After returning to the hospital, my mother looked at me for a long time, and sighed longly without wanting to speak. It seemed that she had been holding back her stomach and would not come out after returning to the room. My mind was confused, so I had to turn off the lights and go to bed early. I had a very restless night's sleep.
Peace and stability, the whole Prime Minister's Mansion seemed to be suppressed, making people breathless. People kept flashing outside the window. Occasionally, a few scoldings made me sit up in shock, and then fell asleep in panic.
I repeated it several times but lost sleep. My eyes were wide open as I stared at the splendid crabapples on the gauze curtain. I thought of the unfinished cross-stitch on the computer table in my bedroom: I thought of the family portrait beside the cross-stitch: I thought of doing it for me.
My mother, whose head turned gray due to illness, and my skinny father, who went out early and came home late in order to make more money: I thought of my grandmother who insisted on not having cataract surgery and gave me the money to treat the disease, and so many relatives and friends...
Splendid Begonia is in front of us, and where does Splendid's future go?
Longing in the middle of the night is like a flooding tide, which can easily drown a person. Turn over and bury your face in the pillow, letting it suck away your tears. In fact, God is showing mercy and love to you. You should take it lightly after giving yourself a new life.
Suffering is a blessing.
Feeling a little cold, I wrapped myself tightly in the quilt and closed my eyes to sleep. There were footsteps and light coming from outside the door.
Boom, boom, boom!
"Miss, miss! Are you asleep?" It was Li'er.
"What's the matter?" He raised one hand and looked at her shadow on the paper window outside the door and asked.
Creak! The door opened and she walked in quietly.
Seeing her mysterious look, she yawned and got into bed, closed her eyes and continued to sleep. She put out the lantern and put it by the door. When she got to the bed, she whispered: "Miss, the eldest... the princess is leaving.
Already."
"Well." Zijin is not what he used to be. The more noble his status is, the less freedom he has. He can't move around and spend the night anywhere at will. Therefore, it is normal for her to leave: "That's why you knocked on my door in the middle of the night.
?Very boring?"
"No!" Li'er raised her voice and quickly covered her mouth as if she thought of something. She rolled her almond-shaped eyes and said seriously: "The master also hurried into the palace. At that time, I was looking for something that I accidentally dropped in the bamboo forest in the yard.
Earrings, when they saw Young Master Xiang chasing after the Master to say something, the Master angrily scolded him and followed the Crown Princess's carriage and left, muttering that something big was going to happen."
Big thing? He glanced at Li'er helplessly and said, "Even if something big happens, it won't be our turn. You, please stop talking about these things in the future. You can't joke about these things! Go to bed!"
"Oh." Li'er nodded quickly, walked a few steps toward the door, then turned back and said, "Miss, the Second Madam asked you to go to Huaiyuan Temple to burn incense tomorrow, and asked you to get up early."
"This sentence is the main topic of your visit. By the way, tomorrow is neither the first day nor the fifteenth day of the lunar month, so why should we go?" I asked in confusion.
Li'er picked up the lantern and took out the flint and said, "I don't know, that's what the second lady said, asking you to go there alone tomorrow to ask for a marriage sign."
"Am I going alone? Aren't we usually together?" To be precise, I went there less than five times in four years, and the second wife usually went alone.
"I don't know how I can convey what the second lady said." Li'er had already opened the door and walked out.
I opened my mouth to call her, but then I remembered that her answer was basically "I don't know." She pursed her lips and looked at the dim and bright sky, thinking that she couldn't sleep.