After eating, I stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window and looked out at the green grass illuminated by the light. From this angle, it looked a little dew, and the feeling of tranquility and loneliness spread around me.
It's that feeling...
My parents, my sister, my brother-in-law, and my brother were chatting in the garden. They looked very happy, but I couldn’t participate in this kind of happiness. I hated this feeling, as if I had nothing to do with this place, this home, or even this world.
Out of place.
Like a shadow, but I obviously grew up under the sun.
I turned around and walked into the house, and came to my personal space. It was filled with all my things, a piano, a violin, a bookshelf filled with books of various types, a desk, and a computer.
It seems a bit uncoordinated. I can definitely find another room as a study, but I don’t like my place to have the smell of others, so I stubbornly put all my things in the same room and keep them locked when I’m not there.
of.
Sitting in front of the piano, I put my hands on the keys and knocked out a few notes intermittently.
At this time, I heard the servant call "Miss Fourth, your phone number"
"Oh, bring me upstairs!"
Entered the bedroom and picked up the phone, "Hello, who's there?"
A friend's high-decibel voice came over the phone: "Hey, woman, why do you always leave messages when I call your phone? Are you going to make it today? You promised to come to pick someone up, but come here and I'll cook your dog and eat it."
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"Today is the rare time I come back. The phone may be out of battery. How about I go there early tomorrow? I'm afraid my mother will nag me again if I go out now."
"No, if you don't come over, you won't even be able to see a hair on the dog tomorrow! Do you have to do it yourself?"
There was a blind tone on the phone, I was depressed, no matter what day it was, everyone hung up the phone before I finished speaking, being out of character!
I had no other choice, so I got up and went to the closet to get a set of clothes to change, then picked up my bag and walked to the garden.
My parents were eating fruit, and they saw me coming over. "Linlin, come and eat together. I just asked someone to bring some up, didn't you see?"
"Mom and Dad, I have something to do. I'm going out for a while. I might not be back tonight, so I'll just rest over there."
"Are you going out so late? Can't you go tomorrow morning?" Mom asked a little worried.
"It's an emergency, don't worry! I've been so independent since I was a child, it'll be fine."
"Then ask your brother to give it to you!" Mom still felt uneasy.
It looked like he couldn't put it down, "Okay!" He turned around and smiled at his brother, "Sorry to trouble you, second brother."
The second brother stood up and touched my head, "Wait until I get off, and I'll go change my clothes."
Sitting in the car, I turned on my mobile phone and looked at the metasequoia trees passing by on the roadside. I was drawn to the old man by the moonlight. Because our family lives in a villa area halfway up the mountain, there is still a long way to the city. It is really difficult without a car.
It's not very convenient.
When we got to the city, I didn't ask my brother to continue seeing me off. I got off the bus at a busy intersection. I was inevitably scolded a few times before I got off... I really felt that it was unfair to be a junior.
So there was a time when I really hoped to have a younger brother or younger sister, so that I could have a high profile and "educate" him or her as an older sister. Unfortunately, this dream has long since been shattered!
I flagged down the car, got in, and said "Liu Li Night" to the driver. The driver raised his eyes and glanced at me in the mirror. Maybe he thought it was pleasing to the eye! He didn't say anything.
I knew that he must have thought that I was some shabby girl, but seeing that I was not dressed the same way, he didn't look at me with such disdain.
To be honest, I used to be disgusted with girls like that and thought they had no self-esteem. But as time went by, I began to change my mind. I think girls like that actually have more self-esteem than those who live dependent on others.
It is said that they are much stronger, although they are not very glorious and are not recognized by the world.
Opening the phone, pressing the keypad, "Hey, I'm almost at the door. Which area are you in?"
"How long do you have before you arrive? I'll pick you up at the door!"
"Then you can come out," I said while paying the driver.
When I closed the car door, I saw my friend running out of it as if his clothes were on fire, which shocked me.
"Woman, are you being hunted?"
Chen Mengxi is a carefree girl with short hair and a straightforward personality. Because of this, we have become good friends. I don’t like to associate with scheming people. I yearn for simplicity.
"Oh, no, they are playing games inside right now. I'm afraid I'll miss them! Let's go in quickly!"
Looking at her nymphomaniac behavior, I had some doubts about whether it was the right choice for me to be friends with her, because several times, she embarrassed me by following her because of her nymphomaniac behavior.
For this reason, he once said harshly: Next time you go out on the street, don’t come to me unless you have to! Even if you see me on the street, pretend you don’t know me!
She dragged her into the bar. This bar wasn't very noisy. It had very warm music. It was suitable for men and women in love to come on a date. The soft lights and some light music made people feel drowsy.
Intoxication. In fact, what is special about this bar is that everything here, including the bar counter, lighting, tables, vases, stools, wine glasses, and even ashtrays, are made of colored glass. Only the private rooms are equipped with sofas, so usually
All the people who come in and out of here are wealthy people, and this bar is famous for this.
Apart from music, the only thing I am interested in are books and writing. My classmates who know me well say that I should be in the Chinese department, but I am studying economics... It seems like a joke! But I have not left music behind, which is right.
own compensation.
As soon as I was dragged to the door of the box, before I was mentally prepared, the little woman pushed me in, causing me to almost fall.
"Our Miss Bai is finally here. She is late. What do you think we should do?"
I immediately wanted to kill her with my eyes, because she knew that I didn’t drink much. In addition to being a poor drinker, the other reason was that I didn’t like wine. I only drank one or two glasses of red wine occasionally when I was upset.
A hand reached out to support me and said, "Are you okay?" The voice was magnetic.
I raised my head and looked at the speaker, "Chen Xian... are you back? Today they said that a former classmate is coming back, and they are talking about you!"
"Yeah! Why aren't you happy to see me back? Oh! I wanted to come back and give you a surprise, but it's a pity that someone didn't give you much face! I almost didn't see anyone!" After saying that, he looked at me with that sad look.
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I couldn't resist, "Don't... don't. I'm wrong. Wouldn't it be okay if I had known that it was you, a handsome guy, who came back from the other side of the ocean? No matter how busy this little girl is, she still has to come and see you!"
He looked at me "Really?"
"Cooked... I've never been a drinker. I'll punish myself with three drinks for this, okay? Don't stare at me like that. My hair is about to stand on end."
I picked up the cup and took a sip. I spit it out in a hurry. Pure? Vodka? I'm sweating! This wine is the worst for me!
Chen Mengxi made a fuss with those boys again, saying that I was cheating and would be fined a drink. If you continue to punish me like this, I won't go back.
I simply pinched my nose and drank all three glasses of wine. After drinking, I immediately searched for the shadow of water on the table, and a glass was handed to me immediately.
"Thank you" I said vaguely while drinking water.
"Oh, you are still so considerate. It's a pity that you are not so considerate to everyone. Chen Xian, are you still trying to take advantage of our sister Lin?"
I don’t know who the hell said this sentence. I coughed up the water before I could swallow it. I looked so embarrassed!
She glanced around with a glare, "Who is not afraid of death, making fun of me?" No one came forward, so he turned and went to the bathroom.
When I got out of the door, when the door was closed, I saw the morning guard looking at me with a hurt expression. I immediately turned around and ran to the bathroom.
I was running too fast and bumped into a person. That person was wearing something on his wrist. I swept my hand across his wrist and felt a little pain from being pricked, but I didn't pay much attention to it.
He said "I'm sorry" and continued to run to the bathroom.
I didn’t see that after I left, the man pulled up his clothes and exposed something like a bracelet on his wrist. There was blood on it. The blood did not drip down but circled around the chain and stopped at the dark emerald stone, but "
He was sucked in with a swoosh, and the stone glowed with a faint light.
Man, the corners of his mouth turn up.
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I didn't know whether it was because I drank alcohol or something, but I felt dizzy, so I wanted to go home.
I felt embarrassed that I wanted to leave as soon as I arrived, so I promised that I would invite them to have a picnic and barbecue tomorrow, and they naturally let me go.
Before I left, only Meng Xi and Chen Jian, two of the more conscientious people, came out to see me off. Chen Jian had to send me back, but today he was the protagonist and if he left, everyone would be disappointed. So I insisted not to let him see me off, and went to pick me up myself.
car home.
I felt groggy as soon as I got in the car. I began to think that the wine today was a bit too strong. No matter how bad I drank, I wouldn't have collapsed after just three drinks. While thinking about it all the way, I lost my mind.