"Ahem, cough, cough." The emperor was coughing badly. I picked up the tea on the table and handed it to him, using my hand to help him breathe, "Your Majesty, you'd better have a good rest! Don't talk too much."
The emperor waved his hand, looked at the tea I handed over, and gasped a little: "A dish every day, plus this cup of tea, is my life-saving talisman... cough cough"
I was shocked and stared at the tea cup in my hand. The emperor actually knew that the tea was poisonous and still drank it?
"Do you really want to ask me why I drank it even though I knew it was poisonous?" The emperor's breath calmed down a bit, and he reached out to take the tea.
I moved my hand slightly. I couldn't give it to others knowing it was poisonous. I couldn't hand a knife to someone who was about to die.
The emperor looked at my hand that was moving away and chuckled: "It's no use, it's already very late. There is no difference between drinking one more cup and one less cup..." After that, he looked at the pillars carved with flying dragons.
, the eyes seemed to penetrate the thick door and float to the sky, which gave me a slight illusion - the emperor seemed to feel very relaxed!
I don't know about the past, but from what the emperor said, he already knew he was wrong. Does the past really need to be repaid with life?
The emperor seemed to know what I was thinking, and he still looked ahead and said: "I met Li'er on the battlefield. She heard that Zijian was injured and came to see him in the army. She was very thin and very
Haggard, but still beautiful, standing in the wind and sand makes me lose my heart. Zijian is my best friend, and she is Zijian’s wife who was engaged since childhood...I...I know I shouldn’t, but I
I can't control my heart...
After Zijian recovered from her injury, he was worried that something might happen to her in the military camp, so he entrusted me to take her back to the imperial city. I agreed, and I would not let go of any possible opportunity... I ended up with Li'er because of my identity... Zijian
, I rushed back from the border gate day and night. When I saw me, I just said "treat her well" and left the imperial city that night and returned to the border gate. I never saw her once and didn't come back for several years... Li'er felt in her heart
She hates me, I know...it wasn't until she had Feng'er that she began to accept her fate. I had been on the throne for three years at that time.
Feng'er's birth made me happy but even more sad... Before I had time to put the crown on her, she left me... I knew it was God's punishment, punishing me for taking away the original
It's something that doesn't belong to me, so I can't keep it... In the next few days, I hugged Feng'er and guarded her every day. I wanted to let her go, but couldn't let go of Feng'er... Zijian, after knowing that she was dead, came back...
The look he looked at me was deeply painful, unfamiliar, and even filled with hatred!" When the emperor said this, he closed his eyes with a very painful expression.
I feel very complicated in my heart. Looking at this sad emperor, should I blame him or sympathize with him? He used his identity to steal his friend's wife... but it was because he really liked that woman... It must be a bad fate! He was mentioning it
This past incident did not use the name "I", but called myself "I" - maybe the emperor's ruthlessness was forced out!
It's just that the emperor was just sorry for the friend Zijian he mentioned. What does it have to do with his need to atone for his sins from the queen? After thinking deeply, he heard the emperor say: "Half a month later, I favored Yao Pian because I was drunk...
… Yao Pian is Li’er’s maid. When I see her sometimes, I often feel that Li’er has not left me yet. I named Yao Pian Jieyu, which is unprecedented for a maid with no identity.
After Li'er died, I no longer had the time to deal with the concubines. I only occasionally went to Yao Pian's place to sit and sit. She also offered to take Feng'er with me to raise me. I thought my life would go on like this from now on... But I didn't know.
, Two months later, the imperial doctor diagnosed Yao Pian to be pregnant... Zijian, who had not seen me for a long time, asked me to make Yao Pian my queen... I was very surprised at the time... After Yao Pian gave birth to Chen'er, I made her pregnant.
She became the queen. At the same time, she also said something to her: "I can make you the most powerful woman in the Bing Dynasty, but the position of prince can no longer be promised to you."
A few days after he was established, Zijian resigned and left. The distance between us became farther and farther, and we could no longer find the feeling of playing when we were children... I made him the Marquis of Yuanding, and promised that if he comes in the future
If he has a daughter, let his daughter be the next queen of my Ice Dynasty. This move is not only because of guilt in my heart, but also because I find that Zijian has more and more troops in his hands... This is the emperor that everyone envies.
Even one's best friend and the closest person must always be on guard... Ahem, "The corner of the emperor's lips pulled out a sarcastic smile, which made my heart hurt a little!"
It seems that not everyone is so happy being an emperor!
What I heard surprised me again. Concubine Xiao Yifeng’s childhood sweetheart was actually Marquis Yuan Ding? And Xiao Yichen’s mother, who is the current queen, was actually the maid of Concubine Xiao Yifeng? There seems to be something in this
There are inextricably linked...
I looked at the emperor blankly and said: "The years are gone, let it go! Maybe you will all feel relaxed..."
The emperor shook his head and said with a bitter smile: "I have also thought about it, but I can't let go of the reality - Chen'er, he is not my child..."
I trembled, Xiao Yichen is not the prince? Isn't he the queen... The emperor actually knew about it and didn't pursue it? Isn't this the greatest shame for an emperor?
"In order to take revenge on me, Zijian became so cruel that he even sacrificed his own flesh and blood..." The emperor's empty eyes flashed with deep pain. "Queen, you like him, and you came to me because of him...
…”
"Yichen, does he... know his life experience?" After a long while, I asked this sentence.
The emperor narrowed his eyes and said: "I don't think he knows. I believe the queen hasn't told him yet, otherwise Yichen's character will definitely cause some trouble. I think the queen wants to wait until I die before telling him...
…”
I closed my eyes and really regretted coming here today! After a while I asked again: "Does Yifeng know?"
"I will not tell Feng'er. If he knows this, I am afraid that Chen'er will not be able to survive in the world. I don't want to owe Zijian any more, so I will protect his son, but I will not allow others to harm Feng'er.
Son..." The emperor looked at me steadily.
I understood what he said, which meant that he would protect Xiao Yichen only if he did not harm Xiao Yifeng, otherwise he would get rid of him!
"Don't worry, I will leave here with Yichen..." I could only promise this.
The emperor looked at me with his dull eyes and said softly: "Actually, if you are with Feng'er, you will definitely be a good wife..."
I hurriedly said: "I can't force myself to do anything about my feelings. Yifeng and I are in the past." But don't really joke about it again, I will collapse. Today's blow was big enough.
The emperor smiled and said: "Don't worry, I don't want to force you..." I heard him say this and breathed a sigh of relief.
When I walked out of the Imperial Study Room, I was still in a state of digestion. What I heard today, I thought I should let it rot in my stomach, otherwise Yichen would be injured and even lose his life!
Xiao Yichen hasn't come to me yet, so he asked the eunuch to take me to Yunfeng Palace to find him. As soon as he arrived at the door, he heard an angry voice: "Chen'er... you, what do you want the Aijia to say about you?
?”
I was startled, the blow over there had just ended, where was the song coming from here? Suddenly, it flashed through my mind that the emperor just said that he no longer blamed the queen for doing anything wrong?
"Who is outside?" A cold voice floated out. As soon as we saw the flower, the man stood in front of us. The eunuch next to us hurriedly said: "Commander Fu, this is Miss Bai, here to see the wise king."
When I raised my head, everyone who came was stunned. I just looked at those cold eyes, which seemed a bit familiar! Suddenly my head was trembling - this person was the one who caused Xiao Yifeng and I to fall off the cliff in the Fog Country last time.
That man! A chill ran down my back - the man in black last time was from the Queen's faction? Fu felt confused again, why did the Queen's people want to kill me?
The man looked at me with disbelief in his eyes, as if he didn't expect that we were really not dead!
His voice attracted the attention of the people in the room, and the questioning voice from inside interrupted the exchange of glances, "Who is outside? Didn't I tell you not to disturb me?" It was the Queen's voice.
The commander-in-chief replied: "Go back to your Majesty, it's a girl who came to see the wise king."
"Lin'er, I'm sorry, I... my mother said something was wrong, but I haven't been able to get away... my father..." Xiao Yichen ran out of the hall after the commander's message, holding my hand, his eyes filled with tears.
All apologies.
I looked at him, thinking about it a thousand times, and said with a smile: "Your Majesty is very nice, I just had a casual chat. I know the Queen has something to do with you, so I came to see you, no need to say sorry."
Xiao Yichen looked at me and smiled. Regardless of the two people standing next to him, he lowered his head and said in my ear: "Lin'er, you are becoming more and more considerate..."
"Chen'er, since Miss Bai is here, bring her in and let the queen mother see you!" Xiao Yichen heard this and held my hand tightly. But he still led me in.
I don’t know what to think in my heart? I just found out that the queen sent people to kill Xiao Yifeng, and she seems to want to kill me? But she is Xiao Yichen’s mother, so I don’t know how to face her?
Entering the palace, I found that besides the queen, there were two other people in the palace, who turned out to be Marquis Yuan Ding and Prince Yuan.
What day is today? How come everything has come together? I feel like I am suffocating.