"Luo Qi, are you sure you want to do that?" I frowned slightly. In fact, I knew that my question was meaningless. Since he had already said it, he was definitely going to do it!
It's just that there is still more than a month until March 19th. It seems that Luo Qi still has hopes for An Zhisu. Maybe she will really come back!
Luo Qi pondered for a moment, then suddenly showed an enigmatic smile and shouted at the door: "Come here! Pass the order, if there is a woman who looks the same as Princess Ruo at all the gates of the imperial city, no one can stop her.
She enters the palace!"
In the palace, everything is as usual. An Xiaowen takes care of the little devil in Nanyuan every day. At Luo Qi's request, he found a few gentlemen for the little devil to teach him poetry, calligraphy and etiquette. I, on the other hand, personally taught him martial arts and the art of war.
I have to say that this child is really smart. He never forgets what he teaches. And he can quickly learn and understand the martial arts and military tactics I taught him.
Every time I see An Xiaowen, I try my best to pretend not to care. The more I don't care, the more uncomfortable I feel when she sees me. She is not sad because of my rejection or seeking life and death like other women.
I have to look at her with admiration. Sometimes I comfort myself that maybe she is also a child and forgets what she has said. She is just like other women. After saying something, she does not get anything in return, so she just
Give up on me.
But I know that An Xiaowen, like An Zhisu, is a persistent person, so I am afraid of her persistence, or in other words, I am afraid that she is as persistent as me. Such persistence makes me at a loss because I know this kind of persistence.
Perseverance hurts!
I have been persistent for so many years, and I have been hurt for so many years. I don’t want her to be always hurt like me, because her feelings for me are just like my feelings for her plain sister, and there is no result!
After the little devil finished his homework, I stopped An Xiaowen and said that I needed to have a good talk with her. I should tell her not to make too many unnecessary sacrifices and not to wait needlessly. Such waiting will never bear fruit.
, you will always only hurt yourself.
"Xiao Wen, I have a few generals under me who are young and promising. Why don't I call them into the palace someday? You can see how they are. If you like them, Brother Yuchi will make the decision for you!" I wanted to persuade her,
The outlet turned out to be a blind date for her.
An Xiaowen shook her head stubbornly, then looked at me pitifully and said, "Brother Yuchi, are you trying to drive me out of the palace?"
I looked at her in shock and quickly explained: "Xiao Wen, I didn't mean that. I just hope you can have a good home. I don't want you to go on like this. You know, I only have Susu in my heart. I don't want to."
Delaying your youth! Besides, why not find someone who loves you? Brother Yuchi will always be your home. When the time comes, this will be your natal home. Brother Yuchi will take you from there in glory.
Get married here!"
"I don't want it!" An Xiaowen was resolute and stubborn, still lowering her head and looking shy. This girl could always easily arouse people's desire for protection.
"Xiao Wen, be obedient. If the time comes, let your brother-in-law Luo Qi find you a famous family, or make you a princess like An Zhiruo, so you won't be wronged when you get married!" I said eagerly,
I was afraid that if I talked for a little longer or looked at her expression for a little longer, I would become soft-hearted.
"Brother Yuchi!" An Xiaowen finally raised her head, her eyes full of crystal clear eyes. She pursed her lips and whispered, "Brother Yuchi, I don't want to marry anyone else. If I can't marry the person I like, I would rather just stay like this.
Stay by your side, don't push me to others, don't drive me away from the palace, okay?"
I nodded nervously, knowing that this time my persuasion failed again. Next time, I must not be soft-hearted. Maybe, I can just ask Luo Qi to find a good family for An Xiaowen and then grant her marriage.
"Brother Yuchi!" An Xiaowen's voice rang in his ears again.
I moved my eyes towards her, frowned slightly, and asked softly: "What's wrong?"
For some reason, I always speak softly when talking to An Xiaowen. Maybe it's because I always thought she was a timid and shy woman and I was afraid of scaring her.
An Xiaowen lowered her head, twisted a lock of hair on her chest with her fingers, bit her lip and said: "Brother Yuchi, don't arrange a blind date for me, and don't let the emperor grant me a marriage, okay? You let me
I'm staying in the palace. You give me some time. I just want some time. Can you also give yourself some time? If you really can't forget Sister Su, I'll forget it with you! If you really can't accept me
, I will leave by myself!"
I sighed helplessly, I didn't know how to reject a woman who made me feel distressed.
"If you don't speak, it means you agree!" An Xiaowen suddenly showed a big smile, "Brother Yuchi, we have made an agreement, you are not allowed to drive me out of the palace! If you miss Sister Su, you can call me
Come to me, I will miss her with you!"
I pursed my lips and smiled. This woman was really contradictory. She was shy, introverted and well-behaved yet straightforward, timid yet persistent. When she smiled, she actually had two shallow dimples, which made her look very cute.
Maybe, as time goes by, she can forget all this. Maybe after some time, she will find that there is more family and friendship between her and me, and she is willing to miss An Zhisu with me. Then, she
You will find that my feelings for An Zhisu are so deep that she cannot break into my heart at all. In that case, she may shrink back and be willing to leave me!
"Okay, Xiaowen, let's make an agreement. I'll give you one year to see your feelings for me clearly. After you figure it out, I'll ask Luo Qi to find a good family for you.
If you are still willing to stay in the palace, I won't drive you away, okay?" I looked into An Xiaowen's eyes and said seriously.
"Okay! Brother Yuchi, in this year, you will see clearly my feelings for you. If you are willing to miss Sister Su with me in the future life, I will accompany you in the palace!" An Xiaowen happily
He said, suddenly lowering his voice, "If you really still think a person is good, I will leave, but don't look for me again. I don't want to marry anyone else. I will go to a place like you."
Just like I miss Sister Susu, I miss you quietly alone!"
"Xiao Wen, what are you doing?" I sighed deeply. I really couldn't bear to hurt her at all and didn't want to change her innocence.