"Weiwei, don't be like this. Dad doesn't want to see you like this either." Leng Mohan grabbed Bai Yawei's arm and shook it gently.
Bai Yawei still had no reaction, as if her soul had left her body...
"Weiwei..." Leng Mohan called out in pain, hugging her tightly into his arms, wanting to convey all the comfort that could not be expressed in his heart to her with his body temperature, but Bai Yawei's body in his arms
Stiff and dull, she couldn't feel his body temperature and care...
Rare happy scenes from her childhood began to appear in Bai Yawei's mind. A family of three went shopping at night, went to the supermarket, and had late-night snacks; sat on the balcony playing checkers on weekends, laughing one after another; occasionally taking out the game console to play
, three people, but only two handles, they agreed that whoever dies first will be replaced...
Such memories are rare and short-lived. After Bai Yawei grew up, they basically disappeared. I originally thought that Bai Xiao's actions after that had completely obliterated these good memories, but in the end, I discovered that these beautiful memories had completely disappeared.
All the good things are stored in the deepest part of my heart, but I just don’t want to think about them, and I don’t dare to think about them.
Because after thinking about it now and now, those happinesses have turned into the sharpest blade, cutting and sawing Bai Yawei's heart bit by bit...
She admitted that she had really hated Bai Xiao and what he had done over the years, wasn't there such a saying?
Where there is love there is hate.
If she has completely despaired of him, then there is no need to love or hate, right? She can let him do whatever he wants without feeling anything...
The tears that filled his eyes flowed out on their own, wetting Leng Mohan's shoulders. The tears seemed to stain his skin through his clothes, and then penetrated into his body from the skin, then entered the blood vessels and flowed into him.
heart, allowing him to feel the sadness and boundless despair at this moment with her.
"What should I do? What should I do..." Bai Yawei suddenly spoke, but every word was still full of despair and sadness.
For a long time, I didn’t realize how important Bai Xiao was to my life, but when I lost it, I still felt heartache, and it was very painful...
This may not be the feeling of losing an important item, but as close as if a piece of flesh has been cut off from one's body. Maybe it may be an insignificant part on weekdays, but after losing it, it is still clear.
I feel that heartbreaking feeling...
"Weiwei, don't be afraid, you and I, and mom, and... our common home..." Leng Mohan murmured in a low voice, afraid that any louder words would scare her.
Bai Yawei's expression became confused again. Her mother's health was so bad, and she didn't know if it could be cured. If her mother...
Bai Yawei didn't dare to think about it any more. In that case, she would really become an orphan. She couldn't imagine how to continue with such a life. With no motivation, no support, and no purpose, what would she do if she were still alive?
Thinking of her mother, Bai Yawei finally came to her senses. She couldn't see her mother today. She didn't know how she was doing. Moreover, she had to handle her father's funeral, so she couldn't let it go down like this...
Thinking about it, he gently broke away from Leng Mohan's arms, looked at him gratefully and said, "Will you take me to see dad?"
Leng Mohan was surprised at Bai Yawei's recovery speed. Although his family was not perfect, at least everyone was living well. He could not really understand Bai Yawei's mood at the moment. She was obviously sad, but she still wanted to
Be strong, because she is now the only pillar of the entire Bai family...
It should be said that she has been the backbone of this family since a long time ago...
"Can you? Do you want to wait a little longer?" Leng Mohan was afraid that Bai Yawei would not be able to bear it again after seeing her father's body. He hoped that she could calm down for a while, and maybe she would feel better!
"No, I can do it." Bai Yawei wiped away the tears on her face with the back of her hand, and tried hard to bend the corners of her mouth to show what she thought was a perfect smile, but in Leng Mohan's eyes, it was so bitter.
.
"Okay!" Since Bai Yawei insisted, Leng Mohan said nothing more and helped her get out of bed and walked towards the morgue.
——————【Morgue】——————
The temperature in the morgue was unusually low. As soon as they walked in, they couldn't help but hug their bodies tightly. Under the guidance of the medical staff, they walked to a corpse covered with white cloth.
The entire morgue was filled with the pungent smell of formalin. Leng Mohan couldn't help but cover his nose, but Bai Yawei seemed to be unable to smell it at all, and slowly reached out to remove the white cloth in front of her eyes.
Come on.
In the past, Bai Yawei was always afraid of hearing ghost stories, and she couldn't imagine that she would be so calm standing in front of a corpse. But now, she really understood that feeling, because the person in front of her was her loved one, no matter who he was.
No matter what he becomes, he will not be afraid.
Bai Xiao's eyes were closed tightly in front of him, his face was pale and slightly green, thinking that a few hours ago, he was still a living life. Bai Yawei couldn't accept this huge gap. This was hers.
For the first time in my life, I really saw someone die, and it was someone close to me...
"Weiwei, if you want to watch it, you should wait until you take dad out! It's too cold here, you will get sick." After a while, Leng Mohan couldn't help but speak.
Bai Yawei thought about it, and there was no reason to let Leng Mohan suffer with her, so she covered the white cloth back. At that moment, tears flowed out again. Under such a temperature, they almost solidified into ice.
Just a thin piece of white cloth has opened the eternal distance between heaven and man...
The two of them walked out of the morgue, and the warmth outside immediately made them shiver at the same time.
The sunshine is very warm, but it cannot warm Bai Yawei's heart.
The sunshine was very dazzling, so dazzling that it made Bai Yawei want to cry.
"Weiwei, do you want to go see your mother?" Leng Mohan thought of his original intention of coming to the hospital, not only to find Bai Yawei, but also to see their common mother.
Bai Yawei was stunned and asked in surprise: "Is this the hospital where my mother is?"
Leng Mohan looked at Bai Yawei even more surprised and asked, "You don't know?"
Thinking about it, when I first entered the hospital, I was focused on my injured father and didn't pay that much attention at all. Later, I stayed outside the operating room, and when I woke up, I went directly to the morgue.
"Let's go later!" Bai Yawei believed that her eyes must be like walnuts now. If her mother saw her like this, she would be worried, and it would not be good for her condition at that time.
"Mohan, when you go to see your mother later, please don't tell her about your father yet, okay?" After walking for a while, Bai Yawei suddenly stopped and said to Leng Mohan.