The bleak wind knocked on the bare branches, making a sad low whistle, shallow and quickly disappearing in the wind.
There is a thin layer of ice on the lake surface, and the wind can no longer blow in.
My heart is also frozen...
A sense of powerlessness surrounds me, and I wonder if I am too useless...Human nature here cannot be explained by the word kindness. At least there are too few kind people around me, and they all have some purpose.
To oneself and to others.
He picked up a paper crane that had faded due to the wind and sun, and whispered: "Was it a mistake for me to come here?"
"If it's a mistake, let it go to the end." A low voice floated into my ears with some stubbornness.
I looked back at the visitor without saying a word.
"It's cold, let's go back to the house and rest!" He gathered the fox fur on my body, and the messy hair brushed against my cheek, giving me a bit of coolness.
"Don't be nice to me, you will be sad..." I turned around and entered the room, and his hand froze in mid-air.
Xiao Yifeng, has changed since I woke up. It has made me overwhelmed, but I can't make my heart tremble anymore. Changing these words just because I know I am wrong will leave a shadow on my emotions.
This Garden of Thoughts is the same as before, even more beautiful than before, but it can no longer stay in my heart. Time can make people forget the pain of the past, but they can never allow themselves to start from the beginning after the pain.
I will worry about the next time the story repeats itself, and he will be wary of whether I am retaliating against him. How can two people like this be happy again?
"Can we really not forget the past?" He didn't chase her, he just stood there.
I stopped and didn't look back. He still didn't know how to love someone as before.
"Father did not issue an edict not to allow you to leave the city, it was me..."
I turned around stiffly, not angry, just sad, "Why?"
He clenched his hands into fists and hung them by his side, and said quietly: "I want to...use you to take revenge on the Queen...to contain Yichen..."
I thought about many possibilities, but never thought about this? Suddenly I thought of what he said again, and I was shocked, "Revenge against the Queen?"
He walked towards me slowly, looking at my confused expression, "I heard everything you said to my father that day when you entered the palace..." His eyes flashed, and he added: "Originally, I was afraid that you had seen it.
The empress father will know about Cheng Yang's false edict. With your character, you will definitely go to Yi Chen. I will let Cheng Yang wait for you outside the palace and then kidnap you and put you under house arrest... Who knows, Cheng Yang
What I brought back was you who was unconscious... I thought it was Cheng Yangxia's hand, but he said no... After that you didn't wake up for several days, and all the doctors in the imperial city couldn't find out the reason. Only then did I realize that I was very
I care about you, not to take advantage of you, but just to be afraid of losing..."
I'm a little funny. I never thought that Xiao Yifeng would actually think of using me. Do I have such a big role? Now I don't know how long I can live. Thinking of Yichen, my heart ached again, and I blinked my eyes.
, said sadly: "I can understand that you want to avenge your mother and concubine, but I still have to say, let it go if you can..."
I don’t want the grudges of the previous generation to hurt Yichen. He doesn’t know anything now? What if he knew that the father he respected since childhood and the elder brother he was close to were all fake, and all of them belonged to his mother, queen, and biological father?
Masterpiece... can it withstand it?
"Later Chengyang told me what happened about us in the past. After hearing it, I regretted it very much. I regretted how I could put such thoughts on you..." He seemed not to have heard what I said.
, and even reached out his hand to fiddle with my hair affectionately, "I will go and ask Father to promise you to me..."
"What? Are you going to ask the emperor to promise me to you?" I looked at him in disbelief, my voice echoing in the quiet courtyard.
"You were originally mine, but I lost you, and now I've found you again..."
"Is this why you trapped me in this yard?"
He was startled, "You can walk around the house as you like..."
"A cage is always a cage. No matter how big you make it, it's still a cage." I interrupted him coldly.
After such a long time, I thought Xiao Yifeng would grow up somewhat, but he is still as self-righteous as before. I really want to see Yichen, especially now that every time it gets dark, I don’t know if I will be able to see the sunshine tomorrow.
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"If you promise to marry me, I will let you out." His eyes locked on mine tightly.
"No..." Suddenly, there was a rush of blood in my heart. I covered my chest and held on to the door frame. I don't know what will happen to these red tears when they are poisonous, but every time I get excited, it feels like someone is putting something in my body.
Stirring. I vaguely remember that the hookah said that the real poison was when I shed red tears, so during this period I controlled my emotions to prevent myself from being too sad. I was a little greedy and wanted to wait until Yichen came back, even if it only allowed me to see him again.
He's not bad at all.
"What's wrong with you?" Xiao Yifeng held my cold hand and asked a little nervously.
I glanced at him, did I owe you Xiao Yifeng in my previous life or something? It doesn't matter if I was hurt by you once, but now your woman wants my life. I shook off his hand and said in a deep voice: "I'm a little tired.
Yes, Prince, please come back!"
"Don't lie to me, you look ugly?" He grabbed my shoulder and stared at me.
I sneered, "Prince, you really want to know?"
He looked at my sudden smile and was a little confused, "Say."
"Then go and ask your..."
"Brother Feng, Jie'er, you suddenly feel unwell. Come over and have a look!" A sudden voice interrupted me. I looked towards the source of the sound, and Yuan Zhiyou's figure came in from the door, followed by two maids.
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She saw a questioning look in my eyes, and I laughed secretly in my heart. She wanted to ask why I didn't help her! Why should I help you when you left me alone?
Xiao Yifeng held my hand stiffly and looked at Yuan Zhiyou, "What's going on? Have you called the doctor?"
I withdrew my hand without leaving any trace, and said calmly: "The prince should go and see the young prince!" His mother was at fault, but the child is innocent, I can still tell this clearly.
Xiao Yifeng looked at me, said, "Have a good rest, I'll come see you later." and left.
"The Crown Princess won't leave with the Crown Prince, is there something wrong?" I asked as I saw Yuan Zhiyou looking at Xiao Yifeng's back absentmindedly.
Yuan Zhiyou turned to look at me, walked into the house, and took the host position without any unnaturalness. Danfeng glanced at me and said, "The princess is really forgetful. Did she forget what she promised me?"
Sure enough, it was because of this. If she didn't come a few days ago, she probably thought I would go find her. When she saw that I didn't go, she couldn't hold back her anger.
"The Crown Princess is not sincere to others. I am not breaking the promise." I said it back unceremoniously. This is the truth. If she hadn't deliberately concealed it, Shu Mengyan might not have died because she was not the mastermind.
"What do you mean? Burning bridges across the river?" She stood up suddenly and stared at me with dark eyes.
I neither dodge nor dodge. What do I have to be afraid of now? "The Crown Princess understands what I mean... If you really don't understand, may I remind you again, Shu Yingyan?"
A trace of uneasiness flashed across Yuan Zhiyou's face, and he hesitated: "Concubine Ying? What's the matter with Concubine Ying?"
Seeing her artificial expression, I was really bored, so I raised my voice and said: "Stop acting, Shu Mengyan is just a scapegoat, Shu Yingyan..." I paused and looked at her, "Or is it the Crown Princess herself?
Mastermind, that’s right!”
"It's none of my business, it's Concubine Ying..." Yuan Zhiyou blurted out, but immediately fell silent.
I pulled on the fox fur that was slipping a little, "It doesn't matter who it is now. Someone has already died for this, and I won't pursue it anymore... Besides, such a young child would be very pitiful without a mother."
"You mean you won't help me?"
"Give me a reason why I have to help you?" I asked back. "You did it on purpose just now, right?" Or else she appeared just as I was about to say Concubine Ying's name?
Yuan Zhiyou's face turned pale and she didn't say anything. I chuckled, and there was no need to say anything. Since it was her first time to help Concubine Ying, Concubine Ying must have been bribed by her. Concubine Ying wanted to get rid of me, and she was probably eager to do so.
But what else can I do to help her before I die?
It was indeed a good plan, but I forgot that I am not a fool. Not looking into the past does not mean that I can let go and even help you. Looking at the scheming Yuan Zhiyou in front of me, I can almost think of Concubine Ying's future.
The end result is to seek skin from a tiger, haha!
My only hope now is to see Yichen again before I die...
Yichen, I wonder how you are? Thinking of Yichen, I hate the emperor a little bit. How could he be so cruel? I no longer think that one dish and one cup of tea is cruel.
Have I changed a bit, to think that I have such a thought? Haha! Yichen might not like me for being so cruel!