The morning wind, which had not yet wiped away the chill of the night, blew on my body, making my heart feel chilly.
I sat in front of the window, staring blankly into the distance. The arm on my chin had long been numb and had lost consciousness, but I didn't care at all.
Should I tell Yichen? Or should we just leave now?
The door was gently pushed open, and a familiar smell floated into my nose. Suddenly I turned around and saw Xiao Yichen, with a gentle smile, dressed in crescent-white clothes, with a bag on his shoulder and a bag in his hand.
A shining silver sword - it made my eyes feel dizzy, so unreal... I ran towards him and hugged him tightly... I thought silently in my heart: Yichen, you have to hurry up
Click back!
Xiao Yichen was frightened by my sudden hug, and seemed to feel my nervousness. He stretched out his hand and hugged me tightly, "Lin'er, what's wrong with you?"
I shook my head in his arms and said muffledly: "It's okay, I'm just afraid I'll miss you...Yichen, you have to come back soon! Let's leave as soon as you come back, okay?" I seemed to be hoping more and more that we could
Something to be certain about our future!
Xiao Yichen just hugged me tightly and said nothing. His silence made me even more panicked. I pulled out of his arms and looked at him, stubbornly asking him to speak.
He gently smoothed down my wind-blown hair. When he touched my face, which was cold, he twisted his eyebrows. There was reproach in his voice but even more distress, "Lin'er, you're disobedient and didn't take good care of me."
Go to bed, have you got some air?" He turned around and went to the inner room to get a coat and put it on me. "When I'm not here, you can't be willful. You have to eat well, sleep well, and wait for me to come back..."
The mist in my eyes became heavier and heavier, and I wanted to say: Yichen, let's leave now! Don't worry about those things.
He looked at the mist in my eyes and panicked a little, "I won't tell you, Lin'er, don't cry..."
I lay in his arms and cried for the first time. I didn't know what I was worried about. I just couldn't feel at ease.
He raised his teary eyes and asked, "Yichen, how long will you be leaving?"
He smiled happily, stretched out his slender fingers to wipe away the tears on my face, "You fool, you can't bear to leave me!" He hugged me and sat on his lap, and whispered in my ear: "I promise soon...
Be back soon...be back soon..."
I raised my head and pressed my lips to his - as long as you promise, no more words are needed! Remember you said it quickly, soon, soon...
Xiao Yichen was a little stunned, and soon responded to me like fire. From his kiss, I also felt too much uneasiness and nervousness that was as nervous as mine.
Xiao Yichen looked at the woman in his arms, why would I want to leave you... even for a second! But there are some things I have to deal with, and I can't take you with me. If the emperor finds you... we can't be safe.
Leaving! Tightening my arms and kissing her hair - I will definitely be back soon!
This night, I had a dream all night, and the dream was full of Xiao Yifeng, Yunxiao and some vague figures! When I woke up, I had a feeling of betrayal, which made me very uncomfortable.
Looking at the slightly white sky, when did I become so timid and worried about gains and losses...
In the afternoon, the sun is shining brightly.
Because of my foot injury, I couldn't go soaking in the sea anymore, so I could only watch from a distance. The ice and snow were getting bigger and bigger. I was picked up by Bai Wanqing a while ago and kept for a while. When he was brought back, he gained a lot of weight. I watched him gain weight.
Fat body, sad face - if you don’t lose weight, I guess I won’t be able to find your in-laws!
Yichen, I've only been gone for two days and one night! Why do I feel like I've been gone for a long time...
I squinted my eyes to look at the falling clouds that were nostalgic for the world - it would take several days like this before Yichen would come back!
Bingxue seemed to sense my low mood, lying next to me, very quiet. I reached out and rubbed its ears, "Bingxue, when your father comes back, we will find a place to live together, and then find you a boyfriend."
,OK?"
Bingxue's ears perked up, and it raised its head, looking at me expectantly and confusedly.
The bright moon is in the sky, bright and bright, but my heart is shrouded in darkness, confused and lost!
"Maybe only he can give you the life you want!" A voice suddenly sounded behind me, and I frowned. Why is it so lively at night recently?
"Indeed." I didn't look back, but Bingxue poked his head out of my arms and took a look, as if he was examining a suspect.
"Xiao Yifeng broke your heart when you left... After I came here, I thought I would have a chance, but I was wrong, because of my status as the prince - I would never have a chance? Right?
Otherwise, you would not have left Xiao Yifeng at that time..." Luo Zixuan's star-like eyes were locked on my face.
I don't refute what he said, nor do I agree with "It's not entirely true. The relationship between me and him is like lightning, and it goes as quickly as it comes... When I want to treat him well, he proves that my seriousness is unnecessary and I don't."
Love is muddled, and you will love it when you love it. You will also face ups and downs when you lose it! If you fall down and can't stand up - that's not me Bai Xuelin!"
There was a layer of mist in the night, and everything became hazy and unreal!
I gathered my coat and continued: "There is only one reason why we separated his identity, and it is not the main reason. The main reason is that the relationship between us is not deep enough. I don't mind that he is obsessed with power, but I mind that he uses
Love in exchange for rights... In fact, if he had given up on holding that wedding, maybe we wouldn't be what we are today. His relationship is too fraternal and has to be divided into many parts. I'm worried that by the time it gets to me, there will be only air left..."
He looked up at the clear moon, "Maybe I'm too greedy, maybe I'm not confident enough. After all, I have nothing to show off. I told him: You may say you love me the most, but you can't just love me... Look.
It’s very thorough! Didn’t he marry several women related to power in the past year or so... I just fulfilled his dreams in a timely manner..."
Luo Zixuan looked at the woman beside him bitterly: She has always been different, but she didn't expect to treat love so differently! She loves more than just love...so let go...should I say she is strong or cowardly! And he has no chance.
Bar!
The erratic voice couldn't tell whether it was joy or sadness. "Do you hate him for choosing rights and giving up on you?"
"No, breaking up is not about who betrayed the other, it's just that two people with no fault fell in love when they chose the wrong person."
Facing the moon, I smiled the most beautiful smile, and I felt much more relaxed.
"He never gave up looking for you, and even married several women, all because they were similar to you..." Luo Zixuan seemed to be talking to himself or narrating.
"That's his thing... maybe he will never learn to let go, and the only thing I can do is to choose to leave. Because birds shouldn't love fish in the water." I said calmly, it turned out
The feeling of relief is so relaxed, I no longer feel like I am a person with secrets... so good!
Luo Zixuan heard what I said and looked at me blankly, "Are you planning to leave here?"
I smiled and said, "It's not me, it's me and Yichen. He and I are suitable for living the lives of leisurely clouds and wild cranes."
Luo Zixuan cast his eyes towards the dark night and said no more.
I suddenly looked at him and asked, "Have you and Yun Xiao been together these days?"
He looked at me doubtfully and said: "I went to the Ice Country a few days ago and still had a miscarriage... Yunxiao didn't come with me, what's wrong?"
I was startled and grabbed Luo Zixuan's clothes, "What did you say? You still had a miscarriage? What's going on?" The face of that innocent woman like an elf seemed to appear in front of me... There was a slight pain in my heart... In such an environment
Next, are you still as happy as before? Why didn't he protect you?
Luo Zixuan's face was filled with sadness and heaviness. He must also feel sorry for his sister!
Silence, suffocating silence!
After a while, Luo Zixuan spoke again, with a tone full of helplessness, "Maybe being born into the royal family... destined her to such a fate!" After that, he stood up and left.
I also stood up and said calmly: "Zixuan, don't be so pessimistic, there will always be a good day... I am lucky to be your friend! Also, don't trust anyone too easily..."
He turned around and gave me a complicated look, nodded and left.
I looked at the empty night - is autumn really a sad season?