It was already three days before we went to Qianfeng'an.
In the past three days, I was arranged to live in a thatched cottage in the backyard of Liu's ancestral hall. The house was made of reeds and bamboo, and it was quiet and a bit eerie. The green grass and wild flowers outside the house were dotted here and there, which gave it a special flavor. Daily food
Su, take a bath with the soup made from mugwort to clear the mind and focus, drive away evil spirits and purify the body. At night when the moon is on the top of the pine forest, look at the moon and chant sutras, using the purity of the moon to wash away the impurities in the heart.
Hate it? No way to talk about it!
Maybe going to a nunnery can be considered a kind of relief. To comfort yourself, think of it as embarking on a three-year pilgrimage. My mother refused to eat after hearing the news, and the wound on her hand was infected improperly and she was bedridden.
Her heart should be colder than ever, and my choice of obedience made the arrogance in her bones completely explode. She yelled and argued and resisted vigorously in the courtyard of the Prime Minister's Mansion. At this time, she could only look at the moon and pray for her.
This mother prays for blessings and mercy.
Childhood memories are similar to many people's. The warmest is mother's embrace, the bitterest is traditional Chinese medicine, and the sweetest is the White Rabbit toffee handed over by mother. The broadest is father's spine, and the deepest is wind and rain.
My father carried me to the hospital on his back during the night. Then the next day, he fell asleep at work and was scolded by his boss. His salary was deducted. When he came home, he described to me with a smile the boss's ugly behavior of spitting, and he still hasn't forgotten it.
Tell yourself to take care of yourself.
I stood in my mother's room with tears in my eyes. After four years of getting along with her, her love and care were the complete sacrifice of a mother, and I was extremely grateful. Lil'er walked out and said that her mother didn't want to see me.
Kneeling down slowly, her tears fell on the blue-grey ground and turned into small splashing flowers. She blamed me, blamed me for giving in easily, and blamed me for not resisting. Is it useful? Sometimes the arrangements of fate are ridiculous and helpless, and you can only cherish them
Go step by step.
One bow, mother's grace of giving birth.
Second bow, may my mother be prosperous and healthy.
Bow three times to look after the mother and not miss the daughter.
After the obeisance was over, she turned and left before she could make a sound.
In fact, whether to laugh, be sad, get together or part ways is sometimes just a choice.
But at this time, separation is inevitable.
There are some things that we all have to experience and face all the time, but whether it comes sooner or later, it will come. When we get together, there will be separation. No one can say who will never be separated. The numbness of habit is like
I'm used to the feeling of nausea and baldness after chemotherapy. Since I have to leave, it's better to go as soon as possible.
When I walked out of the gate of the Prime Minister's Mansion, I did not look back at the glorious and glorious Prime Minister Liu's Mansion. Xiang Yinong looked very good today and was well-dressed. The carriage was parked there, and the horse seemed impatient to wait, humming and shaking its head.
, Lu'er and Li'er stood by the carriage with red eyes.
"Miss, we have prepared a lot of things for you. If you need anything when you go up there, we will send it to you as soon as you send a message." Lu'er burst into tears and said, "Miss, remember Lu'er and miss us.
Lu'er can't bear to leave you, you have suffered so much..."
"Silly, why are you crying! It's not like you're not coming back! Take good care of your mother for me. I know how heavy your mother is. If she loses a little weight, I'll ask you about it!" He said in annoyance to the two girls.
I wiped away my tears and couldn't talk to them anymore. The more I talked, the more I couldn't control myself and wanted to cry.
Walking into the carriage, everything inside is neatly prepared.
"Xiang Shengjun, let's go!" He suddenly fell into the carriage and told himself not to think about anything. Parting was indeed not a good thing.
The carriage has not started yet, and there are sounds of footsteps and kowtows to Yi Nong from outside. He opens the curtains and arrives at Liu Xiang. The court clothes are dark red embroidered with tigers and cranes. He has the world on his chest. The warm jade necklace around his neck indicates that this will happen.
His current status is lower than one person and higher than ten thousand people. The funny thing is that everyone knows that Prime Minister Liu is henpecked!
I didn't get out of the car to pay homage. I just said through the curtain, thank you Queen for your love. Women should sincerely pray to the Buddha for the blessing of the late Emperor.
Liu Xiang coughed a few times, and his Adam's apple slid up and down, as if there was something stuck there.
I sighed and added, I hope my father is in good health. My daughter is not around and I am unable to fulfill my filial piety. I will pray for my parents' safety every day.
After putting down the curtain, I felt that I was crying. I felt aggrieved. Why didn't I point at his nose and yell at him? Why should I be so cowardly and false? The carriage began to bump and fell straight down. I closed my eyes and let my thoughts drift.
Not long after, I heard the noise of the people in front of the city gate and the shouts of the guards. Then I realized that I had left the city. Suddenly I remembered something, opened the curtain and looked around outside, and then fell down in the carriage in despair. In fact, I didn't even think about it myself.
I know what I am looking for, but my heart is empty, I have no sense of belonging and no purpose, that kind of helplessness. Xiang Yinong is just a floating soap bubble.
So, where is Ning Yuanjue? Haha, just a joke.
Wufeng Nunnery is actually on the side of the mountain peak of Huaiyuan Temple. Most of the concubines of the previous emperors were placed here. There were also some divorced concubines from wealthy families. Therefore, incense from outside is not accepted here, but is directly funded by the national finance.
Supported by grants.
The wet nurse said that no one here is easy to mess with, and told me to be smart. I thought to myself, even if I am practicing with my hair, at least I am doing it in the name of the queen, and I have to look at the owner when beating a dog.
Nowadays, people with high positions and positions have some scruples, so I am not afraid of this. The carriage stopped at the foot of the mountain and silently followed Yi Nong up the mountain. When we reached the middle of the mountain, I looked up and could see the carving of Huaiyuan Temple.
The beautiful archway, when I thought about the contract, I couldn't help but laugh. It would be a very interesting reward to be able to become my teacher.
"Xiang Junjun only entered the palace once." He sat on the stone, rested his feet, and said carelessly while stroking his hair.
Xiang Yinong was startled, nodded lightly as acknowledgment, then looked at me incomprehensibly and remained silent.
"I met my sister." He picked up a branch and drew circles in the mud.
He said softly and stood there, his back stiff.
"First, you are wearing formal palace clothes; second, we can deduce it from your haunted look and the special incense made by your sister." He put down the branch and thought about whether to continue. He was dark and resolute.
His face looked sunny and handsome, and he continued to say: "Go deep into the door to prevent mistakes: if you can do this, you should stand out. My sister is like a poppy to you, even if she is not beautiful, she can poison you to death. Cousin
, should be let go, it will eventually be let go, the big tree attracts the wind, the Prime Minister's Mansion is too prosperous, it will inevitably decline, after all, this country is not surnamed Liu." Huangfu Zhi's cold and domineering eyes appeared in front of him again, he shuddered and stood up,
Seeing that the boy carrying the items had almost rested, he ignored Xiang Yinong and went straight up the mountain.