Situ Longhao secretly clenched his big hands in his pockets. Looking at the tearful face in front of him, he felt mixed feelings in his heart, which he couldn't explain.
In fact, as early as when she walked into this ward, waiting for her to wake up with the divorce agreement and check in hand, she knew what Ling Xiaoran might face when she woke up.
But when I really had to face it, I realized that it was much easier to think than to do...
There were turbulent waves in his heart, but Situ Longhao didn't show any of it on his face. His cold eyes stared at Ling Xiaoran's tear-stained eyes without any fluctuation.
Ling Xiaoran looked at each other for a long, long time, so long that she thought that looking at each other like this would last forever.
Suddenly, Ling Xiaoran laughed, laughing wildly. Tears were still rolling out freely, but she looked at Situ Longhao smiling so happily...
"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha……"
He took his little hand out of the quilt, covered his heart, and pressed it hard, as if he was pressing something, but the laughter became louder and louder.
Ling Xiaoran smiled and said: "Hao, you are really good at joking. I was almost fooled by you. Did you lie to me? You are so bad, people will take it seriously..."
"I will take it seriously..."
"I will really take it seriously..."
"Really!" The smile finally froze at the corner of Ling Xiaoran's mouth, and the smile at the corner of Ling Xiaoran's mouth could no longer spread, and her self-deceiving words became smaller and smaller, and finally died down.
Situ Longhao kept watching, watching Ling Xiaoran perform, just like a stage play. Ling Xiaoran was like a clown, standing on the stage and performing what he thought he was doing, but he didn't know that the person sitting below had been performing.
Treat yourself like a clown.
The suppressed emotions completely collapsed, Ling Xiaoran went from crying silently to laughing wildly in self-deception and finally to crying wildly at this moment.
His head bowed heavily, his face drooped, buried against the quilt, and he held the quilt firmly with both hands, as if to give himself strength.
"Why? Tell me, why?" Ling Xiaoran screamed sadly, and that heartbreaking voice floated into Situ Longhao's ears.
Situ Longhao looked at the trembling shoulders, pursed his thin lips tightly, and looked deeply at Ling Xiaoran who was crying so hard that he couldn't help himself.
The thin lips opened and closed, but not a single word came out.
Ling Xiaoran, who was lying there crying sadly, suddenly raised his head and looked at Situ Longhao with eyes swollen from crying. His emotions were not as showy as before, and he almost muttered to himself: "Tell me why? Tell me what I am."
What did I do wrong? Tell me, I can change it. No matter what it is, as long as you let me change it, I will change it. Really, I will change it! As long as you don’t leave me! Hao, I can’t live without you, really
Can’t live without you!”
With that trembling voice, full of pleading, Ling Xiaoran sadly lowered herself into the dust. She didn't know what she had done wrong, let alone what happened.
She just understood the fact that everything in front of her was true, and Hao really wanted to divorce her. There was no warmth in her cold eyes, and she was as cold as looking at a stranger.
Even though she didn't even know where she was wrong... She didn't even understand why, in just a few days, it seemed as if the heaven and the earth had changed...
Because she loves him too much, she is willing to lower herself to the dust. If she can save him, she is willing to lose herself completely.
"You don't need to change, because no matter how you change, it will not change the fact of divorce. I don't have time to waste here. If you are smart enough, sign it now, take this check and disappear from my life.
"
Situ Longhao's voice had a hint of urgency, but it turned into impatience in Ling Xiaoran's ears.
Looking at those beautiful thin lips, the thin lips that have kissed me thousands of times, the thin lips that have said tender words, but at this moment, how can they say such hurtful words, every word is like
The knife cuts across the broken heart.
He was dripping with blood but still didn't let go. He cruelly added a few more cuts to the blood that was already dripping from his heart.
How can a person change so quickly? Every moment of a year is collected into a movie. Every situation is played back in front of the eyes. Those gentle and sweet fragments flash past one by one, and some things seem to have been kept by me.
Ignoring.
There are some things that I have noticed but deliberately ignored...
Some shook their heads in a cowardly and evasive manner, unwilling to put the scattered pieces together.
He never allowed himself to touch her personal things, and he often avoided the phone calls he answered, and those nights when he didn't come back, and the eyes that occasionally looked at him without warmth, and the woman named bbkk...
She obviously didn't want to think about it, but those things that she had once ignored invaded her brain forcefully, leaving Ling Xiaoran with no way to escape.
Many things that happened come together to form a truth that I dare not face.
Ling Xiaoran bit her lower lip hard, this time harder than the last time, wanting to use the pain in her body to cover up the pain in her heart.
This is not true, it cannot be true, how can she believe it, how can she believe that the man who has loved her for a year has never loved her.
How could she accept this fact? Ling Xiaoran gasped in pain. She had just given birth and was so weak that she could faint at any time. The excessive ups and downs of emotions made Ling Xiaoran's face pale and almost transparent, as if it would melt when the wind blew.
It's like a bubble.
Panting in pain...
Covering her heart with her hand in pain, Ling Xiaoran felt like she might faint at any time, but she used her willpower to hold herself up and stay awake.
Closing her eyes, taking a deep breath, and then as if giving herself the greatest courage, Ling Xiaoran raised her head, looked at Situ Longhao's angular face, and asked word by word: "Have you ever loved me?
?”
"Never loved!" said neatly, without a trace of hesitation. When people who don't love say hurtful words, they do so without hesitation and have no regard for how painful their words are to others.
The second update is here, Shuishui tortured herself. This man is simply inhuman, ah, I want to slap him...