Luo Yao! A bright yellow figure suddenly flashed in An Zhisu's mind. No one knows the royal affairs better than him, and if you ask him for information, you don't have to provoke the devil Luo Xiao. But I don't know if Luo Yao is still there now.
Remembering herself, did she still remember everything that had happened between them? Thinking of Luo Yao, her heart felt soft, and suddenly her longing for Chengyao came back, one by one, and became thicker. In the end, this longing became so sticky that she couldn't let it go.
Open yourself.
Chengyao, where are you? Are you really Luo Yao? An Zhisu was confused again. His indifference, determination when he turned around and his weakness made her unable to see him clearly. She still remembered them together.
She went to the imperial kitchen to steal something, and she still remembered Luo Yao breaking into Luo Xiao's dungeon to rescue her. At that time, he was so warm and brave, making her feel like she could rely on him.
It's just that sometimes Chengyao's ruthlessness makes her think of Luo Xiao more easily, but Chengyao is never willing to hurt her like that. She suddenly thinks of Luo Qi, so warm, just like what she once wanted Chengyao to be.
Shaking his head and struggling to get over the past, An Zhisu finally decided to ask Luo Yao for clarification.
Back in the yard, An Zhisu found a pen and paper and wrote one note after another. Finally, he tore them up and scattered the scraps of paper on the floor. She didn't want to disturb his life. She suddenly didn't know that Luo Yao thought she had passed away.
More than five years later, how should she return to his life? He is still his emperor, but she is the mother of a six-year-old child. If he knew that she had not died that day, how would he react?
?If the Queen Mother knew that they were involved again, would she be furious? Would she make trouble for her grandma again and threaten her to leave with Xiaowen and grandma again?
An Zhisu put down her brush and walked around the room. Finally, she made up her mind that as long as she asked about Luo Qi's affairs, she would have nothing to do with Luo Yao anymore.
She picked up a pen to write down her questions, but hesitated again. She didn't know whether to ask Luo Yao to ask for clarification, or whether she should write to him directly and ask him. She actually still wanted to see Luo Yao, but did Luo Yao want to see her?
She didn't dare to hope.
In the Imperial Study Room, Luo Yao was reviewing the memorials. There were more and more things going on recently, and he had to review the memorials until late at night almost every day. Although he did not want to be the emperor, now that he became the emperor, he did not want to be a coward.
The personal eunuch knocked on the door and handed a note to Luo Yao with a strange expression. An Zhisu and Luo Yao exchanged letters in a very secret way, and apart from the two of them, only this eunuch knew about it. Five
At the banquet two years ago, he went to the palace with Luo Yao and the Queen Mother and saw the woman beaten to death by Luo Xiao. Now, a letter came to Luo Yao.
Luo Yao took the note. The familiar Juanxiu handwriting on the note gave him a feeling of being in another world. It happened so many years ago, when she married into the palace and met him at the Queen Mother's birthday banquet. She saw
When he didn't kneel down, but just stroked his face and called Chengyao, he discovered that she was the woman he had been looking for, and he began to miss her, and they exchanged letters from time to time.
She died in front of him five years ago. He thought he had lost her forever. Unexpectedly, he received a letter from her five years later. After reading the note with some excitement, Luo Yao fell silent. What happened more than ten years ago,
It brought back memories that he buried deep in his heart and didn't want to mention.
His father died, and his mother wanted him to be the emperor. Although he wanted to live a free life, he was unwilling to disobey his mother. He hid in the corner of the garden and watched the guards take the poor child out of the room.
Covered in blood, that scene gave him nightmares for a long time. Even now, sometimes he wakes up from his dreams. He can always see his bright eyes, looking at him with innocence. He looked at the child with his own eyes.
He was buried in the Royal Cemetery, because his mother said that his father liked him too much, so she asked him to accompany him.
After replying to An Zhisu's question, Luo Yao wrote at the end of the note, "Susu, I'm sorry, what else do you want to write? He doesn't know where to start. He owes An Zhisu too much. He didn't have the courage to protect her in the past."
, bore the ups and downs for her, and now, he doesn't even know how to face her.
An Zhisu unfolded Luo Yao's note, with strong and powerful handwriting. He told her everything she saw that year. Luo Qi was killed in the palace. He saw the guards taking the child out of the room with his own eyes. He saw Luo Qi being buried with his own eyes.
, he told her that he often dreamed of the child looking at him innocently.
A chill arose in her heart for no reason. The child was indeed dead and buried in the royal cemetery. So who was this Luo Qi? Could it be the ghost of the child? But she remembered the warmth on his body, and she remembered the warmth on his back.
When he was with her, she heard the heartbeat. Don't dead people have no heartbeat and body temperature? Aren't ghosts afraid of sunlight and can't appear during the day? But when he was with her, it was almost always during the day, and he liked it as much as she did.
The weather is bright and sunny, so there is only one explanation, he is a living person! But how can a buried child grow up and appear in the palace? Unless, he is not dead at all, and has been living in the palace, he is Luo
Xiao!
But Luo Xiao has always been sullen and indifferent to her, so how could he suddenly show his sunny side to her? Conscience discovery? An Zhisu simply doesn't believe that Luo Xiao has a kind and human side, but if that person is not Luo Xiao, everything will be different
And I can’t explain it.
Rubbing the note in his hand, An Zhisu's eyes felt a little sore when he looked at the last five words, and a sneer appeared in his heart. Is this Luo Yao really the reincarnation of Chengyao? He is so cowardly that he wants to escape everything. An Zhisu never feels that he has a choice.
Living in seclusion was so right. She was glad that she didn't have the courage to take that step and didn't tell Luo Yao that she still wanted to grow old together with him. Even if she told him, she would only be humiliating herself! Luo Yao broke into the dungeon to save her that day.
, I am afraid that he was inspired by the Queen Mother and wanted to use her to help him steal the tiger chess piece as soon as possible! An Zhisu sneered, otherwise how could he have such courage!
She put the note on the candle and lit it, watching the flames licking every inch of the note, all connections with Luo Yao were wiped out. She smiled decisively, but her heart began to twitch. That face was exactly the same as Cheng Yao's, and that face was as gentle as jade.
With the voice and the warm palm, could she really let everything disappear in her heart? She could only hide everything deeply and tell herself that she would no longer deliberately look for Chengyao. She would just take the little devil, Yun Danfeng with her.