In the evening, they decided to go back to the villa to have the baby, and asked full-time doctors and nurses to accompany them and take care of them. Yu Guanqun also prepared all the medical equipment they would use in a short time.
However, everything seemed to be destined. Lan Cun'er arrived at the elevator in a wheelchair, but her stomach began to hurt.
"Guanqun, my stomach hurts."
In just a few seconds, her lips turned white and purple in pain, and she was sweating profusely.
"Don't be nervous, this is a hospital and there are doctors."
It would be a lie to say that he wasn't nervous or worried. Yu Guanqun's soul was almost out of body, and his palms were so cold that they were sweating and freezing.
Waiting outside the operating room again, the doctor said that the fetus could not be saved and the baby might be born prematurely. For him, this situation was the most optimistic thing to accept.
However, he was still nervous, worried that her weak body would not be able to bear more pain.
He almost trampled the floor, but there was still no movement inside.
Yu Kefan heard the news and rushed over.
"Guanqun, how are you? Did you give birth early?"
"I don't know, don't ask me."
Yu Guanqun yelled rudely. At this time, he refused all nagging voices and all inquiries. He had no energy to care about others. All the noise made him irritated and collapsed. His nervousness was about to collapse, because giving birth to a child was not possible before.
What happened to them was so cruel, painful and helpless.
What's deplorable is that he can't suffer like this for her.
His emotions were on the verge of collapse, and he really wanted to tear out his throat and scream.
"I'm not asking you, I'm asking the doctor."
Seeing his grandson being so distracted, Yu Kefan's panic was also infected and reached its peak.
Not long after, the doctor rushed out and asked hurriedly: "The patient's family members are suffering from severe maternal hemorrhage. At present, only one of them can be saved. Should you save the adult or the child?"
"Is there no way to save them all?"
Grandfather and grandson yelled out together, no matter which one they lost, their hearts would be cut like needles and swords. They could not lose any of them. Losing either of them would not be considered perfect. There would be hidden wounds in their hearts.
The doctor shook his head helplessly and cruelly waited for their decision.
Yu Guanqun had no choice but to support the wall with one hand in pain, and almost fell down.
Both the doctor and Yu Kefan were looking forward to his decision. Yu Kefan's thin lips trembled and he hesitated.
"Please protect your lord."
There was no choice at all, but he still thought about it for a second. After all, how much effort they had spent on the pregnancy of this child was about to be born, but it was all gone in vain.
He couldn't accept this result at all, but he was so helpless.
Yu Kefan shook his body and begged: "Guan Qun, how could you do this? If you change your decision, our family's descendants will be born. It's obviously a matter of time, how can you let it go...?"
"Go away and stop talking."
Yu Guanqun was so angry that he was almost crazy. He grabbed the white cloth next to him and threw it with all his strength, roaring like a wild lion.
He hated his grandfather for being so cold-blooded and heartless at this moment.
Yu Kefan blinked in fear, his heart twitched with pain, and he did not dare to say anything more. He could not make Sun Tzu unhappy again. He absolutely believed that if he said one more words, Sun Tzu's iron-hard fist would come down on him.
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His great-grandson was missed again, and he could only feel heartbroken.
"My heart... hurts so much. Ah Hong, help me sit down quickly."
The doctor reluctantly returned to the operating room. Mr. Bao's advice was a humane one, so he carried it out naturally.
"Hey...ah..."
Yu Guanqun fell down on the rest chair in helpless pain and embarrassment, hugged his head, and even cried softly.
In his tearful eyes, he saw her eyes that were wet with tears, and the future seemed to be soaked in tears as well.
"Guan Qun." Yu Kefan shouted in a low voice. He was frightened by his grandson's out-of-control emotions and began to comfort him: "Guan Qun, you will get better. Grandpa still has a long life."
Yu Guanqun ignored him, as if he was the only one in the world, venting his sorrow willfully.
In the operating room, the doctor told the nurse: "The family is keeping the family safe, let's start the operation and blood transfusion."
"No, please, don't kill my child."
Lan Cun'er gritted her teeth and cried out in pain. She was sweating profusely, and her hair had already become sticky and stuck to her scalp.
"Give her anesthesia."
Doctor's orders.
"Don't...huh...don't."
Not knowing where the strength came from, Lan Cun'er waved his hand and broke free from the restraints. He tremblingly grabbed the scalpel beside him. The tearing pain under his body no longer hurt despite Aiko's heartache.
Her lips trembled, the knife was placed on her neck, and she threatened in a trembling voice: "If you... kill my child, I... will die in front of you."
"Hurry and grab her hand."
The doctor yelled and ordered the anesthesia nurse to give her an anesthetic quickly.
"let me go……"
After all, she didn't want to die. It didn't matter if she couldn't survive if she cut her with the knife, and the baby in her belly couldn't survive with her. Therefore, the nurse took away the knife from Lan Cun'er's hand without much effort.
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Before Lan Cun'er lost consciousness, he wailed loudly: "How can you be so cruel, leaving me alone to live, how can you be so cruel?"
She cried bitterly, her voice was hoarse, and her face looked as pale and miserable as if it had been washed by tears and sweat.
At this scene, the doctors and nurses were moved, each sighed, a little sympathetic, their hearts were wet, and they had the urge to cry, but they had to perform a "cruel" operation, secretly hoping and praying for her fate, her
Next time, happiness will come.
She slept for a long time, and when she woke up, she was already in her room in the villa.
After a moment of blankness, she remembered everything.
How did I get back here? How long was that operation? How many light years have passed now?
"Lanlan, are you awake?"
Yu Guanqun had been looking at her sleeplessly for three days. Seeing her eyes dull and lifeless, as if she had drifted out of her body, made him cry again in his heart.
In the past three days, he seemed to have been beaten to death in purgatory. When he painfully asked the doctor about his poor medical skills, he received a more painful, helpless, and heartless answer:
"Habitual abortion is like this. Even if you are fully prepared, even if there is no collision, automatic abortion is possible."
At that moment, he could only shout arrogantly to the doctor to "go away". He did not need the doctor's comfort: "There is still hope for the next regeneration."
Lan Cun'er's eyes suddenly filled with tears. She wanted to shout but found that her throat was raw and hoarse and she couldn't speak at all. She had been sleeping for a long time, as if she had died.
However, no matter how hard she tried, her tightly closed lips still couldn't open. Her eyes were full of pleading, even begging, asking him, but she didn't get an answer. Her heart had already been broken into pieces, and it was already a bloody mess.
Next, my heart is whimpering and roaring.
Yu Guanqun couldn't lie to her. He knew that lying to her now would be more painful than letting her die.
"The child is gone."
His voice was almost inaudible, hoarse and painful, and even the hand holding hers was cold and trembling.
"I..." Lan Cun'er shook his head, and at the moment when his tears fell, he fainted again.
She had only one prayer in her heart, God, please don't let me wake up again. If I can't wake up, that would be great. Just let me hug my three dead babies tightly, hug them tightly, never again.
Separate, never separate.
When she woke up again, she no longer had the energy to care about day and night. After sleeping for five days, all her spiritual energy was drained away, as if it had been distilled for five days, leaving only an almost unconscious skeleton.
The room was dark, with sparks shining. She was stunned for a moment. He was smoking. Although he was not addicted to cigarettes, he would smoke occasionally, but he would not smoke in the room.
His profile was silhouetted in the light outside, and was slightly sunken.
For a moment, his depression made her feel sad, and her shrill screams frightened him awake in the smoke.
"Crown Group."
This shouting was so painful that she thought she would never be able to speak again.
Her tears flowed down her face, gradually blurring his haggard face.
His hand shook, and he threw the fireworks out of the window without extinguishing them. He hurriedly came over, touched her back, and helped her up. Before he could say a word, tears started to flow.
"Wake up, it's okay, it's okay."
His voice was low, trying to comfort her and himself.
"Guan Qun,..." He knew he shouldn't cry anymore, because he was also so lonely and almost lifeless, but he still couldn't help but burst into tears.
She recalled the scene of the suicide threat. The operating room was so cold that no one heard her calls and pleas. At this moment, she seemed to feel that the scalpel was still cutting open her chest one by one, and it was so painful that she couldn't breathe. Everything,
They are all so cruel.
"It's okay, don't cry. It's okay. If you cry again, I will..."
Yu Guanqun hugged her shoulders tightly, tears flowing down and wetting her hair. They were in so much pain.
"No one is willing to listen to my pleas, Guanqun, what will we do in the future? Why don't you save the baby? Let me die. I won't be in so much pain now. It feels like I have no heart. It hurts so much."
Her tears were all wiped on his shirt, and she beat his heart weakly and hard, trying to break it open to see why he was willing to give up the baby.
"Ugh... dressed beasts, we have no future. I feel like we have no future. Nothing will happen in the future. Really, I..."
She took a quick breath but couldn't exhale it. Lan Cun'er fainted again. Yu Guanqun couldn't help but burst into tears. He leaned on her neck, which was full of tears.
Yu Kefan heard the sound and came over. Seeing such a painful scene, he gently closed the door. Rare tears also covered his old face, embedded in his wrinkled face, and could not flow out.
Hong Limin walked towards him. He sniffed quickly and blinked to stop tears.
"Let's go down and leave for a while to let them calm down and don't disturb them."
At this moment, Yu Kefan decided to go to Yunnan to see his comrades, with the same heartache, leaving a piece of tranquility for his beloved grandson and his granddaughter-in-law who made him feel warm and moved.
At this moment, he had never felt so strongly that he was so selfish. When the doctor announced that he could only save one person's life, he was so cruel that he allowed a living adult to sacrifice.
But when he was so selfish and vicious, she threatened with death to keep the baby, and she almost lost her life.
He thought that if she didn't have the courage to love, she would definitely not be able to do this. He couldn't do it without me, so he never got anything in return. If you don't pay, how can you get anything in return?
Hey, this girl seems careless, but she is actually very kind-hearted. I still deserved it when I unjustly forced her to do something in the past.
In the past few days, he has had more and more regrets. After another twists and turns, he can't forget the push he once gave her, which makes him feel so desperate now. Nightmares also always haunt his fragile body.
Nervous, every morning when he woke up, he was always sweating profusely, because in his dreams, he was always being chased by a vicious little ghost, and he was in a panic.
Alas, although this life is a little imperfect, it is enough just like this. Just leave it to fate. After all, people cannot change their fate.
I hope they can heal their wounds quietly and get better as soon as possible, so that his secret hope will not be in vain.
Hopefully, his trip to Yunnan will also make his mind clearer. Don't be too demanding about worldly things and just be casual.
One year later, dusk, early spring dusk.
On the swing chair in the garden, Lan Cun'er covered his face with a book and lay dejectedly.
At this moment, she dared to indulge her emotions boldly. She went on a business trip in a beastly manner and would not see her sad and hesitant face.
It's been a year since Yu Kefan left home, and he doesn't know when he will return.
This home is as quiet as dead water, as if it will never make waves again.
The only happy thing is that Xiaoyun's vocal cords have almost recovered and he will be able to speak again soon.
Thinking about it, her heart felt so sour and bitter.
When she heard the good news, she could only cry. After all, life is so fickle, and people are helpless against disasters.
Xiaoyun, Baobao, cousin Jinghe, and biological mother Zhu Lihan, all the characters flashed through her mind one by one, and her tears flowed even more fiercely.
Many things are not her choice.
Yu Guanqun walked gently towards her in the dusk, but she was immersed in her own sad emotions and didn't even notice.
In the night wind, the snow was as white as hers, which stirred up his bottomless heartache.
His wife has experienced all the sufferings of a woman, and now she is so lonely and helpless. She is curled up and her figure is scattered, but she is determined to push him away.
Thinking of the growing conflict between them over the past six months, his heart hurt so much that he cursed God.
Reaching out to take away the book covering her face, her fingertips were filled with hot and freezing liquid.
She is crying!
Over the past year, he had been extremely afraid of her silent crying and the feeling of tears sticking to his fingertips.
The feeling of powerlessness filled his heart, what should he do?
How many times did he have to say that it didn't matter whether she had children or not? How many times did she have to say before she could let go of her grudge?
Even his grandfather looked away and went to Yunnan to live a Zen-like life in the mountains. But she was endlessly torturing herself.
At the same time, it was also torturing him.
Feeling the familiar warmth on her face, she knew that he was back.
She was unable to think about why he came back early, she just closed her eyes tightly, reached out hurriedly, grabbed her book back, and continued to cover her face full of tears.
He would not know that this year was not about healing, because he had made her feel terrible with two pregnancies and two spontaneous abortions in this year.