The expression was too desolate, the smile was too ethereal, and the smile was too arrogant.
It seemed that my heart was being slowly cut open with a knife. While the blood was dripping, the place where Situ Longhao's name was engraved in my heart was bit by bit dug out. In the heart-wrenching pain, it was torn apart bit by bit.
own heart.
Over the course of a year, bit by bit, the pictures that are engraved in my heart are cut away bit by bit, those deep loves, those reluctances, those false happiness created, and the things that are most inseparable from oneself.
care.
Ling Xiaoran's eyes finally fell on the child in the bridesmaid's arms, and her already shaky body was shaking even more violently. Ever since she stood in the crowd, Ling Xiaoran had been restraining herself, unwilling to let her eyes stay on that little life, for fear of herself
I can't bear it anymore and rush forward.
At this time, Ling Xiaoran looked at the baby who could only look at half of his face, biting his lower lip hard, his teeth sinking deeply into his lips, and the taste of blood spread in his mouth.
The eyes of everyone around were attracted by Situ Longhao and Su Dafei, and no one noticed Ling Xiaoran's discomfort...
Ling Xiaoran held on, tears that had never appeared were in her eyes, this was her treasure.
"Let's go!"
When Ling Xiaoran was unable to bear it, a pair of big hands circled Ling Xiaoran's shoulders.
Ling Xiaoran's eyes stained with tears looked at Leng Qu who appeared next to her. Her body, unable to bear it, leaned softly into Leng Qu's arms. Her chest kept rising and falling, and she murmured softly: "Leng Qu."
Brother, I can’t bear it!”
Ling Xiaoran leaned in Leng Qu's arms, holding Leng Qu's sleeve tightly with her hands, holding it tightly between her fingers, looking at her baby.
Leng Qu looked down at the sad expression on Ling Xiaoran's face and said coldly: "You seem to have forgotten what you said!"
"No... I can't let go of the baby! He is mine, he should be mine! Am I wrong? I shouldn't have come, right?" Holding Leng Qu tightly, Ling Xiaoran's heart twitched.
With.
Almost all her thoughts were on Situ Longhao, and she seemed to pay too little attention to the piece of flesh that was cut off from her body.
But at this moment, standing here, looking at that soft little face, she didn't even know what her baby looked like. She didn't know what he looked like when he smiled, and she didn't know if he would know that she was holding him.
Not his mother...
"You have no choice!"
Leng Qu's words were very cold, direct and sharp.
Ling Xiaoran smiled sadly, indeed she had no choice...
Close your eyes, hide your reluctant gaze, then take a deep breath, and slowly open your eyes while tears roll out.
After her body left Leng Qu's arms, a gust of wind blew by. The tears on her face dried in the wind, and her long hair flew messily in the wind. Ling Xiaoran slowly turned around.
He moved his steps with difficulty, his steps were floating, and his body was shaking uncontrollably. However, he gritted his teeth and held himself up to prevent himself from collapsing.
The crowd was still lively. Leng Qu looked at the thin body and straight back of the man who left his arms.
Ling Xiaoran moved her steps with difficulty, turned around, no longer looked at the three people on the stage far behind her, no longer allowed herself to hesitate at all, turned around, and made a decision for herself.
"Wow……"
"Oh yeah!"
Accompanied by the cry of the baby and the screams of the crowd, the bride threw out the bouquet in her hand. When Ling Xiaoran heard the cry of the baby, she paused again and her body swayed unsteadily, so shaky.
But it only took a few seconds for him to start walking again, and the lively wedding gradually became farther and farther away from him.
It seemed that he had exhausted all his strength. The moment all the sounds disappeared, Ling Xiaoran's body, which had been upright and tense, suddenly relaxed.
His limp body fell to one side.
A pair of big hands wrapped around Ling Xiaoran's body at the right time, wrapping Ling Xiaoran's collapsed and weak body in his arms.
After exhausting all her strength, Ling Xiaoran fainted in Leng Qu's arms.
Leng Qu picked up Ling Xiaoran with his big hands, looked at the pale and bloodless face, turned around, looked at the two people hugging each other not far away, glanced at Ling Xiaoran again, took big steps, and left quickly
.
Situ Longhao, who was on the stage, held Su Dafei in his arms and looked at the crying baby. He turned his face as if in surprise, raised his face, and looked at the huge crowd, his eyes fixed on them one by one.
He glanced around, seemingly looking for something.
Just for a moment, he felt that familiar presence.
Far away, a thin figure was far away, slowly moving away from the crowd.
From too far away, you can only see the outline of that person. Although you can't see the person's appearance clearly, you can feel how difficult the steps of that person are and the sadness emanating from her body, which is enveloped at this moment.
The emotions of happiness form a strong contrast.
Situ Longhao didn't know why his eyes were fixed on that thin figure and couldn't move away.
Further and further away, the person who had been walking suddenly stopped and his thin body fell softly.
My heart tightened at that moment, as I watched a man pick up the fallen figure, and when he turned around, the long black hair fell down.
The body involuntarily took a step forward, and the movement of the body affected Su Dafei. Su Dafei, who looked happy, felt that the body of Situ Longhao next to her suddenly took a big step to the side inexplicably.
He raised his head and looked at Situ Longhao's gaze in the distance. What he saw along his line of sight were just some blurry buildings and boiling crowds.
"Hao, what are you looking at?"
"nothing!"
Situ Longhao smiled, looked back, and answered vaguely, but Liang Xian still couldn't help but look towards the place where no one could be seen.
Just now, that figure seemed to be...
Something seemed to be spreading in his heart, and the feeling of being increasingly unable to control was growing and spreading. His eyes turned to Su Dafei, who was smiling brightly next to him, but it seemed to be getting blurry... The happy smile at the corner of his mouth also appeared.