Chapter 26 How is the night and the night is young
The song is over, the night is still young!
Standing and watching the fireworks in the distance, they bloomed and went out silently, one after another, extremely beautiful and lonely.
The sudden fall of prosperity... If I am still sad - let the wind bury him.
A gust of night wind brought me back to my thoughts. A coat was draped on my shoulders. I turned around and saw Xiao Yifeng looking at me with burning eyes. The other me was clearly reflected in her dark eyes. My heart felt inexplicably.
She trembled, and the next second her hand was wrapped by another pair of hands, "Feng'er, do you think they are very happy?"
I turned around and looked at the scattered crowds, and said quietly, "They are indeed happy to be with the people they love! Being named on the gold list, and having flowers and candles in the bridal chamber are all blessings in life. Among them, I think flowers and candles in the bridal chamber are the happiest, but the premise is
It’s the person you love.”
He held my hand and shook it, "Feng'er, where will your happiness be?"
I heard this and glanced at him, "I don't know. I used to think that only love was the most important thing in my life, but then I realized that it wasn't. There are many other things in life, such as family love and friendship."
,Ideal,,,Some things you think you have got, but you don’t actually have them, and when you think some people have been forgotten, it’s actually just that you paid less attention to them.” After saying this, he looked at me in surprise.
I must be a different person in his eyes.
I smiled charmingly, "Xiao Yifeng, do you think I'm like a monster?"
He shook his head and looked deep in thought, "No, I just think that your thoughts are very special and your personality is very different. You can tolerate it but always feel like you are about to explode. You are not very courageous and sometimes you are stubborn and helpless. You are sad but not stingy in giving."
In fact, if you want others to be happy and wish you well, you don’t have to pretend to be strong! After all, you are just a woman..." After saying that, you stared at me without blinking and held my hand a little tighter.
My body trembled, and my heart was slightly shaken... I couldn't believe that these words came out of his mouth. I looked at him doubtfully. This man was the one who refused to save me when we first met, and then treated me badly.
Xiao Yifeng, who is very suspicious? Few people can see clearly that under my cold appearance, I actually have a hot and fragile heart. They will only think that I am deliberately posturing, and I am too lazy to explain. Even Ziyang is here
When he mentioned his ex-girlfriend to me, he also said to me, "You are different, you are very strong." I don't know if this counts as giving me a vaccination in advance!
"Wrong, both men and women should be strong. Only when you are strong, others will not be able to hurt you. In our country, many women are better than men. They rely on themselves and do not rely on others. That kind of life begins
It may be difficult, but it will definitely be colorful!" Being shaken in my heart and accepting other people's ideas are two different things. I am no longer the Bai Xuelin who thought others could rely on me... Many things, many things, after that
It’s already different.
"Is there such a place? Feng'er, I'm curious, what is the hometown where you grew up like..." His eyes shone with excitement and curiosity.
"The world is so big and full of wonders. In fact, if you lived in my time, you would realize how insignificant people are, and you would no longer think that I am special, because in my hometown, there are people like me and even people better than me.
It's everywhere," I said softly.
"In your era? What do you mean?" Xiao Yifeng looked at me doubtfully.
"Um...you heard wrong, I meant my country...haha" I got carried away again! Suddenly I remembered the purpose of my coming out today. Oh no, I wanted to leave today by coming out, but now everyone has dispersed.
It's almost over... I looked up at the bright moonlight, and it was all the moon's fault!
Looking at the branches with young leaves growing on the roadside, I was a little annoyed thinking about going back. I hoped that if some special accident happened now, I would have a chance to escape, but it was a pity that God did not hear my prayer.
Suddenly, Xiao Yifeng turned her face towards her and shouted, "Feng'er, what are you thinking about? I asked you questions and you ignored me?"
"Ah, I didn't think about anything...what did you ask me?" I definitely couldn't say that I was thinking about how to leave you.
"I asked you where else you want to go, and I'll go with you." His tone became gentle again.
I looked up and looked around, "Is there anything else interesting?"
"Follow me." He grabbed my hand and walked to the carriage without waiting for me to respond. Then he took off the reins, hugged me onto the horse, and followed me up.
I don't know how long I walked, and I fell asleep in Xiao Yifeng's arms. When I woke up, we were outside the city, and it was already bright.
My eyes were once again struck by the vision in front of me.
The mountain stands in front of you, with lush vegetation and clusters of filaments. The mountain is covered with clouds and mist, and the peaks are looming in the curling clouds and smoke, making it even more majestic and steep, making people feel that it is mysterious and beautiful, noble and cold. At the foot of the mountains there are
A lake, the color of the lake is a beautiful gem-like blue, just like the beautiful sea on the plateau.
Looking at the lake and mountains, I can only see the rugged dark green mountains, the lush and shaded trees all over the mountains, the vast blue sky, and a few misty clouds, which just constitute an elegant and interesting light ink landscape painting.
I opened my arms and wanted to embrace this beautiful nature into my arms! It felt so good. I turned to Xiao Yifeng and said, "It's so beautiful here..."
Xiao Yifeng's slightly tired face was full of smile, and I couldn't take my eyes off it. "I knew you would like it here. My mother-in-law passed away when I was born. I have never seen her, and I don't know what she looks like."
?I was brought up by the current queen. I was still very young at that time and lived in the palace. When I was in a bad mood, I often left the palace and came here alone. After staying for a while, my mood became very calm..."
As he spoke, his voice became smaller and smaller, becoming more and more sad.
I looked at him, feeling a little sour in my heart. He was just a child at that time! I walked up to him and held his hand. "Maybe it was your mother-in-law who brought you to this place in the dark. She wanted you to
Live happily! Just like this nature, calm and peaceful! There is a saying in our hometown that the death of relatives is actually just that they have gone to a better and happier place! So the living people should be happy, not
Sad..." I know that such words are terrible, but I can't find any better words to comfort him. Facing Xiao Yifeng who is so sad, I feel a little sad, he should laugh more often!
He suddenly hugged me tightly in his arms, his deep voice trembling a little, "Feng'er, can you stay by my side? I have never been so worried about anyone or anything until I was twenty-four years old. Only you.
, makes me feel like I can’t catch you. I don’t worry about trapping you in the palace. I have to see you every day to feel at ease. I’m afraid that one day I wake up and you are gone... Feng’er, I really want to keep you by my side.
!”
I forgot to reflect, and looked at him like a fool, with some inexplicable emotions in my heart...