His fingers caressed the flaw, but he seemed to be able to see the scene when he cut his wrist and intertwined with the fool's fingers that day...
He could even feel that the fool's blood was flowing in his body, and it felt like it was blending with his own blood...
We are so close to each other, but why do we feel so far apart...
With lowered eyes, Li Zeyang stared blankly at the wound...
The light in the eyes is so deep that one cannot guess the light inside...
He almost sat up from the bed, but his movements were too fast and his blood was not flowing smoothly, and a wave of dizziness swept over him.
Li Zeyang just rubbed his temples and stood up from the bed.
My body is still a little weak. I haven't eaten for a few days and I am obviously much weaker.
Li Zeyang shook his head, letting his thoughts settle a little, and then slowly stopped his restless breath.
Almost ignoring his unwashed embarrassment and disheveled appearance, he walked out of the room...
His steps were a little shaky, and the things in front of him were a little erratic. Li Zeyang stretched out his hand to hold on to the wall to steady his shaky body, but stopped to relieve the dizziness and continued walking on the corridor.
He wants to see her...
Crazy want to see her...
Every expression of the Fool in my mind, even when two people are together, most of the Fool just has a calm face, without any emotional ups and downs...
However, there was only a slight movement between the eyebrows and eyes, and they were clearly floating in my mind.
If I don't see her, my heart won't be able to settle down.
I can't think of anything else, I just want to see her.
"What are you doing?"
As soon as he took a few steps away from the room, Li Zeyang's big hand was suddenly grabbed by a pair of big hands.
Tang Xiao held the newly cooked meat porridge in one hand, and then grabbed Li Zeyang.
Some of his weak body could not bear Tang Xiao's strong pull, so he struggled for a while, but the movement without struggling made his emotions even more volatile.
"I want to see her!"
There was a hint of urgency in Li Zeyang's voice, as if he was looking for a place to live. Such a strong desire was spreading in his heart, and he couldn't even suppress it...
"Meet her? Are you crazy? At this time, you actually want to see him?"
Tang Xiao moved closer, his elbow directly touching Li Zeyang's neck, while the restraint suppressed Li Zeyang's body, and he stared at Li Zeyang, the light in his eyes was terrifyingly cold.
"I have to see her!"
Li Zeyang was panting, but this little journey seemed to have exhausted his strength.
"Meet her? Then what?"
Tang Xiao smiled mockingly, looked at Li Zeyang's face, and waited for Li Zeyang's answer.
Li Zeyang's body that was trying to struggle suddenly became quiet and motionless, and the hand on Tang Xiao's arm slowly loosened.
The restless body gradually settled down...
Then what?
What should I say after meeting her?
"To answer her taunts, let her see what you have become for her and win her sympathy. Give you a concerned look, or comfort you like a pet."
"You clearly know that she doesn't have you in her heart. What are you going to do now? Humiliate yourself? Or do you want to just go back to a woman who doesn't love you at all and continue to be the woman who has no regrets?
Man, and then watch her walking around among the men, and you can turn a blind eye to it?"
"Lord, where is your arrogance? Where is your self-esteem? Where is your aloof and overbearing aura? Where have you gone? For such a woman, you have toiled yourself to such a low level."
"You are like this now. Before you even walked out of the Flame Gate, you already fainted because your body couldn't bear it. What's more, you still want to see her? What are you thinking in your mind?"
Tang Xiao's discovery that he is now with Li Zeyang requires absolute endurance. Look at him and see what he is doing?
He thought he had finally figured it out and could talk about the matter between him and Fool so calmly, but he didn't expect...
Li Zeyang did not speak, but slowly relaxed his body, leaned against the wall, closed his eyes, and the expression on his face made it difficult to guess what he was thinking...
indeed……
Now he goes to see the Fool, what should he do next?
Go back to her?
Do you just stay by her side regardless of anything?
His pride doesn't allow him to give up everything for the one he loves, and he can completely change himself for the one he loves.
But how could he allow that he was only giving unilaterally, and kept playing the role of waiting, without even knowing the final result of waiting...
Is this the result he wants?
Seeing you will only make you unable to let go, and not being able to let go will only make you more miserable. Is this result what you want?
A gloomy light flashed in Li Zeyang's eyes, and he silently stretched out his hand to hold Tang Xiao's arm, then slowly moved it down, turned around, and walked into the room with extremely slow steps.
It would be better for Li Zeyang to look like he was calm and clear when he woke up...
Not as funny as the jokes during the period...
At this time, Li Zeyang's face was ashen and pale, as if he had lost a point of sustenance. Tang Xiao's words undoubtedly forced him to recognize the facts again...
He knew in his heart that Tang Xiao was right to stop him. If he went to see the fool, he would only sink himself further and become unable to extricate himself...
Eventually, he will really lose himself...
Is that what he wants?
Li Zeyang was suddenly confused...confused...
He has never doubted that he loves fools. But how deep is this love? Can he really risk everything and give up his pride for love?
Can he?
Is it really possible? The more you love, the more you want to monopolize someone, and you cannot let yourself monopolize someone. The two people never have the same words, and the final outcome...
Wouldn't it be even more tragic and painful than now...