There was once an old saying that said: People who have no long-term worries must have immediate worries.
But now I feel that this sentence should be changed to: People who have long-term worries must have immediate worries.
Since I found out I was pregnant, I have been even more cautious, not wanting to be too happy or too sad, because I am not alone now. Bai Yijin persuaded me not to have this child, saying that it might shorten my life, but
But I insist on keeping him, because this is my and Xiao Yichen's child - since God chose this time to let him come, none of us have the right to kill him. As a mother, I may not
Competent, but unable to be selfish.
In the past ten days, Xiao Yichen's mood has become much more cheerful. He has a brighter future than I thought. He even thought of several names, both boys and girls. The smile on his face is like the moonlight that never gets tired.
Gentle and contented, with a sense of tranquility. This made me more certain that this child must stay, no matter how difficult it is... because he will bring the smile back to Yichen's face.
My hands touched the little clothes I had sewn clumsily, and a corner of my heart suddenly became soft. Although it seemed to be walking in a circle, in the end we still drew a circle, didn't we? Don't worry about drawing a circle.
What will be lost, at least, what will be gained - I am satisfied!
Facing the breeze, closing my eyes, listening to the wind passing through the bamboo forest is like listening to the sound of the waves, and my heart feels unusually calm.
It turns out that people have such a calmness after letting go of care, and even sadness becomes relaxed and comfortable.
There was a hint of the familiar smell of grass on my nose. Without opening my eyes, the corners of my lips raised. Unexpectedly, a pair of arms hugged me, "Lin'er, you are too cautious." He gave me a peck on the cheek.
I simply leaned the center of my body on him and said lazily: "Because I know it's you, so I don't need to be vigilant."
Xiao Yichen seemed very satisfied with my answer. He rested his chin on my shoulder and said in a tired voice, "Lin'er, I'm so nervous and looking forward to it..." He turned around and looked into my eyes.
, "In two days, Lin'er will be my bride, right?"
My slightly slender fingers touched his face. He asked this question several times every day almost since the day he said he wanted to get married, but the days were shortening day by day. "Well, there are still two days, Lin'er,
I’m going to be a dusty bride.” I always responded cooperatively.
He suddenly panicked and held my hand, "I'm sorry, Lin'er, I can't give you the best wedding, I can only organize it simply at Qingqingju..."
I covered his mouth in a funny way, held his hand and walked outside the house, looking at the stream, bamboo bridge, bamboo forest, mountains, sunshine... all these things that made me feel beautiful, I said with a smile but seriously
: "Chen, do you still remember the song "House of Love" I sang when I first saw this house?"
He locked his deep eyes on me, nodded, and I added: "Wealth and glory are not necessarily blessings, and birth, old age, illness, and death are not necessarily disasters. Life is a mood. When you feel that your love for mountains and rivers is too ordinary, many people are beyond your reach.
"When you stand high and proud of yourself with all your glory, others are distanced from you, because from now on they can only look up to you instead of standing side by side with you."
Leaning in his arms, smelling the familiar smell, she put her little hand into his big hand and said: "For me, what I want is a lover who knows each other, not a god to look up to! We are simple
People, so they should live a simple life..."
Xiao Yichen suddenly straightened my head, with a hint of tenderness in his eyes, "Lin'er, I understand what you mean... I will tell you the stories you like to hear every day from now on, and I will give you the house."
Let's arrange it..." I chuckled and said nothing. He is not stupid, and he doesn't have those delicate bad habits. It's just that he always wants to give me the best. But in my heart, seeing him every day is the best...
As soon as his thoughts changed, he raised his head and said, "Chen, can I teach you a song?"
"Okay." There was no hesitation at all, and the gentleness made me feel intoxicated and distressed.
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Red is a color that I have never liked very much. I think red is too enchanting, as bright red as blood and weird, so there is almost no red in my clothes.
Today, it was this diffuse red that gave my pale happiness a little color.
Red lanterns, red candles, red bed curtains, red quilts, and what I'm wearing - a red wedding dress.
The woman who looks like an elf in the mirror is none other than me. Tonight - I want to be as bright as a summer flower.
Hao Laruowu gently covered my head with thin red gauze, and the person in the mirror immediately became blurry.
"Sister-in-law, are you ready? It's an auspicious time..." Bai Wanqing fell silent the moment she saw me.
I chuckled, "Why, isn't sister beautiful today?"
Bai Wanqing opened her mouth and murmured: "If I were a man, I would be sad..."
Hao Laruowu smiled and waved his hand in front of her, "You should calm down as soon as possible! Be careful that Xiao Yichen throws you into the sea to feed the fish."
Bai Wanqing shook her head with regret, "Let's do it in the next life." She ran over and grabbed my hand and said, "Sister Lin, please remember to promise me your next life!" Her two black eyes moved up and down, which was very funny.
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"Go, go, go, what are you kidding about? Didn't you just say that it's an auspicious time? Are the princes and the others ready?" Hao Laruowu pulled Bai Wanqing aside like a chicken and checked again.
Is there anything else wrong with me?
Just as Bai Wanqing was about to speak, Bai Yijin's cynical voice sounded: "Excuse me, the young lady inside is ready."
Hao Laruowu rolled her eyes toward the door, and was about to say something. Bai Lengyi's cold voice sounded: "Yijin, don't fool around." Upon hearing this voice, Hao Laruowu hurriedly ran to open the door happily - I followed
Bai Wanqing was surprised. The reaction before and after was too great.
Bai Lengyi and Bai Yijin didn't enter the house. They only heard him give Hao Laruowu some words and then took Bai Yijin away.
I walked to the window and stretched out my hand to touch the red word "happy" on the window coffin. My heart felt warm. Xiao Yichen and I had arranged everything in this room ourselves, including the red word "happy" on the window coffin.
It took him two whole nights to learn it...
"Sister Lin, you must be happy." Hao Laruowu came over and held my hand, her eyes slightly red.
"Why are you crying? You should be happy that my sister is getting married today, you know?" I hugged her and patted her back gently. I knew why she said that. Now she is also a person with a story, plus she
Witnessed with my own eyes the several separations between Xiao Yichen and I...
"Sister-in-law, it's almost time." Bai Wanqing wiped her eyes with her sleeves and reminded her with a smile.
"Well... let's go then! Don't keep them waiting."
Hao Laruowu held my hand, Bai Wanqing held up the red gauze hanging from the ground behind me, and the lanterns were left behind. I did not look back, because happiness is ahead.
When they arrived at the main hall, their godfather, godmother, the Bai family's eleventh legion, Luo Zixuan, and Xiao Yichen all stood up and looked this way.
In the silence, I can hear someone's heart beating violently. With a soft smile on my face, I walk towards the other person who is fiery red - Yichen. If your love is a ball of fire, I will be reborn in your love.
A reincarnation is waiting for you.
The lotus-rooted arms set off by the red gauze clothes are like snow, and the hands are held by hot palms. A red ribbon is wrapped around the hands, and the other end of the red is another pair of hands.
A powerful shout:
"We worship the heaven and the earth." We leaned over each other holding the red silk.
"Second worship." Leaning over again, the godmother choked with sobs and said, "Okay, okay, get up quickly, get up quickly."
"Husband and wife bow to each other." The two looked at each other, the wind blew the red gauze scarf on my face, and the happy smiles on each other's faces enchanted each other's hearts.
After saying "It's done", he slowly stood up holding my hand, twisting the tulle with his fingers and gently peeling it off. Some little guys next to him began to raise objections. Yes, in ancient times, when a woman got married, the hijab needed to be removed in the bridal chamber.
——But that doesn’t include me.
"Lin'er, you finally put on a wedding dress for me, so beautiful..." I just looked at him, my cheeks feeling slightly warm.
He said again: "Lin'er, I love you." His firm and powerful voice was followed by several gasps.
I raised my head and looked him in the eye, smiling sweetly: "My heart is like your heart."
We looked at each other and smiled, and walked with tacit understanding to the sunset that had been placed. The lyrical prelude interrupted everyone's doubts. I smiled as he took out his flute and played it in tune with the music. The soft notes overflowed from my lips:
From the moment I fell in love with you
I finally understand loneliness
Is love just a fragment
Like a fragment of a dream
The happiness in the fall is repaid with heartbreak
------------------------The flute sound suddenly stopped, and a deep and fresh voice sounded:
If tears hadn't fallen
I don't know how to prove love
If love words are just lies that come true occasionally
I would rather choose silence to express my love
------------------I have become proficient in fingering, but my voice changed in vain and became a little sad. I looked at him but always smiled:
No one will love you more than me
I am willing to give up myself for you
No one can love you more than me
Even if one day we are destined to be separated
------------------With the same sad tone, the white jade flute flowed in his palm, and the slightest trace of friendship flowed from his eyes to his heart:
No one will love you more than me
I am willing to give my life for you
No one can love you more than me
Just like no one will be together forever
-------------------The tone suddenly rose, and they looked at each other with a smile, as if they were the only ones in the room, one soft and one strong:
No one will love you more than me
I am willing to give up myself for you
No one can love you more than me
Even if one day we are destined to be separated
No one will love you more than me
I am willing to give my life for you
No one can love you more than me
Just like no one will be together forever
--------------------Like a torrent, it calms down after the turbulence. My somewhat lazy voice dances among the notes, and he looks at me with his affectionate eyes as he plays the flute.
:
No one will love you more than me
How I want to be with you forever
---------------When I finished the last note, he suddenly sang: "We will definitely be together in this life..."
Everyone in the room was stunned, immersed in this sad and soft music, looking at the newlyweds who seemed like no one else, and could only wish them well!