"Well, I have never thought about changing my current life. I came here today just to ask you to confirm something. Is Situ Qingyu my biological son?"
Leng Qu finally regained his calm expression and looked at Yu Fang's still calm face, but the depths of his eyes could not hide the eager expectation in her heart.
"You already have the answer in your mind, don't you?"
There was gentleness and helplessness in Leng Qu's voice. He had no idea why the magician would let the fool come to Taipei. They knew that Taipei was a taboo for the fool. In the past five years, more or less, they had allowed the fool to completely interact with him without leaving any trace.
Taipei is isolated.
The fool was unable to access anything related to Taipei, and five years later, the magician actually allowed the fool to come to Taipei when he was away.
From the moment he learned that the Fool had arrived in Taipei, Leng Qu knew that such a day would come. If some things were to happen, there was no way to stop them.
If the Fool came, he probably already had a clue in his mind. He came to seek confirmation, and he just wanted an answer that would make her feel completely at ease.
The fool was silent. Indeed, as smart as she was, she had already known it in her heart. If it weren't for the inseparable blood connection, the feeling of spiritual connection would not be so strong.
She would not rush over desperately when she saw him in danger. This was something she would not do as she was always indifferent and indifferent.
Nor would she have that strange feeling in her heart when he hugged her legs, wanting to hold him tightly in her arms.
Not to mention that when she saw his tears, she wouldn't have that strange feeling in her heart, like someone was pressing her down and not letting her breathe.
All of this points to a fact, a fact that she doesn't know whether to be happy or to escape.
"What are you going to do?"
Leng Qu lazily leaned into the sofa, looked at the fool's face that showed no emotion, and asked.
The fool raised his eyes slightly, and there was a hint of emotional tangle in his eyes that even he didn't know...
"He has nothing to do with you. Back then, you had already signed an agreement to sever everything with him. Even if he has your blood in his body, he is not your child. You don't even have the right to see him!"
Leng Qu felt irritable again for some reason, so he picked up the cigarette on the table and prepared to light it.
After remembering that Fool didn't like the smell of cigarettes, he put out the cigarette in his hand irritably.
He looked at the fool and watched her expression change.
"I don't want to know what happened five years ago, and I don't want to know why I signed that so-called agreement five years ago. Qu, do you know? In the past five years, I have never had any mood swings. For me, the seven emotions and six desires are
Luxurious.”
"I like my current personality and my current life even more. I have never thought about breaking the current balance. I have never thought about touching everything in the past. Since it is called the past, it means that it has really passed."
"All I see is tomorrow, tomorrow's tomorrow!"
"I don't want to find the reason why I gave up my son five years ago. Five years later, when Situ Qingyu hugged my thigh, he kept saying: Mom, you are my mother. At that moment, my heart felt strong
There is a feeling, right here, that it is undulating."
The fool put his hand on his heart, and a look of confusion flashed across his face. Because in five years, she had never known what an emotional reaction was, so she was unfamiliar with that kind of emotional reaction. But at this time, when she thought about it, she could still
I felt such a strong shock.
"Qu, that was the first time. I know that tears can really make people emotionally fluctuate. When I saw Situ Qingyu looking at me with those teary eyes, I could see the accusation in it. It was against me. A cold accusation, and I feel guilty. Really guilty!"
"Five years, from the time I gave birth to him to now, five years, I haven't given him any maternal love. If he hadn't appeared in front of me, I wouldn't even know he existed. I think the most important thing in this world is I am the irresponsible mother!"
"Qu, I want to recognize him. It's a very strong feeling. I admit that I resisted this feeling, but the strong feeling is so strong that I can't refuse at all. I can't find a reason to pretend to be nothing. I don’t know, I can’t find any reason to deny him!”
"Five years ago, maybe I couldn't give him a good life. Five years later, I can give him everything he wants, even better!"
"I don't care about Situ Longhao's wishes, let alone the so-called agreement five years ago. I think that as long as I want it, there should be nothing I can't get. There are many ways to make it happen with just an agreement. It disappears, doesn’t it?”
The light in the fool's eyes was even more intense. It seemed like a flame that had been lit by someone, making the whole eye very bright and attractive.
Leng Qu looked at the fool. In the past five years, he had always been a fool. He didn't know happiness, sadness, laughter, or crying.
Only you know whether your life is good or bad. As for the pain you experienced five years ago, maybe a fool will live a good life five years later.
The absence of mood swings means that her mood will not be affected by anything, but it also means that she has no way to integrate into this society. There is no way to truly understand the meaning of the word alive.
This was the first time that Leng Qu saw the flame in the fool's eyes, the flame of excitement that fluctuated with emotions.
Leng Qu smiled, nodded, and smiled at the fool like a big brother. Then he stood up and did something he had not done for five years. He reached out and rubbed the top of the fool's hair, and then said softly: "Go. Do what you want to do. If there is any trouble, remember that Qu is behind you to support you. Five years ago, I said to myself that I would protect you and never let you be hurt again. Five years later , this promise is still there!”
"I will protect you, solve all difficulties, and let go to do what you want to do. I hope that one day, the fool I see is a fool who is flesh and blood but still himself! I think at that time, you will be truly happy. of!"