It was so quiet that even the sound of breathing became cautious.
Two men, one in white and one in purple, looked at each other with gloomy eyes. Each held my hand, showing an aura of determination to win.
After much hindsight, I finally realized why the two situations happened today were all because of the gloomy-looking man next to me—Xiao Yifeng.
I looked at these two men with similar facial features and felt a little powerless.
"Well, um, my sister-in-law must be a little tired after running around all day today. If the prince has something to do, can we talk about it tomorrow?" Bai Lengyi is the eldest in our group, so of course he can't help but notice this undercurrent.
"Yes! Yifeng, you haven't rested for several days. Have a good rest today and we'll talk about anything tomorrow." Luo Zixuan smiled and walked over and patted Xiao Yifeng on the shoulder, his eyes falling on me. "Besides,
If you don’t take a break, won’t you let her take a break?”
Hearing this, Xiao Yifeng looked towards me, but did not let go of her hand. She turned her eyes, looked at Xiao Yichen's hand holding mine, and said coldly, "Let's let go at the same time."
Xiao Yichen didn't look at him, but looked down at me, and finally let go of her hand in distress.
"Feng'er..." Xiao Yifeng said hesitantly.
"I'm very sleepy today. I'm going to rest first." I interrupted him without looking at his face. Zibai Lengyi took the ice and snow in his hand and turned around and walked towards Yinge Pavilion.
"Lin'er, I'll send you there..."
"Feng'er, I'll send you there..."
Behind me, there were two voices, two different names, but the same expectation. I turned around and looked at the two men, one I loved before, and the other I love now. They were both so outstanding. Seeing them competing for me, I
I should have a sense of satisfied vanity and happiness, right? But why, I feel powerless!
With a faint smile, his voice drew an arc in the night, "I'll go back by myself."
Looking at the two handsome faces, full of disappointment, he said again: "Good night, Chen" An Ran turned around and couldn't see behind him. One face had changed color, and the other face showed joy.
I left very lightly, just like my mood. Now I should only be happy or sad for one person.
The cherry blossom forest is as quiet and familiar as ever.
But my mood is no longer calm. I finally understand what Xiao Yichen said today. If you see Brother Huang again, will you still be sad? I don't want to fight, but some people won't let go... and... I'm worried about losing you.
He knew it before he came back, or maybe he knew it when he saw the weird prince yesterday... He was worried but didn't tell me, and he smiled when I woke up!
Yichen, do you have no confidence in yourself, in me, or in the relationship between us?
When I saw Xiao Yifeng again, I was indeed surprised, but not sad. In fact, if the scene just now had not happened, I would have asked how you were doing.
It seems that I have let go, but he has not. Luo Zixuan did not lie to me...but I hope he did.
The petals fell on my shoulders, and I asked, "Why are you still blooming so beautifully after the flower season?" It turns out that beautiful scenery will appear abrupt when it appears in an inappropriate season.
I think of Lin Daiyu in Dream of Red Mansions, who was sad because of the flowers dying. If she had been born in this country of fog, I wonder if she would be less melancholy!
The sound of barking ice and snow brought me back from my thoughts, but it also let the visitor know my location.
"Miss, someone asked me to send this." I looked at the unfamiliar maid and took the plain paper from her hand. In fact, I was unfamiliar with many of the maids and servants in this castle.
A few very brief words: I'll wait for you two hundred meters to the right of the pavilion in the cherry blossom forest. See you there or leave without signing. I frowned.
At this time, I shouldn't rush to see anyone, especially Xiao Yifeng! I wanted to ask the maid who asked her to send it, but when I looked up, no one was there.
Looking at the piece of plain paper, I hesitated in my heart. If it had been sent by Yichen and I hadn't gone, his temper would have stayed there all night.
The night is slowly flowing away.
Finally I stood up and decided to go to the guest room first to see if Xiao Yichen was in the room. If not, I would go to the appointment.
I didn’t know that Xiao Yichen also received a plain paper at the same time that I received that piece of paper, and Xiao Yifeng also received one. So when I saw the empty room, I naturally went there.
about.
A dark figure in the darkness turned and left, with a successful smile on his face.
The hazy night was covered with a hint of mist.
I vaguely saw a figure, so I lifted up my skirt and ran over without hesitation, but when I saw the person clearly, I stopped the car.
But he looked happy, "Feng'er, you are finally here."
I was stunned for a moment. Could it be that the piece of paper was not sent by Xiao Yichen? My first reaction was to turn around and leave.
He tightened his wrist and said, "You asked me to come, why don't you even want to say a word?"
I turned around and looked at him after hearing this, "You said I asked you to come?"
As if Xiao Yifeng wanted to prove what he said, he took out a piece of plain paper from his sleeve. Under the moonlight, I saw the same sentence written on it, but with an additional signature of Feng'er.
I had an intuition that something was wrong, so I looked at Xiao Yifeng doubtfully. He couldn't possibly ask someone to send me one, so he should write one for himself!
"I didn't ask you to come. I also received a piece of paper with the same words written on it, but without a signature." She broke away from his hand and took a step back, "I thought it was Yichen... Since it was a misunderstanding, then
I go first……"
"Don't you even want to see me now?" Xiao Yifeng interrupted me loudly, with hidden anger.
I looked into his eyes and said without blinking, "Yes."
"Are you...doing it for him?"
"yes."
"Are you trying to take revenge on me? So you didn't choose anyone but him?" Xiao Yifeng's eyes sparkled with two strings of flames.
I turned around and said calmly: "If you think so, you will feel more mentally balanced, I will not object."
Suddenly, a dark shadow covered me, but his tone became softer, "If you just want me to be sad and regret it, then you succeeded. I regretted it after you left, and I have never been happy for a day..." Grab the
I put my hand against his cheek, "Stop torturing each other, okay? Let's start from the beginning..."
I gently pulled my hand back, wanting to laugh, but I actually laughed. "In your eyes, what is emotion? Is it a multiple-choice question? Come back if you make a mistake? Or is it a bargaining chip?"
Xiao Yifeng was speechless by my sharp words.
"Yes, I once fell in love with you. I even thought about not minding Yuan Zhiyou's existence. After all, she was before me. Logically speaking, she should hate me... but you ignited my spark.
The fire was extinguished with a basin of water... Yuan Zhiyou had no choice but Luo Yiran had no choice... I know you are attached to power, but the only way to get it is to exchange it with your feelings?
If so, what percentage will I get? I am the most ordinary, I have nothing? I never stop you from getting what you want... Of course, I can't afford it, so I just let it go...
This is the last thing I can do!" It turns out that it will be painful to recount the memories again.
"No, I have never compared you with those... Feng'er, listen to me..." Xiao Yifeng excitedly hugged me into her arms.
I sneered: "Don't lie to yourself. If you hadn't... been offered the marriage at that time, you would have refused, because you know that you are still like a sister in my heart. Watching your sister marry the person you like, that kind of
I feel like you don’t want me to say that I’m very happy! And in the past year or so, you have married several concubines one after another, do you think you have no choice?”
Xiao Yifeng was shocked, "You know...but those people..."
"Not only do I know this, I also know that I am still pregnant with your child, but you failed to protect her and caused her to have a miscarriage..." I raised my head and looked at him fiercely, "Remember on the night of your wedding, I had
I said I hope you treat Yiran well... Now, is this how you treat her?"
"I...I..." Xiao Yichen couldn't pronounce any other sound below the single tone, and lowered his head, not looking at me.
Seeing him like this, I couldn't bear it. The lost child was his flesh and blood after all. Maybe he had also been heartbroken!
"It's useless to talk about it now. You should treat her well in the future!" I took off his hand on my shoulder and turned to leave.
"Feng'er, do you still love me?" Xiao Yifeng, held my hand.
I looked at the pale sky and said in a vague voice, "I don't love you... Now I love Yichen, the man who makes me feel bad."
"If I didn't choose that way, if I said I still love you now and am willing to give up for you...will you love me again?" The hand holding mine trembled slightly.
I opened my mouth lightly: "Yifeng, there is no if in this world..." I pulled away his hand and walked forward, then turned my head, "Besides, there is nothing you can give up for me? You won't be willing... so don't
Make a promise that will never be fulfilled..." His footsteps no longer stopped.
At this moment, I suddenly wanted to see Yichen...I really wanted to see Yichen...so walking turned into running...
Suddenly, a figure stood in front of me, held my face and sealed my lips. He was very domineering and crazy, and did not give me a chance to resist.
Xiao Yifeng gasped and looked at my red and swollen lips that were ravaged by him. He leaned close to my ear and said evilly: "I won't let go. I can afford such a promise." The voice was blown away by the morning wind, and
But I shuddered.
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Xiao Yichen looked at the two people hugging each other, tightened the plain paper in his hand, his fingers rattled, and then stretched out his hand, the plain paper had turned into pieces and scattered in the wind.
I covered my chest and squatted down - I really hoped it was just a dream.
Didn’t I give up enough for her? Didn’t I love her enough?
Looking at the moon that was about to disappear, he murmured: "Is it wrong to come back this time?"