It has been five days since I woke up that day. I wonder if God is also feeling sorry for me. The first rain of spring came yesterday.
I became silent, which made me, who didn't talk much, even quieter. I always stood by the window and looked outside in a daze, sometimes for a long time... As for what I was looking at? I didn't know myself.
I looked at the intertwined silk threads under the eaves and fell into the soil. The smoke-like rain curtain blurred my sight. Gradually, the rain became lighter, and the raindrops continued to fall like broken pearls.
In the puddle, small flowers bloomed and beautiful water lines appeared: they were like happy elves dancing in the air.
The drizzle was falling, so I held up an umbrella and walked on the path moistened by the drizzle, with the same rhythm as the rain. My feet felt comfortable and my heart felt comfortable. The patter of rain fell on the umbrella.
on the umbrella, sliding gently along the umbrella surface, one drop, two drops——
Prince Binh Xian's Palace is very large. It has a lake just like the former Prince Binhjian's Palace. There is a kapok tree on the left side of the lake. Now it is the blooming season, orange or orange-red, standing on the branches. It is very beautiful! I once
I have been to Guangxi and have seen this kind of tree. People there said that this kind of tree blooms first and then leaves, and its flowers can also be used as medicine. I thought it was very special at the time.
On the right side of the lake are several winding corridors, and at the end of the corridor is a pavilion. Several arch bridges crisscrossing from the Kapok side extend from the lake. From a distance, they look a bit like terraced fields... When the setting sun shines, it is very beautiful.
beautiful!
I stood in the pavilion and stretched out my hand to catch the water drops outside. Watching them fall into my hands and then into the lake, my heart sank!
"Feng Qing, you are not in good health. Why did you come out again and play in the water... I wonder if it is still very cold in spring this early?" The platycodon man started nagging like an old lady before he entered the pavilion. I have been talking about it these days.
We are all used to it.
"Platycodon, do you know? There are several ways to say rain in our country. Some people say that rain is the envoy of spring, nourishing the land, flowers, trees, and crops, so it is great. Others say that it rains because of angels.
I am sad, and the falling rain is the tears shed by angels..."
"Feng Qing, you have become less energetic. It seems that what you say now is sentimental or silent. I am really worried about you, but I can't help you. Prince Xian said that only you can help.
Yourself..." Kikyo gently put a coat on my shoulders and sighed helplessly.
I miss the piano in the 21st century so much. When I don’t know how to express my feelings, I like to shut myself in the room and play the music I like, once, twice,,,,
Here I am afraid that I am becoming less and less like myself. Just like what Platycodon said, I am becoming less and less energetic. In the past, no matter how sad I was, I would hold my head high in front of others, but now I just want to hide myself.
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"Platycodon, go get the flute that Xiao Yichen gave me. I suddenly want to play it." My only pastime in the past few days is to learn the flute. Maybe I have a musical foundation and it is not difficult to learn. Xiao Yichen was happy
So he gave me the flute he carried with him, thinking that I knew how to play an instrument in ancient times, so I would keep it as a souvenir!
Platycodon was about to retort, but seeing that I was just staring at the lake in a daze, she turned around and left the pavilion.
I will definitely be happy...if not for myself, but also for those of you who are worried about me, I promise!
There were footsteps coming from far away. I turned around and stretched out my hand, "Excuse me, please bring it to me..." Both the person and I were stunned. It was someone I didn't expect - Yuan Zhiyou?
Since that drunken moment, she and I haven't spoken much, and her attitude towards me has become much colder... She came to me today, I don't know why? She should be regarded as the Crown Princess now, and I have also left the Crown Prince.
Mansion, is it possible that she wants to settle accounts after the fall?
I coughed softly and said, "I wonder if the future princess will come to see a common girl in the rain and give her advice."
She closed her umbrella unnaturally and sat down on the stone bench in the pavilion. "Sister Feng Qing, we are so unfamiliar with each other. I heard that you were sick, so I came to see you... Also... Brother Feng, he is very
I miss you... I hope you can come back home..." She hesitated for a long time before finishing these words.
When I suddenly heard her mention that person, my heart still hurt a little.
"I bother the prince to worry about you, and the daughter of the people is flattered. In the past, the women of the people had to push themselves to the top, but now Nanke has finally woken up from a dream, and the women of the people have self-awareness." I looked at Yuan Zhiyou with an expressionless face. If she hadn't come to give me the gift that time,
When I give gifts, maybe in my eyes she is still the innocent lady of the world, but now I definitely don't think of her that way. She shows her generosity again and again, and I seem to have turned into a beggar who is being given alms. I don't feel like it.
I really think she would allow a woman to compete with her for her husband, especially when her husband is nice to that woman in front of her.
Yuan Zhiyou opened her mouth to say something, but didn't. But I saw that her expression was not as nervous as when she came. I snorted in my heart, hypocritical woman! Suddenly I thought that Luo Yiran was going to marry her together.
Xiao Yifeng, given Luo Yiran's temper, he will definitely suffer a loss?
"I don't understand the thoughts of you harem women, and I will tell you clearly that I will no longer have any thoughts about the prince. You have got what you want, whether it is status or his person... Now
I just want to remind you: leave more escape routes for others, and she will still not be your enemy. You have to be merciful and merciful...If there is nothing else, please come back!"
Yuan Zhiyou stood up and looked at me in surprise, and yelled at me angrily, "I don't understand what you are saying? Princess Yiran and I serve the same husband. Although we are concubines, our status is equally noble. How could I do anything to her?"
I came to see you with good intentions, but you don’t know what is good or bad..."
I glanced at her, "I'm just warning you, although the Fog Country is not as prosperous as the Ice Country, it is still a country. Don't be unable to deal with the outcome. And you don't need to pretend to be such a virtuous and virtuous person in front of me.
"Let's go! I don't want to watch you act." I saw a flash of panic on her face, and I said that for this reason, if she was really smart, she would know what to do.
The mask was torn, and staying any longer would only make her more embarrassed. She picked up the umbrella, glared at me fiercely, and walked away with her sleeves thrown away.
I turned around and looked at the lake again. The rain had almost stopped now, but my heart could not calm down like the lake after the rain. I looked up at the clean sky, "You can come out now. I have been eavesdropping for so long.
Aren’t you tired?”
"Feng Qing... did you know I was coming?" Platycodon grandiflorum walked out of the flowers next to the pavilion and asked in surprise.
I lowered my head and turned to look at her, "Jikyong, you have been with me for a long time. I can smell the fragrance on your body and the sound of your walking. You should know martial arts, right? You walk faster than other maids."
Although you try your best to hide your frivolity, some flaws will eventually appear after we have been together for a long time."
"I...I..." Kikyo looked at me with trouble on his face, hesitating and speechless.
I also know that since she concealed her identity and sneaked into Xiao Yifeng's house, her identity must be unusual, but I don't want to ask anything about him anymore.
"Don't tell me who you are? I don't want to know why you entered the Prince's Mansion? In my heart, you are just my friend - Platycodon grandiflorum. No one is born a bad person, so I don't regard you as a bad person, no matter what
Why did you hide it from me? I believe you have your own reasons. Now I have something to ask you. If it is convenient for you, just pay attention to it for me. If it is inconvenient, there is no way to prevent it. "
When Kikyo heard what I said, her expression relaxed and she looked at me emotionally, "Feng Qing, do you still regard me as a friend? Just tell me, as long as I can do it, I will never postpone it."
"I'm about to leave here. You also heard the conversation I had with Yuan Zhiyou just now. She is not a simple person. I'm worried that Yi Yi, not being able to marry Xiao Yichen as she wished has made her very sad. I'm afraid
She will suffer a loss. After you return home, if you can, take care of her!" I took the flute from Platycodon's hand, leaned against the pavilion pillar and started blowing.
Platycodon looked at me with sad eyes, "Feng Qing, do you really want to leave the prince? Don't you love him very much?"
I didn't answer her words and just started playing "Original Scenery of My Hometown"
What can I do if I don't leave, and really become one of those three thousand fans? I can't do it.
His feelings are too crowded——
Why do feelings have to be in opposition to rights?
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I don’t know if they made an appointment today. Just after Yuan Zhiyou left for a while, Luo Zixuan, Luo Yiran, and Yun Xiao also came to see me. When they came, I was playing the flute with my eyes closed, until they clapped my hands.
Only then did I know they were coming.
"Feng Qing, I really make some new discoveries every time I see you!" Luo Zixuan teased with a smile.
After that palace banquet, everyone was not very happy, especially Luo Yiran. After all, she was a child who had been pampered since she was a child. It was difficult for her to accept the arrangement of her status for a while.
I put on a bitter smile, "Did I learn this from Yichen Xian? Just to pass the time..."
"Sister Feng Qing..." Before I could finish my words, Luo Yiran cried and ran over to hug me. I haven't been in good health during this period and was almost knocked down by her. I put my arm around her shoulders and comforted her, "
Still, I know you are sad, but you once told Sister Feng Qing that you have grown up and are no longer a child, so you should learn to do things that adults should do, such as accepting and facing reality..."
My heart also hurts, but can her identity allow her to escape? Now unless Xiao Yifeng goes to ask the emperor himself, there is nothing we can do? But that person cares about rights so much, if he is willing to relax even a little bit
, it would not lead to the current situation... the love between the royal family is really as light as water.
"Sister Feng Qing, are you sad?" Luo Yiran raised his tearful face and asked me with sobs.
I touched her hair and smiled, "Would you believe me if I said I'm not sad? But Sister Fengqing will only make herself sad for a while. Look, isn't Sister Fengqing standing in front of you very well now?"
"Okay, don't cry. I'm going to be a bride in a few days. It won't be beautiful if I cry anymore." I stretched out my hand to wipe away the tears on her face, but she cried even harder. I was speechless for a moment.
After a while, Luo Zixuan said, "Yiran, stop hugging Feng Qing all the time. She's not well yet and she can't stand your torment."
Xiao Yichen, who was standing next to me, reacted after hearing this, walked over and asked me worriedly, "Are you feeling uncomfortable somewhere?"
Luo Yiran looked at Xiao Yichen and let go of me with a sad expression. I glared at Xiao Yichen reproachfully.