An Zhisu nodded, then shook his head: "Yes, but now that I have found him, I don't know how to continue... Maybe, what I want is just such a search process. God, God
What a joke you played on me..."
"Susu, as long as you are willing, you can go home at any time. The Nanyuan of Prince Yuchi's Mansion will always belong to you only!" Yuchi Yue looked at An Zhisu and said seriously.
An Zhisu shook his head and said with sobs: "But the little devil is Luo Qi's child, Yuchi Yue, do you know? So... you are a very good person, and the warmth you bring to me is the best part of my life.
I have never enjoyed it before. Now, I don’t know how to face you and everything you have given me!”
Yuchi Yue put his hands on An Zhisu's shoulders, his fingertips were slightly cold, and he said firmly: "No matter whose child the little devil is, as long as he is your child, I will treat him as my own! Su Su,
If it’s just because of the little devil, you don’t have to be so entangled at all!”
"I'm sorry..." An Zhisu closed his eyes, raised his head, and a drop of clear tears fell from the corner of his eyes.
Yuchi Yue stretched out her hand, gently wiped away the tears, and said slowly: "Susu, don't worry, little devil, I will take care of you for the time being, but I hope you can see your own heart clearly, you are
Do you want to continue to pursue the feelings of your world, or do you want the freedom you once struggled to escape from Luo Xiaosuo? No matter what choice you make, I, Yuchi Yue, will respect you! Also, remember, no matter when,
Whether you choose Luo Qi or return to the palace, even Nanyuan belongs to you only!"
An Zhisu nodded, opened his eyes, leaned his head gently on Yuchi Yue's arm, and whispered: "Perhaps, you are the only relative I left in another world! Yuchi Yue, thank you very much!
"
After a long time, the imperial doctor came out of the room. An Zhisu smiled apologetically at Yuchi Yue and walked into the room. Yuchi Yue looked at her deeply and turned to leave.
Without An Zhisu, Nanyuan seemed a lot deserted. The little devil sat in the yard gloomily, staring at the sky. He finally knew that his biological father was Luo Qi, the man who wanted him to be his when he first saw him.
His father's man, but Luo Qi has always been a hero in his heart, not the coward who ran away as he thought.
Yuchi Yue gently picked up the little devil and held him in her arms with some distress. This child had prematurely experienced some things that were not his age. At this age, he should have been sitting in a private school studying with his teacher.
After reading the Three Character Classic, Uncle Luo Qi, whom he once loved, suddenly became his biological father. The man he thought was a coward raped his mother and gave birth to him, but never showed up. He finally knew his life experience, but
I don't know how to accept it. Even an adult doesn't know how to sort out such a thing, and besides, he is only a seven-year-old child.
"Daddy Yuchi, is Uncle Luo Qi really the little devil's biological father?" The little devil buried his head on Yuchi Yue's chest and asked in a low voice.
"Little devil, do you want Uncle Luo Qi to be your biological father?" Yuchi Yue lovingly stroked the little devil's head.
"The little devil doesn't want a biological father, Yuchi Daddy. The little devil originally thought that he could always call you daddy. The little devil hopes that his father will be a great hero and not someone who will abandon mother and me. The little devil doesn't want to be the son of a coward.
!”
"Maybe your father just wants to protect you and your mother, and he has his own reasons!" Yuchi Yue said to the little devil tangledly. As a friend, he was unwilling to say bad things about Luo Qi, but he was also extremely angry at Luo Qi's actions.
, An Zhisu has married him, but he insists on using violence to get her. Now, for this innocent and lovely child, he does not want his heart to be clouded since he was a child, because this child is what he loves.
Born of a woman.
Yu Chiyue just held the little devil and sat in the yard until the little devil slowly fell asleep. He put the little devil back into the room. He came out quietly and closed the door, but he met An Xiaowen standing still in the yard.
Look at him.
Seeing him turn around, An Xiaowen showed a shallow smile. Yuchi Yue was stunned for a moment and smiled back at An Xiaowen. He suddenly found that An Xiaowen's smile had the freshness of a little daughter, and it was not overwhelming.
The taste is unique, but it makes people have endless aftertaste.
"Brother Yuchi, little devil..." An Xiaowen said shyly, "Thank you!"
"It's okay, Xiaowen, go to bed early!" Yuchi Yue said softly, this girl is always lovable for no reason.
An Xiaowen nodded, walked past Yuchi Yue with her head lowered, and returned to her room. Yuchi Yue smiled. This little girl is really cute. After living in the palace for so long, she always treats everyone with kindness.
Face shy.
An Xiaowen gently closed the door. Yuchi Yue was about to leave when he heard the door opening of An Xiaowen's room again.
An Xiaowen stuck her head out, biting her lower lip lightly, looking at Yuchi Yue shyly and said, "Brother Yuchi, if Sister Su leaves, can I still stay in the palace?"
Yu Chiyue didn't think much, just showed a smile and said: "Of course, Xiaowen can treat this as her own home!"
Showing a sweet smile, An Xiaowen closed the door. Yuchi Yue shook his head with a smile and walked away.
After more than half a month of recuperation, Luo Qi's wounds finally healed and he could walk around. He insisted on An Zhisu accompanying him for a walk in the Imperial Garden. An Zhisu couldn't resist him, so he let him go because he was a patient.
He went, but what was even more outrageous was that Luo Qi did not want eunuchs and maids to serve him, and insisted on An Zhisu supporting him.
From the Qianqing Palace to the Royal Garden, An Zhisu was already dripping with sweat before she walked halfway. She gasped and said: "Luo Qi, I owe you in my previous life. You have tortured me for so many years and it's enough.
Now you are the majestic king of a country, and the palace is full of people you can control. If you insist on asking me, a weak little girl, to help you walk around the garden, do you have to torture me to death?"
"An Zhisu, don't forget that when you were seriously injured, I personally carried you to the garden to bask in the sun!" Luo Qi said disdainfully, "Now, I just ask you to help me, seeing that you are aggrieved. This
Among all the women in the world, there is no one who would cry like crazy and want to enter the palace at just one word from me, Luo Qi!"
"Then you go find those women of yours who are crying and fighting for the earth! Wasn't it your own fault that I was injured? No one else is to blame!" An Zhisu said coldly, and wanted to mention the past accounts to her.
I really need to do some calculations!
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He placed Luo Qi in a pavilion in the imperial garden and sat in front of him. An Zhisu stood in front of him with his hands on his hips. He looked at Luo Qi with a cold eyebrow and gritted his teeth and said: "Luo Qi, you are not bringing any guards or eunuchs with you today."
No palace maid! Just in time, let’s settle the old scores from the past!”
"Is there any dispute between the two of us that we don't understand?" Luo Qi looked at An Zhisu leisurely, "Even if I don't bring eunuchs, guards, or maids, what can you do to me?"
"You..." An Zhisu was furious and looked at Luo Qi coldly, "Luo Qi, you bastard!"
"Susu." Luo Qi suddenly said softly.
"What are you going to do?" An Zhisu looked at Luo Qi warily, and now she was beginning to feel afraid of his tenderness.
"I just want to call you, you don't need to be so alert!" Luo Qi looked at An Zhisu as if his conspiracy had succeeded.
"I don't want to be tortured by you again..." An Zhisu said calmly.
Luo Qi's expression changed. He knew that she was already full of fear towards him. He whispered: "Su Su, actually, you can let go of those vigilance and prejudices towards me!"
"Luo Qi, these are not prejudices. You should understand that over the years, you have brought me not only hurt but also hurt, and the warmth that I thought was right. You have already told me that it was just a joke! I only hope you can
Let me and the little devil go, I just want to live a plain and simple life with him!" An Zhisu finished speaking in one breath and looked at Luo Qi steadily.
"No, Susu, I will never let you go again. In the past, I was too selfish and just wanted to possess you. But now, I finally understand that the reason behind possessing you is my inextricable love for you!"
Luo Qi said seriously.
"Love? Do you really understand what love is?" An Zhisu smiled coldly.
Luo Qi nodded: "Of course I know, just like Chengyao is to Susu, he is willing to do anything for her, never asking for anything in return! Just like Xuansu is to Chengyao, even if he pursues another world, even if he is tortured
, and never give up on him!”
"You...know everything?" An Zhisu looked at Luo Qi in surprise.
Luo Qi nodded: "When I was in a coma, I dreamed of a little white beast. It took me through the memories that once belonged only to you and me. Although those past memories are very strange to me, even though I have found them.
I won’t go back to the memories of my previous life, but I will use all the rest of this life to make up for you! Susu, can you forgive me? Are you willing to start over with me?"
An Zhisu shook his head, with despair in his eyes: "Nothing can be returned to the past, Luo Qi, I have been wandering in this world for so long, and you have made me suffer so much that I have completely despaired of life. Now
, you came over and told me that you already knew about our past, and asked me to forgive you and start over with you, have you ever considered my feelings?"
"Susu!" Luo Qi stretched out his hand to grab An Zhisu, but An Zhisu avoided it.
She began to choke, and her voice was low and trembling: "Luo Qi, you are the first person to make me suffer humiliation. You raped me, but you tried every means to torture me even though you knew that the child was your flesh and blood!
You want to snatch the little devil away from me time and time again. He is my only hope. Do you know? He is my only reason to live! You never believe me. Anyone’s word can make you torture me! You
You tried to kill me again and again! You even killed my grandma with your own hands!"
"Susu! Can you listen to my explanation?" Luo Qi frowned. He stretched out his hand and touched the wound, which caused a burst of pain and made him take a breath of air.
"How do you want to explain?" An Zhisu said coldly, "I will give you a chance to explain today! It's not in vain that I have been searching for you for so many years!"
Luo Qi took a deep breath, suppressed the pain of the wound, and said slowly: "Susu, it was the Queen Mother's arrangement for you to marry into the palace, and I didn't know that you had lost your memory, so I didn't know that you had lost your memory.
I didn't know the Queen Mother's plan at all, and thought that you were just a spy sent by the Queen Mother like the other princesses. Your forbearance and determination caught me off guard, and then, I was gradually attracted to you. My reason did not allow me to do this to you, so I just
I can torture you to relieve my own guilt! I know that is very selfish, but I just can't help it! Later, at the Queen Mother's birthday party, everyone went to the palace, and I asked you if you were going. The last thing you should have said
But you readily agreed. When I got to the palace, I discovered that you were very unfamiliar with everything in the palace and could actually get lost in the palace. I was willing to believe you at first, but you didn’t care about Luo Yao... Now I
I understand, because Luo Yao and Cheng Yao really look too similar! So I felt jealous. It was not as clear as it is now. I just felt angry. That night, I visited the palace and accidentally got an aphrodisiac. I was the first to
The first person I thought of turned out to be you, so I sneaked into your room, and you also know what happened next..."
Thinking of the scene that night, An Zhisu felt resentful in her heart, but a little more palpitating. She calmed down and said coldly: "So, after knowing that I am pregnant, do you not want to keep this child?"
Luo Qi shook his head and smiled bitterly: "How could I not want my flesh and blood? But if I am too good to this child, how many people will doubt it? How many people will put you to death? As long as there is any information about this child and
Your and your child's lives will be ruined if I talk about it! Not to mention how many people in the family want to harm you, if the Queen Mother finds out, she will attack this child. How can she tolerate my child alive in the world?
"
"So you torture me? To make people believe that this child has nothing to do with you? Do you mean you are saving me and the child?" An Zhisu's tone was a bit sarcastic.
"Yes! I tortured you just to make people believe that this child has nothing to do with me! But there is another reason..." Luo Qi said hesitantly, "If you knew that this child was mine, you would have been so...
If you hate me, why would you be willing to give birth to him? With your personality, if I want to get rid of this child, you will do your best to protect him, so..."
"Luo Qi, you have been using me! Just because of your selfishness and your presumption of understanding of me?" An Zhisu looked at him in disbelief, smiled bitterly and said, "Maybe, if I had known that the child was you
Yes, maybe I really won’t give birth to him! Because I don’t want that child to have a father as violent as you, and I don’t want my child to live in all kinds of calculations and constraints!”
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"Susu..." Luo Qi shouted in a low voice.
An Zhisu sighed: "Forget it, the suffering that the little devil and I suffered in the past is just me repaying your debt from the previous life. But how should you explain what happened to grandma?"
"Grandma," Luo Qi paused, his eyes drifting into the distance, "Susu, actually, I envy you for having a grandma who loves you very much. When I first met grandma, I was willing to treat her as a relative. Her
His kindness and kindness moved me deeply..."
"You don't need to sensationalize me. Tell me, did you kill grandma?" An Zhisu said loudly, "Although she doesn't have much connection with me in this world, I am willing to regard this old man as mine.
Relative! But, you brutally killed her!"
"Susu! I didn't kill grandma!" Luo Qi said hastily. He finally understood that the biggest knot between him and An Zhisu was the death of grandma. An Zhisu could forgive him for all the past, because of the wounds on her body.
He will recover, but grandma is dead and will never be able to live again.
"Susu, grandma did die because of me, but I really didn't kill her! That day, Yuchi Yue and I heard the screams and rushed out of the room together. However, I went directly into grandma's room because I was worried about the little devil.
Yu Chiyue went to other rooms to investigate the situation. When I arrived at my grandma's room, she fell to the ground with a dagger full of blood in her hand. When she saw me entering, she just said "little devil" and fell down.
I carried my grandma to the bed, picked up the dagger, and was about to chase her out. Then you rushed in, and then you rushed towards me. I unconsciously wanted to resist, so I injured you..." Thinking of the scene that day.
, Luo Qi still had lingering fears, and he almost killed An Zhisu with his own hands. Then, the guilt in his heart would far exceed the guilt for his grandmother's death.
An Zhisu looked at him sideways and asked, "Then what do you mean when you say that grandma died because of you?"
"Because grandma was killed by Chu Rui..." Luo Qi retracted his eyes and said quietly.
"Curui? Why did she want to kill grandma?" An Zhisu's little hands clenched into fists, and it was Churui again. She always thought that Churui was a relative and a sister, but Churui wanted to hurt her one after another, but her motive for killing her grandma was
What is it again?
Luo Qi frowned slightly: "Su Su, when I conquered the palace that day, you left me at night. I was very angry. An Zhiruo said that you would go home to see grandma for her, so Yuchi Yue and I went straight to grandma's house.
I wanted to take you back, but Churui couldn't control herself because of my feelings for you, so she followed me. She originally wanted to kill you, but you were not at home, so she thought of a more vicious move to make you hate me.
Me! She originally just wanted to kidnap the little devil, but she didn’t expect that grandma would take off her veil and see her face clearly, so she killed and silenced her."
Luo Qi sneered and continued: "Her goal was really achieved. She killed grandma and made you hate me so much that you completely forgot about me... Maybe this is my retribution! Before I was fully conscious
By the time I had fallen deeply in love with you, you had no impression of me at all..."
"Luo Qi, is what you said true?" An Zhisu asked coldly.
"Now that we've reached this point, what's the point of lying to you?" Luo Qi looked into An Zhisu's eyes. There was purity and tenacity in those eyes, and there was also a sense of loneliness. She was confident in this
The world is looking for everything she wants, but she never thought that the ending would be so unpredictable!
And all this, and himself, is not a joke played by fate? In the past life and this life, he has gone round and round and returned to the starting point. He once thought that life was short and he could just enjoy himself in time, so he didn't care how many princesses he had.
As long as they can please him, that's fine! At that time, he thought he loved Chu Rui. He thought Chu Rui was the most considerate woman in the world, and he never cared that there was an extra princess by his side, or that he had more than one wife.
He has a wife, and she only needs to stay by his side safely! But he has never thought that if he really fell in love with a woman, how could he be willing to look sideways for any other woman? In fact, Chu Rui truly understood
She didn't care about him in the past, just because she knew in her heart that he didn't care about the women who pleased him at all. Maybe they were just interested in having fun with him! So, when he really fell in love with another woman,
At that time, Churui was anxious. No one's love could allow a third person to squeeze in, otherwise, it would become a war! A disaster!
The two people stayed quietly in the pavilion, sitting and standing.
Everything in the past seemed to be misunderstandings. An Zhisu was a little confused. She found the person she was looking for, but she lost her way. She didn't know how to face him, his present and past! She gradually understood
, Chengyao's past was just like Luo Xiao played by Luo Qi, cold and cruel, but his coldness was directed at others, not her, and Chengyao's life has finally become what she wanted.
He is a kind person, easy-going and comfortable, just like he once occasionally gave her endless warmth and memories.
"But, Chengyao, how do you want me to accept all this?" An Zhisu murmured, slowly squatting on the ground.
"Susu..." Luo Qi wanted to comfort her, but didn't know how to speak. She had to slowly untie the knot in her heart. Maybe, what she needed was time.
"Luo Qi, I want to calm down! Since you owe me so much, from now on, you are not allowed to interfere with any of my freedoms! Do you hear me?" An Zhisu's eyes suddenly became sharp and he said stubbornly, "If
You really love me, you really understand love, then you should learn to let go!"
Luo Qi nodded, and the corners of his mouth curved into a beautiful arc. He wanted to smile, but he couldn't.
An Zhisu stood up and said to Luo Qi: "Now I want to leave the palace! No one is allowed to stop me, do you hear me?"
Luo Qi also nodded and continued: "If one day you want to take a stroll in the palace, no one will stop you!"
An Zhisu grinned, gave Luo Qi an ugly smile, turned around and said, "Luo Qi, I'm leaving, take care of yourself!"
"Susu, take care of yourself too!" Luo Qi lowered his eyelids and whispered. He didn't want to see her leaving again. He understood how to love her, but unfortunately, she no longer planned to give him this chance again.
Sighing, Luo Qi raised his head and looked absently at An Zhisu's leaving figure, gradually disappearing at the end of the imperial garden...
Chapter 248
Another year of spring, a new thing suddenly happened in the capital. A year and a half after he ascended the throne, the emperor finally decided to recruit women from all over the world for a draft. He wanted to select a person with both ability and political integrity among the women in the world.
Be his queen.
Officials from all over the country send their daughters to the capital in all their splendor, and having a virtuous daughter in the family has become a source of comparison for every household in the streets. This beauty pageant does not have any sectarianism, as long as the daughter has both ability and political integrity.
Any woman, no matter born high or low or poor, can register with the government. After being screened by officials at all levels, the final decision will be made by the emperor himself.
The palace, which had been deserted for a long time, finally became lively. The Chuxiu Palace was filled with selected women from all over the country, each of whom was carefully preparing for the upcoming election ceremony. These women were all beautiful and intelligent.
They were polite and courteous to each other. Before they determined who the queen was, everyone was equal. Of course, there would be infighting and infighting among them.
The palace also began to have warblers and swallows wandering around.
In the Ningxiang Garden, a woman in plain clothes knelt quietly in front of a Guanyin, worshiping devoutly. The excitement outside came to her ears, but she had no chance of it. After coming out of the prison, the emperor asked someone to
Her martial arts skills were abolished, and the former Ningxiang Garden has become a cold palace. She burns incense and worships Buddha here every day, hoping that one day the emperor can visit Ningxiang Garden in person again. Even if she looks at her again, she no longer expects it.
After becoming his wife! Now, she really just hopes to be by his side all the time, even if she is just a humble palace maid, but she will never have the chance again!
She got up and walked to the garden to sit down, looking at the high walls and locked courtyard doors everywhere. The place where she once could walk out as long as she lifted her feet has now become her eternal bondage. She doesn't know that she
I don’t know how many more years she can stay here. I don’t know how many more years she can stay here...
March 19th, Imperial Palace, Yanyu Pavilion.
Luo Qi, who was dressed in bright yellow, was leaning on the same bright yellow bench. There were various fine wines and delicacies on the table in front of him. Looking up, the table below was already filled with gorgeous women in colorful gauze skirts.
, like flowers vying for beauty in the royal garden, the next moment, they should each use their talents to fight for the position of queen! This will be a huge, smokeless war, he came here, just as a spectator.
"The time has come! The draft has officially begun!" A sharp eunuch's voice sounded in the Yanyu Pavilion.
The women who were whispering below also raised their heads, either boldly or shyly, looking at the man leaning on the stage, with picturesque eyebrows, narrow eyes and cool eyes, and slender fingers, picking up a glass of wine.
Hold it in front of you, take a slight sniff, and then drink it in one gulp.
"All embroiderers, please take your places. There are pens, inks, paper and inkstones on your respective seats. Now, you will each make a painting and a poem with flowers as the theme, and then use songs and dances to express the meaning of the painting in front of the emperor.
Express it!”
As soon as the eunuch finished speaking the topic, the women in the audience were in an uproar. Some women sat down quietly and stretched out their hands to study the ink. Some women had already picked up their pens to draw.
Suddenly, a light purple figure appeared in the crowd and walked around. All the pens, inks, paper and inkstones were thrown to the ground by this woman. She broke the brushes of those who had already picked up the pens, and tore up the rice paper of those who had started to draw.
There were exclamations everywhere at the scene.
Luo Qi frowned slightly and looked at the chaotic scene below, narrowing his eyes slightly.
The light purple figure broke into his sight, walked up to him, grabbed the wine glass in his hand, drank the wine he had just filled, and said sternly: "Luo Qi, how dare you try to marry a mistress!"
"Susu!" Looking at the woman in front of him, Luo Qi smiled instead of being angry, "You are finally back!"
The woman grabbed Luo Qiming's yellow skirt across the table, stared into Luo Qi's eyes, and said fiercely: "Luo Qi! This life! The next life! The next life! You dare to marry me a mistress!"
Luo Qi's smile became even bigger. He put his arms around the woman's waist, picked her up, and walked towards the palace. As he walked, he said: "As long as you are willing to come back to me, even if all the women in the world squeeze into the palace, I will
I will never look at any of them!"
"Then why do you still want to choose a queen? Why do you want to call all the women in the world to choose a queen?" the woman asked doubtfully.
"To lure you back to me!" Luo Qi laughed.
Realizing that she had been deceived, the woman struggled to jump out of Luo Qi's arms, but Luo Qi's arms became tighter and tighter.
"Susu, when you come back this time, I will never let you leave me again! You can never leave me alone again!"
"Let me go! You liar!" There was a sweet smile in the woman's struggling voice.
"This is the last time I lie to you! From now on, there will be no more harem in this palace. I only want you as a woman! I am the emperor and you are the queen!"
"Do you keep your word? With all the women in the world in front of you, you don't feel any emotion at all?"
"Of course it counts! My heart only moves for one woman!"
"Okay then, let's pull the hook!"
"This again?!"
"Then will you come?"
"Okay, okay, I'm scared of you! Come on, hang yourself, and you won't change for a hundred years!"
The door of Qianqing Palace gradually closed, and bursts of sweet laughter came from the room.
Sixteen years later, the imperial palace, Qianqing Palace.
"How could you two leave me alone and run away? It's too much!" A young man in bright yellow grabbed a middle-aged woman in a light purple gauze skirt with his left hand, and a middle-aged man in a purple robe with his right hand, " Are there any parents like you two?"
"Luo Tianqi! We are doing this for your own good. Look, you can realize the dreams of young people all over the world when you are just a teenager. You can become the emperor, enjoy the world's food, the world's wine, and the world's beauties! This is not good. ? We’re just going for a walk and we’ll be back in a few days!” the middle-aged woman said with a smile.
"That's right, let go quickly, the civil and military officials of the court are waiting for you to go to court! How can you not be punctual on the first day of court!" The middle-aged man echoed the middle-aged woman.
"Are you serious that you will come back after playing for a few days?" the young man asked hesitantly.
The two nodded quickly.
"Okay then! If you two dare not come back, I will issue an imperial notice to arrest you two!" The young man let go of his hands, straightened his clothes, and walked towards the court.
"Susu, let's go!" The middle-aged man put his arm around the middle-aged woman's shoulders lovingly.
The middle-aged woman leaned happily in his arms and said with a smile: "Let's go! From now on, it will be just the two of us, wandering around the world together!"
The two walked out of Qianqing Palace with a smile. From now on, the fetters of this world have nothing to do with them anymore. They are setting off towards freedom...