me very diligently every day. I don’t know what attitude to use towards her. She should not be gentle or serious, which makes me feel very headache. I think I will be happiest if I leave this palace.
She should be the one!
"Feng Qing, the prince has returned to the house, we have to go to the front to greet him." When my thoughts were distracted, Qie Jing's voice sounded. I couldn't help but frown: Why should I go to greet him when he returns to the house? I am not someone in this house.
Man? But then I turned around and thought about it, I might as well come back and take some time to tell him about my departure.
"Then let's go over now!" I stood up and said to Platycodon next to me. For Platycodon, I feel like a mystery. If she has feelings for Xiao Yifeng, the look in her eyes when she looks at Xiao Yifeng is not like Huaichun's.
The girl is so shy: but if she has no idea about Xiao Yifeng, she deliberately pays attention to Xiao Yifeng's hobbies?
As soon as Platycodon grandiflorum and I walked to the front, we saw Xiao Yifeng and Luo Zixuan walking in, with a windy and snowy aura, and a slightly tired look on their faces. I had no intention of interfering in their lives, and naturally I didn't want to ask them what they were doing.
What? After all, curiosity should be stopped in moderation, especially now that someone is trying to use me to achieve his goals. I never think that I am so great that I can sacrifice myself to help others, but I am very firm in my position.
, I think it’s something I shouldn’t do, and I won’t do it no matter how you force me.
Xiao Yifeng saw Yuan Zhiyou walking over, squeezed her hand, and said a few words of greeting. She turned around and saw that I was there too, and seemed very surprised. This was the first time that I came back home to greet him because he was out. I
Smiling at him, his expression suddenly became very gentle. He walked to me and gathered my cloak. "It's so cold, why did you come out?" I stepped back in embarrassment and saw Yuan Zhi.
Yuu's face turned white. This man really doesn't shy away from suspicion. After all, your fiancée is here! You still think the bag on my head is not big enough!
"Feng Qing, I haven't seen you for a few days, but you missed me!" Luo Zixuan is so cute and saved me in time.
"Zixuan, look how you look like a prince, you are not serious at all" I replied with a smile
"This prince is the real deal." Luo Zixuan supported his chin with his hand and blinked like a wronged child. I chuckled, "Yes... yes... yes, our prince Zixuan is charming and suave."
, it is guaranteed to be genuine, unique in heaven and earth..."
He immediately turned his face towards her and asked, "Well, Feng Qing, would you marry me and be the crown princess?" His eyes seemed to be joking but also serious. Xiao Yifeng, who was next to him, had a dark expression when he heard him say this.
My heart trembled, "Feng Qing is engaged, Zixuan, stop making such jokes."
"What? Are you engaged?" Luo Zixuan screamed strangely, regardless of the fact that there were so many servants beside him. Those servants all looked at him with surprised faces. In their eyes, the nobles of the emperor and grandson were all acting like this.
He has a calmness and temperament that matches his status, and this prince may make them change their minds.
"Yeah! Aren't I pretty? It's normal to be engaged, so why don't you react so harshly?" I said pretending to be relaxed. For things that I couldn't afford, I would only give up at the beginning, or
Said it wouldn't even start.
His bright eyes dimmed, he looked at me and left without saying anything.
The welcoming ceremony ended after Luo Zixuan left. Platycodon and I slowly walked towards Yousi Garden. When we returned to Yousi Garden, I asked Platycodon to rest first, but I stood by the lake in a daze.
It’s strange that I haven’t missed my family and friends in the 21st century since I came to ancient times for so long. It’s as if I was born alone. This makes me feel so unfilial... If I have brothers and sisters, my parents should be very good.
Happy! Thinking about it this way, my guilt has been relieved a lot. Now I don’t want to deal with anything... and can’t deal with it.
A gust of night wind blew, I shivered, and stretched out my hand to pull my cloak.
"It's a lie that you're engaged, right?" Suddenly, a man's voice broke into my ears.
I turned my head sharply and looked intently, only to see Xiao Yifeng with his arms crossed in front of his chest, lazily leaning against a large rock by the lake, staring at me deeply.
"This is not a good habit of yours. It scares people to death." I patted my chest and smiled at him, deliberately ignoring the question he asked.
"I've been standing there for a while, but you didn't notice me. I'm sorry, I scared you." He came over, took my hand and put it into his warm palm.
"It's okay. I'm going back to my room first. You should go to bed early! I've been busy for half a month. Good night." I don't know why I feel very uneasy when I'm alone with him now. I don't know what I'm worried about?
"You are not allowed to leave. You answer my question? You are not actually engaged, are you?" He gently pulled me and I fell into his arms. For a moment, the air was filled with his domineering aura, and I was a little at a loss what to do.
"Let me go..."
"Don't let me go, are you that afraid of me, or do you hate me?" Xiao Yifeng hugged me tightly with some annoyance, stopping my attempt to struggle.
"Don't you hear me? If you let others see it, what will others say? You have a noble status and others won't say anything about you? But they will talk about me, saying that I am greedy for vanity and seduce you. I have no interest in being a vixen, and you are like this
Are you worthy of Yuan Zhiyou?" I said angrily
He suddenly straightened my shoulders and stared into my eyes, "Did you reject me because of Zhiyou? Lie to me that you are engaged..."
"No, no... I really have an engagement... Even if there is no Zhiyou, I will still reject you, don't think too much." Before he could finish speaking, I interrupted him hastily. To be honest, if he was not the prince,
Without Yuan Zhiyou as my fiancée, maybe I will fall in love with him one day, but it is impossible now because he was ruled out on the most important condition - his identity.
But he didn't listen at all. "Zhiyou and I grew up together. She went to the palace to accompany the Queen Mother when she was only a few years old. It wasn't until the Queen Mother passed away a few years ago that my father asked me to take her to live in the mansion. I
I have always only regarded her as a little sister. I also know that my father wanted me to marry her because of her father, but there is nothing I can do about it. Only in this way can we stabilize her father, Marquis Yuan Ding. I swear that I will never love her.
There is no love between men and women, Feng'er, do you believe me?" After saying that, he looked at me affectionately. I felt a little pity for him, but also a little hate him. He didn't love Yuan Zhiyou but he talked about getting married to her like this.
Of course, but as a member of the royal family, he had no way to avoid such a political marriage.
"Have you ever liked someone? The kind of deep, deep love that can last for life or death?" I was quiet for a while and suddenly asked him.
He was obviously stunned, "Like it?"
"Yes, I just like her. I like her so much that you are willing to do anything just for her smile."
"I don't know, but I know very well how I feel about you now. I just know that I want you to be by my side. If I can't see you, will I feel flustered or feel that something is missing? In the past half month, I have been thinking about you the most.
I have never felt this way before, and I don’t know if this is the kind of love you are talking about.” Listening to his affectionate words, my heart ached slightly. Maybe he has never known what he loves since he was so old.
Things can be liked or disliked, and because of his identity, he can only accept them in his life, just like Yuan Zhiyou.
I raised my head and looked at him and left his arms. "Yifeng, there is a mysterious key between like and love for everyone. It is the kind of thought of "always wanting to be together", but after being together,
You will worry about being disappointed again. What you have for me now is a kind of obsession, because I am different from the women you come into contact with. This feeling is not called liking. After a little time, you will know that you are wrong, and I am not
You will wait until the mistake happens before you regret it. Do you understand?"
"Also, your identity determines your future path. Since you can't put aside everything and be yourself, then you have to learn to accept it. Although Zhiyou married you for political reasons, once you choose to accept
You should cherish it when you have it. Life is like this. There will be gains and losses. We always exchange what we have for what we don’t have. So when we get something, we will be happy and sad at the same time! There is a gap between you and me.
, just two straight lines, there should be no communication in the first place." After I finished speaking, I looked at him quietly.
He closed his eyes, his expression was hurt, lonely and stubborn! It hurt, right? I admit that I was cruel. Knowing that he didn't love Yuan Zhiyou, I even advised him to learn to accept it...
There are poems hidden in the red leaves and clear water, and the most ruthless person is the emperor's family! It's no wonder that he was born into the royal family!